('v')Birdie's Territory..

2006-07-31T16:36:00.000+08:00

YAY, PTL! i brought my lappy to school and can amazingly sign in to blogger here, think there's a freaky freaky problem with my internet connection at home, etrange settings that i dun even noe howta change...whee i feel so free, like a birdy in the sky, worry-free and full of goodies to eat!

I totally enjoyed my DAE yesterday, t'was so cutily fun! Had service in the morning(a pity my favourite PK was away, and will still be till fridae) followed by a special ministry service where so many people got to see the powerful move of God in the different ''attacked'' areas of our lives...woah it was indeed the coolest i'd say! Pastor Mike Connell so cute, he's like a loving grandpa who's got a kinda tone that belongs to him....so ci2 xiang2 u know...luv him!

Met up with Aileen(non-et...), whom i call Ham Ham=) Was our second time meeting up and it was GRrrrEAT! Marvelous and fantabulous! We did so many stupid things, okAY maybe not, but i did feel kinda retarded at times....haha some frens of mine really noe how to take my heavenly reputation off me, woh but it's okay...an eye for an EYE, a tooth for a TOOT!

We went to my constant hangout place, d'orchard rue! Extreme freedom i felt when we need not spend all our days trying to crack our tiny brains for intellectual juices to complete projects, wad a boring assignment to live the days of your life rite? C'est interessant! Started out suaning like mad but i did try my best to cut down, forgive mi la!

OOooh well, wanton mee at Heeren was tres delicieux, but that was onli our appetiser! As in, yesh, that was enuff for dinner but how could we have tortured our poor stomachs in that pathetic manner, next hangout, GIRAFFE! --------the coolest, cosiest, birdiechipilicious place i/we've been to all our 18/19 yrs! This nicey thing that 'stands' on water just directly opp PS is so dreamy, i'd die to go there again! Was just so simply fun and neverending in a positive manner. Though we sat at the 'OUTSIDE,' for the veri first time i'd begun to appreciate Singapore's surroundings and serenity if that's considered. Yesh, like what Hammie said in her bloggy, more to come!

*Peeeple, go to Giraffe! it rocks, like Noodle....haha! eh and yeah i'd forgotten to wish her Happy Bird-day so here it is:

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY NOODLE!!!

buaiz

2006-07-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

*interessant!!!!*

This is the first time this semester i would sae i really did enjoy my dae though it was tiring and felt kinda LONG...probably due to the long distances traveled from one place to another. We practically did a Singapore tour, thank God with purpose and not aimlessly...Let birdie tell ya more about my interesting jour, which means day in my favourite FLENCH!

After we finished our boring tutorial at 11am, we zooooooooomed off to take our lunch at Marina Square's Asian Kitchen! Haha if u know me well enough, u should know how happie that sumptuous meal has already caused mi to be! Don't exactly know what i was eating, it's called Pho Bo-some kinda kway teow soup with chicken(oops, aint supposed to touch that 'C' thing) Hey but something was just so weird about today's meal....not sure if it's the combination of people---Paul, Chenfeng(bunnie), Jerri, Eunice and i..hmmmm~ i can't figure out, know what the weird thing is? No one said a single word during lunch, maybe just a few exchanges of smiles...the ice only broke when CF finished eating! haha so etrange(french for strange)! Oh well i've to skip some funny moments cuz it's just not nice to blog it out=P

Yay, that meal was super speedy and we once again zoooooooomed to the hotel opppsite, Pan Pacific for our day's first mission-a MOCK PROTEST! yesh u didnt see wrong, a protest! Haha all thanks to our dear classmate, Hongjun(LaziBoi). An interesting fact to noe's that we skipped todae's IPD lecture for that protest=P but it's not laziness that i consider a factor, more of the fact that we were PAID 30 bucks! felt that the opportunity cost would be the lecture then, which we cud self-learn la...heeee actually this mock protest is some kinda sales gimmick lah, not the illegal kind where policemen would be seen running after us...

It took us like almost 2 hours wait before we could do the real thangggg! I guess about 60 youths at least, aged 17-20plus, walking as a crazy group to a certain place where we were stationed to shout, "Time For Change! Time For Change! Time For Change!" Haha the presence of the media---cameramen and all, nearly took me by surprise lah....and why was i standing at the corner doin' that shout shout thing in front of that camerman?! ahhhhh i better not appear anywhere next few daes...oh well, it was still fun! Protesting is not like something u can do whenever and wherever u like huh, at least i was given the permission to!

Then zoom zoom, we cabbed off to Hougang's "chalet," haha no lar....we had to carry out a project/assignment so-called entrepreneurship training and sharing session for some physically-challenged ones at Asian Womens' Welfare Association! Woooo cool man....rushing here and there in a dae's so challenging and it just gives you that kinda rushy rushy important person feeling. COOL! oh anyway the sharing was done by Sasa and i....was hmmm yea, alrite, acceptable lah. Hope our new frens have found new hope in MAKING THINGS HAPPEN! may our upcoming trainings be more fun, exciting and full of interaction yea...Finally, we overcame a bit of anxiety and ambiguity in us before the sharing session not knowing how it's gonna be like. One more thing, we really hafta get used to that guy's way of talking, find him a lil' too direct...says the kinda thing our own teacher would, but it felt weird cos' he's not close to us nor has he worked together with us b4. oh well=/

yay...dae ended! journey home by bus then train took almost 2 hrs! wow, Singapore seems big for the veri first time....

In the meantime, miss me! Support Noodle!=P

2006-07-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

man...this must be some miracle cos my dad's lappy(NECky) which i'm using rite now has gone bonkers! it totally doesnt like bloggers.com, friendster.com and hotmail.com. every once i tried entering, NECky instantly rejects! He's real mad....

I'm still trying to get used to the days this week cos' i keep thinking it's wednesday when it's actually TOOsday today! Haha brings me back to the time when i watched The Terminal with Dearie, where that indian cleaner exclaimed, "I hate TOOsdays!" Woooooo talkin' abt movies, i finally broke my I NOT STUPID TOO record...have been like complaining so much that i havent been watching movies lately rite, now it's time for mi to stop!!! I sorta went for a half-TB34 gathering todae and we watched the horrorrrrrr movie, Re-Cycle at the Empress! haha heard of it b4 not? it's located at Clementi and is the most super dilapidated cinema i've been to since my last 18 years and 7mths on earth! Though i'd say i'm not that weak in my faith, i felt a bit of creeeeps when the 9 of us "crept" slowly into the theatre...i wasn't scared but i just didnt like that kinda feeling when it's simply so dark, empty and full of masks placed "strategically" at the top of both walls left and right. The guys were so mischevious, kept making farnie noises and tried so hard to scare us...to no avail...

*Tennng dennnng.....* The horror flick which starred Li Sinje (Li Xin Jie) started after such a seemingly long wait. As usual, had all the scary scary sound effects and music to go along, haha i started out with my heart palpitating with the effects! It was indeed exciting from the start to the middle portion where the whole scary feel just began to die off and got ennuyeusse(boring)...dunno abt the rest but CF and i felt so sleepy then, was trying hard not to let my eyelids close leh. Oh but i hafta say the mother and child part was touching! From the movie i've learned that we should always think twice before abandoning anything...goes the same for an unborn child, dun immediately look to ABORTION as a solution, if not...........heh heh heh! Don't REGRET!!!

Oh how can i miss givin' both our tutors, Mr Joseph Seet(JS) and Mr Leow Teck Sim(TS), credit for treating us so well todae?! U noe how nice they were? Both BP and FBM tutorials todae were scheduled to change venue from the mundane school classroom, to The Jack's Place! Not onli that, tutorials became purely eating sessions and okayyyyy dun miss out on this part----our entire lunch was on them! Hope they wont stick to the initial 70-30 agreement...hehehe! I ate to my heart's content la! And as fo Jerri, haha ask her wad degoutant thing she did...YIKES, haha!

More class outings to go!

2006-07-06T00:47:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh, what was spoken over my life today confirmed last week's one! Hmmmm yesh God, maybe i'm just so stressed in those areas of my lives that i hafta surrender them all to YOU right from this very moment...frankly speaking i didn't noe of my stress till i heard the word of wisdom, and this was the second time! This one realli got me thinking, about what had been on the inside of my heart all this while without the "owner's" knowledge. I'd come to realise what the nail was hitting on....

*okay that was indeed like a scenario when u're letting a bird know that it can fly outta it's cage when cage door is actually open! so now u geddit right? hmmm so ponderable*

oh wicky just signed in...haha reminded me of watching her a while ago on TV..woh seriously can't imagine all the stardom, having a whole grp of reporters and cameramEn thronging at you and all...one word-OVERWHELMING! haha, hope she's coping well...

*looking forward to Vendredi with aLySsA! hopefully IPD would have finished by then....no stress, no stress!* I neeeeeeed PEACE....

2006-07-05T01:44:00.000+08:00

i'm craving for......

my favourite MUDDY MUD PIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How can i live without it?

I can't wait to recover and have somebirdy treat mi to my indescribable MMP! Gosh a few days without it is making me weak all over...i miss MMP so much! As to who's gonna treat me again, i'm not too sure. But if u feel this hint or if God is speaking to ya, why hesitate? Heeeeee...i'm feel almost any day for a treat from ya...*waiting patiently*

Bye my dear frens, off to sleeeeeep!

2006-07-03T22:48:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhh chewwww!

Did you guess correctly? YES you did, cos' ur dear lil' birdie(make myself sound so cute right) is down with flu, cough and a teeny weeny bit of fever so teeny that i only have flu and cough={ I woke up feeling rather excited for a brand new week ahead of me, knowing that i had to once again resume my lecture-tutorial days after havin' e-leaarning last week. Yah excited i was, but i literally pulled my weak and sickly body outta that comfy bed....do you know that one of the hardest struggles each day for me is to get outta bed??? Heh heh bet this switched on some of ur bulbs, like reali? she looks like she can! nah that's DA CUO TE CUO!

It's 52 minutes past 10 now and for the very first time this year i'm gonna have a LONG and very good night's rest after this entry...lookin' at NECky(my lappy's name) too long would drive me nuts, in addition to the drowsy effect the YUCKY YUCKY medicine has given me.

Being a Guai(1st sound ah, not 4th) student of Ngee Ann Polytechnic, i removed the authority of today's MC and went ahead to school straight after seeing Mr Tan Cheng Bok, my friendly neighbourhood doctor. Haha felt kinda noble at first, only realising that all the effort taken to go to school was purposed for a "seminar" called ArrowsForSoul(s) by Mr David Lock. Well, it was interesting i would say, but not very business-related...it was those kinda motivational talks which cannot exactly hold a candle to CHC's weekly word lah...

Something I learnt: We, as Gen-Ys, have to change our perspective and attitude towards many things in life, like kiasuism, being impatient, desiring entertainment and so on...instead of being the CHICKENS which peck on the ground all day having no greater aim or slight awareness of any presence of neighbouring worms, we have to desire to be EAGLES---they soar so high up in the sky and are never oblivious to their surroundings or what's below them. Once they see opportunity(a rabbit for eg.), a little tweeeek in their feathers would land them where they are, to obtain the rabbit for lunch! Haha so from this day on, i seek even more to become an eagle, join me in my eagle-listic club yea? Chickenising all day can kill...hmmm that's where multitasking comes in. It can be inevitable sometimes, but still, FOCUSing does wonders!

~much gratitude to all who are concerned and praying for me to recover~
*happiest hamtaro, be happy!*

2006-07-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

Been getting rather hooked on the latest hooha round the world, yeah the FIFA WORLD CUP! You know my purpose of watching it? ---Partly the excitement of waiting for the MOMENT and most importantly the CGs!!! Gosh, look at the beads of perspiration trickling down their cheeks and how they can ever so suavely "fling" the ball into the net...noe why i use the word fling? cos they dun even look like they need any effort to kick the ball into the net, wooo it constitutes a GOAL, how cool is that?! Everybirdy then starts screaming and shouting like the whole neighbourhood is eager to noe if their bets have won them more BUCKS! =P Anyway im glad that Germany is goin' real far...the matches are makin' my weak heart palpitate more!

I'm feeling kinda cold now, the feverish kind but i bind that in Jesus' name! I am not sick but well! haha but realli beginning to shiver, maybe i shld off my fan ah...

Hey we're all realli going berserk doin' projects after projects, sometimes i'd rather take exams than do projects! I pray i wouldnt start hallucinating and see all my tutors and lecturers coming after my groupmates and i, right guys? we can put it at the veri end of our wishlist...talkin' abt tutor/lecturer, i'm praying that God would gimme tolerance for a particular one who is so, erm erm u noe u noe...wads bad is he downright looks down on us and doubts our capability, many a time when we fail to update him when we didnt even noe he needed so MANY updates! Joseph Seet, come help us man....how can we fall under his hands? i want good grades for such an important module. I guess we need more space, other than the "make things happen" expectation, i thought we had to be more independent wad...urgh! tolerance man...

Hee i luv E.H! i luv everything and anything except the things which are the exception of wad i luv. i luv everyone who luvs me and hate me but pls do not hate me cos it wud be tuff for me to luv u, and since it's gonna be tuff to do so, just learn to luv mi and there u go, i luv u too!

No apologies for confusing ya or wasting your time cos u have chosen to read this. Bloggin' can be fun!

2006-06-30T01:19:00.000+08:00

Revived by me is my dear abandoned bloggie, right now as i fill in the empty white page before getting it ready to be published to the in-the-know-of-my-blog world. How's life been for all? I guess for many ups and a handful others, downs too. For me, it's been so crazy, exciting, saddening and disappointing at times. It's obvious that i can't remember it all rite from the time i stopped bloggin'. Overwhelmin' is the word to describe some experiences but essentially who wud want a somewhat monotonous kinda life right? I'm been asking myself if I can realli take the kinda "stresses" and challenges which inevitably come my way, but i guess it always boils down to our flexibility in adapting to the curvature and hard knocks of life...that also explains the word of wisdom ytd which was associated to the 'S' word too, STRESS! Haha so now would ppl still have the traditional mindset of thinking polytechnic life is stressful??? Oh well that's really beyond the point cos' my stress doesn't only originate from projects(trust me, projects cant kill lah)-*pls do not try imagine or think outta the box* Come to think of it, why am i so stressed ah? I can't find an absolute answer to that...maybe cos i dislike the feeling of seeing everything throng at you and yet they dun seem to ever end-->an extremely crazeee and horrendous feelin' to me.

i'm feeling thankful for new frens who are placed into our lives, they might seem so coincidental but i still do believe that it's more of a divine appointment. So unpredictable, that's what i love....nah not unpredictable people though...God has placed new ppl into our lives, haha does that mean we dun have enough frens around us? or what, those around us ain't "solid" enough? Dun kill mi for that if u ain't a new fren of mine k...this is only a dose of how much i think when a topic pricks my grey matter. Ya i dun have a large area of greyish stuff but i do ponder A LOT-what i call TTM(Think Too Much).

Like how Aileen(the non ET one) thanks God for me=P, i wanna thank God for her too! It's so very very amazing how you can all of a sudden feel close to someone without having much prior jie1 cu4(contact) with him/her. And more amazingly, the closeness all happened within a day! Hey it's so fun, can u imagine if this happens every day? Friendster would have many many more accounts..

Oh i forgot to add, i wanna congratulate our dear frenchster, NOODLE, for makin' it into the top 12 of Singapore Idol so far...heee so all the effort put into makin' her banners and all were worth it! We even appeared on television too, just didnt like the fact that i was behind Ken Lim and not Dick Lee( hehehe...) Thank God the image behind him was blurred..that's good technology=) Yay frens, for those who know NOODLE, let's continue to vote for her! The rest who dunno her, u noe me right? So take it as a favour i'm askin' of u okie! Noodle's real name is Nurul Maideen, so pls dun look for a NOODLE on screen. Bet she didn't expect her Idol journey to last so long, she was tellin' me she didn't even see herself movin' on to the top 28...cool eh! Happy for her that her dream's so close to comin' to pass...

I'm kinda in a little state of euphoria knowing that i deserve to be EUPHORIC over 2 things that took place today..U noe wad? im not gonna say it so too bad! This is my blog, so no complaining!

I'm off now...Au revoir and miss me loads=D

2006-05-03T01:01:00.000+08:00

*1st day of 2nd week in school!*

Yeah my title itself shows my excitement right? But together with it came quite a bit of apprehension though, cuz my 2nd year friends and i are not gonna be in the same class or even specialization anymore=/ Once again i felt that we shouldn't take one another for granted. It's like even the most usual scene and everyday circumstances changed, from a small class with Blur blur, rachel, kokonut, ribena and some others, my whole class has ever since evolved to an 18-onion strong group.

Good news...i'm getting used to the changes, and i'm beginning to like the people in my group! Lemme see, new frens i made today---the open but reserved Eunice, bubbly and beginning-to-suan-me Jerri, outspoken Lissa, fun-loving Chen Feng, crazy Paul and lastly, the so-very-quiet Wen Long. Do you believe this, i haven't exactly heard his precious and golden voice for the whole of today. As for ME, i'm just blur little Sotong *blush*...

Well, the formation of our team was easy though we initially felt that havin' 7 in a team seemed a bit scary to imagine--the more team members we had, the more we were required to do. Amazingly, we didn't feel awkward whatsoever and sinking into the flow wasn't tough at all! 7's a perfect number after all!

After quite a long and productive discussion among ourselves, we'd finally come to a unanimous decision to take on the BIG CHALLENGE-> Collaborating with the Children Society and AWWA, some women's association. Indeed, that's 2 in one but we intend to kill more than 2 birds with one stone. One thing i'm praying for now, that we'll work really well as a team, to MAKE THINGS HAPPEN! Haha, that's the slogan for our entrepreneurship specialization. Hopefully, we'll turn out as close friends and buddies too. Thanks to Monster, some of them have already started calling me Sotong. HUMP...all for that blur blur impression created about me even before i met them.

TB34 rocks...i believe! New people, new life...

2006-05-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

This is bad cuz my beloved lappy aint working after crashing weeks ago. Now when i've got it back ready to send to hospital tommorow, i discovered the adaptor isn't with me so i'm afraid the hospitalization date is gonna be shifted back. I'm like so in a state of perturbation mannnn, with the new addition of my malfunctioned school website. This is equivalent to a CURB to completing my 2nd May's tutorial and the printing of my lecture notes. Why does technology have to turn its back on me at this time? So not fun....so many items of mine have to be warded. I'm gonna miss 'em!

Not sure why but i have the sudden urge to buy an iPod Nano. Hmmm could be due to the envious mindset i had when Carrot bought her iPod Video last Wednesday=P Best thing is to save up money b4 really making up my mind to ACHETER anything. That's french by the way. Ahhhh money' s like getting so precious now...but i hope i can give even more to the poor. God! Bless me financially!

No more juice. Only perturbed.

2006-04-28T02:09:00.000+08:00

Confusion, confusion, confusion...
Nah nah, i wont wanna be called Confucius anytime soon...

I've been feeling somehow or other elated for our dear frenchster, NOODLE!!! Congrats gal, for making it into top 28 on SINGAPORE IDOL..yeah, that is why, u rock! Cant believe Nana thought i was referring to Maggie Mee or something. EH, im not as glutton-ous as u think...Ya, Noodle, aint sure if u're gonna be reading this but we're all behind you, givin' ya our utmost support even when we're eating our cup noodles yeah? Hope u make it far...we see the potential in you! Personality plus voice, isn't that enough? Oh ya, support huh...forgotten how important that would account for=P we promise we'll keep voting la k? heeeee=D

People, here's a shout-out! I wanna go ICE-SKATING! Anybirdy interested?
Haha eversince the cool icy experience on Tuesday i couldnt stop thinking abt it....
Gonna go again next week!

2006-04-21T15:10:00.000+08:00

I feel so blessed! Just had a feast of Canadian Pizza and a Shepherd's Pie which I'd settled for after knowing that CHicken Lasagne and Smoked Salmon Macaroni are sold out =< Now aren't you already watering? To add on, it was all FOC! Hehe, cuz all my colleagues chipped in to treat me - my farewell lunch! =) hey i wanted so much to pay but for the like 10th time, they stopped me from reaching out to my wallet. *chuckles* =P I feel so bad, so i've decided to come back and visit them next week, bringing along some Ferrero Rocher at least...

My Supervisor, who is also the Lao Ban(Boss), has just passed me the 'Assessment of Student by Company' form. Wooo he's so cool, shaded all the 'EXCELLENT' and 'GOOD' circles as a form of grade for my attachment. Haha, above that, he encouraged me to be an MP in future! I obviously didn't know how to react la, so i went, "ya ya, must see first."

"Wah, nowadays women ah, cannot pray-pray know, all got ability ah! Eh MP salary high leh, one month $14,000! Go join election.."

"Heehee, see first la...maybe in 10 years' time" *grin* Haha, so hilarious, it's not like being an MP is so easy. Ya, alright, to accede to their request i can be part of the next election....just to support them lah, dun tell me u'd really wanna see me contesting for it. Frankly speaking, i dun even see that in my dreams lor=P

Ahhh so thrilling, school's starting! Still remember counting down on my first day here, then it was 47 days to go...and now, 2 more days! Oh for those who have not heard, i'm taking Entrepreneurship and Tourism in yr 3, meaning in 2 days' time. Since i'm taking a mix, i won't have to take Interdisciplinary Studies and that also means NO SCHOOL ON THURSDAYS! haha i love THURrrrrSDAY man!

*Revelation I got after my attachment*

=There are many kinds of people everywhere, especially in any company and that is also where we'll get to see the true colours of people. It really doesn't depend on the position of one to determine the kinda respect one gets. The crucial thing is, no matter how much you dislike any particular person, you'd have to learn to work well with almost everyone in order to climb up the corporate ladder(hierachical issues are inevitable). Through this, i've learned that one's socialising ability and diligence is important, even if it means starting from scratch. My company essentially has a nice environment, but many things we see are ultimately still on the surface and until you blend in, you wouldnt know what really are in the minds of people. I've since begun to know why we shouldn't be hypocritical of others. If at any point in time you get upset with a colleagues' actions or behaviour, all you have to do is tell the person nicely what you think is wrong and should be corrected. If to no avail, a consolation I can give you is: at least you've tried! =) So dun gossip alright, it might seem fun but it leads you nowhere...hehe after reading so much, u got anything outta this?

2006-04-18T10:19:00.000+08:00

I'm back!!!

It's been 2 months since I've blogged.
Day after day trying to complete my log.
Attachment's such a bore,
thank God i'm not required to slog!
Unconsciously I find myself asleep like a log,
then I reluctantly wake up,
looking like a blur block.
Tick tock, tick tock...
there goes the weird digital clock.
I was always waiting to end work,
so that I can eat Mee Pok!

Haha guys, i'm sorry for causing you to come back time and again only to get disappointed. I've been intending to abandon my blog but changed my mind cuz it would be such a pity otherwise. Heehee, so how has life been for me? Hmmm, boring I would say. I'd started my 7-week attachment ever since the end of exams...and it's the 2nd day of the 7th week already! How happy am i! I'm so looking forward to the start of school, where I can see familiar faces and continue learning french. Can't you tell? Anything other than stuff related to my attachment can make me grin from ear to ear. There are just so many things in life which we dread to do and yet do not have any choice. Well, it's good news that even the seemingly slowest ticking clock shows a time that doesn't stop. Just gotta try ways and means keeping ourselves occupied, even if it means doing silly things like staring into the empty monitor or munching non-stop. My colleage thought I'd decided to halt my dieting plan yesterday when they saw my berserk state. In fact, I've never intended to diet. They just don't always get the chance to see me munch since I usually eat only in the night. Ya just think about it, why would a girl like me wanna go on a diet? Food is my treasure, muahahaha!=P

3 days to go and i would be free from this invisible cage situated in between Chinese Garden and Jurong East. My next nestling place is gonna be back to Clementi Road, and that is my beloved POLY. Miss going to the Mac just opposite, not forgetting goin' to MAMBO for a game of Pool.

In the meantime, i'll try to enjoy my last few days ya? Heard from them there's gonna be a pizza treat for my farewell party. Ah so fun.

2006-02-23T02:14:00.000+08:00

Oh here's a short and fast one..

Was watching news just now and came to knowledge of the demise of former Prime Minister S.Rajaratnam. Though i didn't know who he was when i saw the short, i just inevitably felt kinda sad to have such a great man taking his leave. As mentioned, the later generation probably would not have known who he was, but at least i can tell that from what his close frens like LKY has described him, he must have been greatly respected and reputable...definitely gonna be remembered by all, like how he wanted himself to be remembered for what he has done.

A Tribute to Mr S.Rajaratnam....

2006-02-23T01:54:00.000+08:00

Interesting day we had today! But it wasn't very productive though, hehe something not to be proud of=P

I was late again! Oops, gotta kick that bad bad habit of mine. If there ever is a snoozing competition, i might just beat u to it...haha, i can hit even 4hours of snooze...yeah, can be snooozing beeeauty already!

Okie what were we supposed to do today? STUDY STUDY STUDY! and what did we end up doing most of the time? EAT EAT EAT! oh no, truly something not to do after a tiring day of gym tt day, but Binn Yi aka "e316 Pinky" had "tempting" and "tintillating" discounts at food republic that i just couldn't resist. OOOH we both had our teppanyaki----fish fillet, while Ribena looked on foolishly with a full stomach.

Intended time to find Pinky to take lunch was 2pm but somehow it became 230 and by the time we finished eating it was already time for my appointment at Le Meridien. How fast time flies the least u expect it to, yeah? Zoooooom was how it past today. Zoooooom it went again. It was then 5pm by the time it ended, then we went back to )Orchard Library to "continue" studying form the previous 5mins of revision.

630pm Ribena left. 7pm Pinky and i left. Oh wad a slipshod day of studying. Had fun eating though. Will pack back for the uncovered revision time tmr!

2006-02-21T02:36:00.000+08:00

Can anyone guess who those 2 weird-looking girls are? Haha dun tell me the answer if u noe who...

2006-02-21T02:10:00.000+08:00

My nose is so itchy now! Feel like there's some teeny-weeny monster tickling me..

i'm kinda proud of myself, i kept to one of my 2006 resolutions so far---> to go to the gym at least once a month. Yesh! i'm happier than ever, truly there's this sense of satisfaction that successfully subdues the roundish-tummy "viral-attack" hee hee hee! More to add to that...as this is the start of our study week, we actuali did a couple-hours of studying b4 gyming. Cool eh! Well, at least for mi it is=D

Hmm weird finding...
When i weighed myself in the gym just now, the weight reflected seemed so different from wad i expected! i gained about 2kg over a span of 3 weeks...hmmm i noe this wouldnt be surprising for some of u out there, but i always thot that the higher ur metabolism, all the more ur weight would stay the same? Haha just weird....dunno if i should rejoice over that 2kg gain *shrugs* I think i'm eating so much nowadays metabolism no more has its effect on me=<

The continuation of the studious-birdie chapter has to continue, i'm compelling myself so hard to be a diligent worker (hey alien, familiar?) I'm gonna work hard for the Lord, no matter how boring i find the modules...haha Human Resource is just getting on my nerves. CMA is getting nowhere so far but i guess i gotta find a way la.

Shoo time..

2006-02-10T00:40:00.000+08:00

I took an IQ test yesterday and after lasting through 50 weird questions of all sorts, i scored 109! Haha maybe the exclamation shouldnt be there cos it aint high, but anyway i'm considered an INTUITIVE INTERPRETER! Sounds cool huh...yeah, "so coool!"=D Heh the report they gave me was very motivating though..check this out!

"Your IQ score is 109. This means that you are smarter than 72.0% of all other Super IQ test takers. You are a highly conceptual thinker. This means that you like to seek the underlying meaning rather than get mired in the facts and figures. Because of your approach, you're more inclined to get a broad understanding of what's going on, enabling you to make connections between something you learned three weeks ago, and something you are learning today. While other people may need those types of connections to be pointed out for them you just naturally make them. You do not need to analyze all the details of any given situation because your ability to see the 'big picture' gives you all the information you'd ever want. You are less inclined to walk through something step by step to get the logic or the meaning behind it — the gist of it is probably already clear to you without the in-depth examination. You'd rather not get bogged down in numbers or the particulars of how something is worded as the details seem meaningless to you."

Yeah that was just a bit of me that was written in the report...oooh, i definitely noe myself better now! And it's really really so true how this amazing thingy can explain ur thinking and character to ya. Can try it for urself if ya want=) There's always no harm knowing how high or low ur IQ level is...haha, i wasn't trying to demean or suan anybirdy=P

It's been a contenting day and i moved from B to A, yay! Was like feeling so happie about it the whole day...some things are just meant to be easy for some and such an obstacle for the rest. Nevertheless if u're willing to stick it out, pull through to the end and stand strong, believe that anything is possible! Hope i can move on from A to P very very soon, cant wait!!!

I've not long ago received my attachment slip indicating that i've been attached to People's Association situated at Kallang...is that good news, i think it's still to earli to say lah...though it's really far from my place and the journey might kill me for nearly 2 mths, i pray pray pray that my boss will not be a KE BO one. God, i hope he/she can be the nicest and most lenient boss ever! =) Haha....

Off to sleep yeah...

2006-02-08T01:09:00.000+08:00

It was another Swensens day!!! =P Hehe i feel so sinful for eating so much ice-cream and yet i just feel so satisfied letting it fill my stomach. But i'm now suffering the consequences, tummy is BIG and round again...that's right after a tedious time of crunches last night, which is how it doesn't pay off when u eat and never stop.

I practically ate like nobirdy's business today=P Can't believe i didnt feel full at all, after havin' my all-time fave Black Pepper Seafood Pasta..Haha, now am i tempting you? I hope not! Hey, this particular Swensens outlet is so disppointing...not the food lah (thank God), but the service is so very extremely SLOW that even getting one more pathetic utensil takes about 4-5mins. Not say i fussy or wad lah, but how to wait when u've already been thinking about food right after the meal before dinner---of cos it's LUNCH! Aiyo, di que a bit CMI lah...

Right after our meal which i was referring to as something that failed to fill my stomach, i immediately suggested ICE-CREAM, something i'm kinda scared of because i've been eating a lot since last week. However i decided to succumb to temptation=P Oh i knew i shouldn't, but but but....you understand lah right, dun kill me! Anyway, TOPLESS 5 was great! Moo added so much toppings till it wasnt topless anymore.

Haha i really hafta head for the gym very soon...and i'm kinda sure it will come to pass very soon, God permits=)

Hmm in case you find all my entries very superficial and a bit light-hearted, just FYI, i seldom include a lotta my thoughts..mainly cos' i dun like revealing too much thru my blog cos' i dun wanna offend anyone..perhaps it's just my over-sensitivity. Some things i'd just prefer to tell those closer to me or even if i type, it would be some sort of "parable." That's just Bernice for you=) Accept it lah....

It's already 120am now. Time to sleep so that i'd be more energetic tmr...pray that my presentation will be a good one...

2006-02-07T17:51:00.000+08:00

Hmmm i've been wondering these days why some people keep jumping to conclusions when even nothing has been said or concluded. I find that assumption is considered the worst kinda communication, that's besides telepathy. Hmmm food for thought: Why not think of what others would think first, or if unsure, just ask them to make things clear among all...u noe, we should never assume things the way we think we should, it really affects relationships, be it BIG or SMALL. My teacher once said: "ASSUMPTION means making an a** outta you and me"---How true that is huh...

Im goin to meet my sec sch frens now...brb

2006-02-06T01:44:00.000+08:00

Got the urge to blog quite often nowadays, that's good..

*Hey have you ever missed somePLACE deeeeeeply before?*
That's what i'm feeling about France you know, i can't help but time and again see images of that place flash across my mind...kinda often these days, not sure why too. Is my heart there and empty shell here in SG? *shrug* I think i really wanna be there once again lying on the lushious grass...maybe it's just the peak period of school now, too bogged down with too many things=/

Hmmm, A walked passed me today after service, so awkward lah, thank God no eye contact wadsoever. Didn't run into B today, think too busy "securing"...heehee....i wonder how everything's gonna turn out or if there's gonna be any improvements, dun sense any though. I'll just lift it up into His hands, i believe i can still see my E dream come to pass. =)

Yay, i'm still counting down to my meet-up with MOO and NU...hope MOO won't be grounded cos' Lim Ah Chay can be kinda unreasonable at times, he'd better not spoil our flawless plan. I'm having STM now, can't remember what we decided on, food i mean *blush* ...hope we won't be too quiet n not know what to talk about in the midst of munching. Dun think so lah, that wud be the worst scenario. And Alien, realli hope you'll come! We need ur contagious laughter lor!!! =P

Ribena and I having new fruits plan...hope none of us will break it too! haha, so many things coming up, all for the sake of living healthy!!! Vegetable plan i gotta re-consider leh, i'm kinda losing the dun-mind-vege mindset cos i wouldn't even take the trouble to pick up a greenie now. Vege, i'm sorry to have neglected u! Hmmm i gotta work out a plan to decrease my tummy size first....too round, too round=( Yessssssh, help mi have discipline for crunches nightly, not here yet leh!!!!

2006-02-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

What a long and tiring day i had...but nevertheless, it was still fulfilling and i now have a great sense of satisfaction cos' our Business Plan, done by the pathetic 3 of us, was completed in less than 2 days! It was indeed a very stressful time we had in our school library, trying so hard to squeeze all our brain juice to come up with fake information which had to look genuine and formal....Man! I really had the desire to throw in the towel. Still, thank God we persevered through and didnt give up....next up for the following week is more presentations, please hope for the best for us k...

Met with with the Wormy who came back from Aussie quite recently...realli miss her lots! hahaha all 4 of us just had so much to catch up on, not bitching, but sharing with one another wad has been goin' on lately. Yeah..indeed, it seems to us that the more we shared, the more we realized so many things have been surfacing as of late...everything was just getting so complicated with anybirdy possible...

Like what Wormy said, "the world's changing"...so true lor.

Anyway it seems like the first time we ever had a sumptuous meal with so many things to talk about before, as far as i remember, i think dun have lah. Hmmm Wormy still looks the same, more feminine though...and something that always amazes me is that she actually stays opposite me and i havent seen her at my void-deck or anywhere in Jurong before...haha, had to have a gathering b4 we could see one another..

Oh well, most importantly, i like it cos' it was a xian ku hou tian day... the tian at the end made mi forget the ku at the front, veli gooooood!

Hey do U noe that Marina Square has changed a lot??!!! I nearly couldn't recognize the place when i went there few days ago...so spacious and a lotta shops now, can shop till ya drop! When i went there today, i still walked till my jiao veli suan...haha but i like the combined-shops concept, like In-Base, which had a combination of Baleno, Samuel&Kevin, AstroBoy, IP Zone and more....what a cool way to shop! Hehe..think i'm now really really sick of Orchard....

I will need more oil from God for my exciting presentation week that's coming up...hmmm but i'm really looking forward to having dinner with my secondary school clique, MOO MOO and NUNU! Hope we'll have fun toegther=)

2006-02-03T02:20:00.000+08:00

I thought i was so gonna start dreaming soon but no, the sleepy mood had just gone away out of a sudden.

Now, where should i start?

Oh yes. Praise the Lord for helping me pass my accounts. I scored 50 with quite a bit more effort than not having requested for HALF A MARK. Do u guys noe how important half a mark is? It can change ur schedule and even ur mood for the second half of the day! Amazing right? Lemme tell ya how...
My accounts paper consisted of 2 parts, both taken separately. I scored 41.5/100 for the first half and an initial 58 marks for the second. If u do some calculation by summing up and dividing by two, u'll obtain 49.75/100! Haha, i really didnt noe how to react to this score at first. How would u? I mean, taking into account that ur ACCOUNTS is all along rather poor. Hmmm...here comes the good news! Ms Heng, my young, conservative and soft-spoken accounts teacher solemnly called my on my mobile yesterday and told me she looked thru my second paper and decided to add HALF more mark for me!!! Praise God!=) Heee....i was like so thankful la...cos in case u ain't aware of the retests NP students have to take if we fail any module, ya now u shld understand my happiness. Furthermore this retest fell on the same day as another "important" test of mine....muahahaha! no need to take retest! i can't stop harping on it=D
*Ms HENG reali HENG ah!*=P

Oui Oui Oui, my brain just reminded me to go sleep. Okie i shall listen to it. Type another day=)

2006-01-26T13:13:00.000+08:00

My eyes are really closing so i gotta type an entry or just do anything to keep myself awake. Why is that so? Cos i'm alone in Canteen 1 now. Ya alone but not lonely=P My frens have left for home already, while poor birdie here has to wait till 2pm before Ben and I can go meet our business mentor to discuss something. I envy everybirdy who's at home sleeping now. So nice~ How i wish i can dream....

Can't stand it! I forgone like so many hours of sleep only to find out that we actually had no lesson today! Mr Teo told us to meet him on week 14 and u noe what? It's only week 13 now! =S toopid of us right...i almost wanted to take a cab in the morning la.

CNY is coming~!!! I've yet to buy my clothes...dunno wad to buy and dun have enuff time....
Aiyo zhen de shi shang nao jing ah!

My lappy low batt liao...gotta stop here=)

2006-01-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

Kinda pissed by a certain someone today and i'm obviously not gonna mention who. Some of U might be thinking how a seemingly cool-tempered person like me can get pissed, or how i look like when i'm pissed...essentially, everyone has got their extreme cases of personality and behaviour right? So just dun be in a state of shock whenever U see something uncommon to U..

Due to what happened (it's highly confidential so i can't blog the details, sorry abt that), i've really learned a lot from it...as of now, i truly noe the importance of TRANSPARENCY and TRUST. Yeah, always remember that trust is like the foundation of almost any relationship, kinship, friendship or wadeva ship. Without trust, U can basically get to nowhere...and that's where U realli hafta trust mi eh...oh in addition to these 2 aspects is accountability. I mean, when it concerns something of major importance, how can accountability not come in? Like what i always think, isn't it an implied term. One just can't forever be thinking that the other person would noe of certain matters when he/she doesn't even breathe a word right? Do U think everybody has that high level of spiritual discernment in them that everything would be made known. Answer is a definite NO, U needn't be a wiseman to noe that.

Oh alright, once again i'm assuring U that i'm fine and unaffected okay...just using my blog as an outlet for some inner thoughts and emotions. I mean i would appreciate it if u're concerned but regarding this entry please really dun enquire okay...take it as a favour from mi. Thanks a lot..

*the pot of GOLD at the end of the rainbow*
Ooooh yeah, PTL! I've got my new "mooncake" already! hehe i'm not gonna make it obvious so u just guess urself okie?=P it's reali gold and mooncake-looking, it's realli precious and almost everyone in S'pore can't live w/o it. Haha..kinda obvious liao lah=/ hmmmm i haven realli had the time to look thru the manual but am kinda lazy too. hehe guess it will be good to explore and find out new things along the way too. In that way i'd learn more myself, though the starting process isn't very much on maximising it's potential usage and ability. Bleah...i think i made it sound a bit "chimmer" than it's supposed to be...

Getting slightly blur already.
*Ciao!*

2006-01-23T00:22:00.000+08:00

okay i'll onli be here for a while until i get my mind cleared so that i can proceed to sleep soundly. Hmmm dunno wassup with me but im kinda moody.....ya, dun ask me why...i dunno!~ Maybe due to my accounts test slated to take place tmr and until now, i know nuts about it or could be cos' my B-Law file which i'd have most probably lost on Wednesday at SIM...where is it? i need it to fly back to me....urgh, dislike this feeling man=/ i wish i didnt take it outta my bag with my itchy hand. i wish i were more cautious...

It's been a week full of events and mixed emotions. Seems like yesterday when i told ALIEN that tomorrow's MONDAY, and amazingly i actuali said that last SUNDAY! Man, it's good that time is passing fast----at least we wont even have time to feel the blues. And yet, it's passing so fast i felt like i skipped an entire week. What did i do?

Friday was a day i slipped and fell flat on my back =<>
Oh well, thank God it doesn't hurt anymore now. Meow and Snake, sometimes it's good to belittle it...dun ever underestimate a bird's back....heeeheeeheee

Thrusting it all into His hands right now. I need a God-therapy to remove my somewhat heavy burdens. They aren't beneficial to me so i'll just have to let them go as high as possible. Next up in the list: a head over tail encouragement-i'm gonna be Head and not Tail, the last shall be the first man.

God, i'm shooing to u already.

2006-01-05T13:14:00.000+08:00

Yippee, i feel happie and FREE now, not becos' i finished my test but it's the first time in these couple of months when i reach home so earli~! Certianly feels great man, though i'll have to continue studying for my next paper tmr, i realised studying ain't that bad la...at least it's much much better than slogging my guts out working like mad=P nevertheless, i'm gonna resume my busy busy status once i finish exams, since i have to stick it out till the end to meet my goal in life. Heehee....

Listening to the Cross album now, almost forgotten about it if i didn't search for something else in the messy stack of CDs=P haha, being messy ain't that bad lah, at least u'll get to be surprised by different different things the more u ransack. Hmmm CNY coming leh, and u noe wad that means? ----> Moody's gonna NAG at me to pack my bedroom again! haha time better not pass so fast *GRINS*

Hmm yesterday wasn't a veri good day for me cos i felt realli restrained by the limited time i had, with such a packed schedule and yet little time to study. And in the morning, i left house feeling realli painful in my left eye. I found out that it was my contact lens causing all the tearing(some ppl in the train thought i was crying), think it was dirty or something. As i tried ways and means to find time to take my contacts out, i just didnt have the time as i was already rushing to school like a mad bird. But don't u think i'm crazy, u would do that too if u didnt have the time, right? muahahaha! =D So guess wad? the onli time i had the opportunity was when i was seated at my scary seat waiting for the scary paper to start. Yeah so this weird birdie was like putting its claws into the eyes to remove its destructive lenses. Ahha and by then, a few more drops of tears came down. What a teary teary day~

Toopid thing was---it happened again today! oh man, like who would believe it. Isn't it supposed to be once bitten, twice shy? Aiyo, i made the same mistake just becos' i didn't tell myself to change my lenses in the morning. Siao right?
So once again, Birdie was half blind for the second time consecutively. Survived 2 days w/o an eye....haha, go experience it for urself and u'll noe how 'gao wei' it is to be blur on one side.

I realised something, i havent been keeping to my habit of doing my crunches for the latter months of last yr and my tummy's getting BIGGER! Arghhh, i dun care, must continue this resolution for this year~ I gottta force myself to do at least 40 every night. Not onli that, i think i gotta save money every day too...dun wanna find myself getting broke by the end of every month leh..though poverty is a mindset, we still gotta save money for rainy days mah...

Haha k lah, i'm getting quite Ah Ma here, wanna go take a power nap before running my race of endurance....birdie, jia you!

Oh oh, one more thing! I'm so elated that i had the chance to chat with SUN online 2 days ago, yippeee! Was kinda euphoric till i almost didn't have the mood to study for ytd's paper....haha! well, she's great inspiration and i realli look forward to the next time she comes online, hope it will be soon=)...wooo! chirp chirp...

OFF TO DREAM..

2005-12-30T03:08:00.000+08:00

Wow so many of U popped by to chirp on my tagboard! Thank U, my frens for all the greetings and get-well-soon messages...i've now recovered, and can chirp happily ever after! CHIRRRRRP!!!!! It certainly feels great to be able to talk to everyone without havin' to whisper or cause ppl to think i'm mute...haha! =P

Hmmm my 2 weeks holiday seems to be zooming past me and i've been so busy i hardly had the time to study....urghhh sometimes i really wonder how but i noe God has a way for me, even though i barely spent an hour of study so far. *God is good all the time! And somehow i'll have the time tooo!*

Oh yeah Kuku Jaz, 19 Jan is our french presentation and i hope we'll have time to rehearse a bit...haha, i thought u thought it's now January already=P Anyway, i miss U all frenchsters! Let's return to France, can we???? I've yet to see our video!

Wooo it's 320am now....wad am i doing here? supposed to be sleeping and hugging my peaceful Pooh family right? I better go ZzzzZZZzzzz now to prevent myself from tiring out from exhaustion later...Gooodie Bye, Au revoir!!!!

2005-12-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

It's been a plain, rather dull and boring day actually. Wanted so much to do things which i'm at the moment unable to----like eat my favourite food, sing my favourite song or even talk on the phone=( Can u believe it, i can't even talk on the phone! somebirdy, HELP!

You know WHY?! Cos' i've been plagued by the grotesque and unfriendly monster. Okay to put it in simple english, i've got throat infection=( So sad lah, started off in the morning by wanted to ring up some ppl when i found out i got no voice, following, my handphone couldn't be switched on too! Are they supposed to work like complement items? like when u've no voice to talk, ur handphone doesn't need u too....it's really kinda applicable to me today when ppl say, 'when one thing goes wrong, everything goes wrong too!' Frankly speaking, i felt so helpless and lost in the morning, it felt like someone was playing a prank on me. But somehow, TA-DA! My phone came on(i dunno how) and a bit of my voice too! Haha, see what i mean by complement items=P

Ribena was kinda shocked upon hearing the disastrous state of my voice, and the more i tried talking, the more hilarious it became to her till she couldn't stop laughing at me *hump!*

We met up and went somewhere. Then she accompanied me to find a clinic at Bukit Batok area, hmmm i onli realised today that Westmall doesn't have a clinic. Saded, dun cater to the sick.
Since our stomachs were rumbling already, we went to the coffeeshop to eat. Ya lah, u saw right---coffeeshop, not restaurant k. Well, anybirdy can guess what went into my mouth right, none other than the watery but nonetheless delicious Century Egg Porridge! Mmmmm, YUMMY~~~! Oh u noe what? i asked Ribena to help me order and she said, "Uncle, she wants Number 20(which is the CE Porridge)." When Ribena went off to buy her Cavana Chicken Rice, i sorta sensed that the Uncle thought i'm a mute foreigner or maybe some mixed-race chinese-looking gal who can't talk. Uhhh, so sad! He kept gesturing to me and all i could do was to nod or shake my head. Darn irritating la! Just couldnt wait to get my bowl and sit somewhere far.

The came the doctor-visitation time. We found a clinic with some help. The receptionists looked rather young, maybe 20-odd and they could tell i lost my voice. Haha, thank God some ppl could still tell i'm not mute manz=P Now it was Ribena's turn, she helped mi fill in the form as though i'm disabled...then i whispered to her, "Hey, i can write leh," and she went, "oh ya orh, forgotten u can write." Aiyo! Ppl, i'm onli having throat infection, not disabled la! ahhhh, wad a xing ku day..
Oh anyway, the doctor was so mischevous, asked me so many questions then say, "oh! dun talk dun talk." Next he ended up whispering to me, "I need U to do something for me. Number 1:Drink lots and lotsa water. Number 2: Do voice resting, try as far as possible not to talk, just whisper softly. Number 3: Come back if condition worsens."
Me: Huh?! Dun talk? veri hard leh....k la k la, i listen to U.
Doc: okay, dun worry u'll be well soon! Bye bye!
Me in thought: hey doc, u dun have to whisper leh! (didn't say it though, too tedious)

And well, all that whispering and prescription of so mani kinds of SYRUP(i dun take pills=P) cost $35! sigh, another sum off my pocket.......oh, but the blackcurrant lozenges are nice!

K, my fingers are tired now and my entry's longer today so do bear with mi. That's what happens when u can't talk so everything comes out thru the fingers. Hehe, till the next entry, Buh bye!

2005-11-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

Know that everything's definitely a subject to change, and that includes people like U and ME too. But one thing about CHANGE, are we talking about changing for the better or worse? Could it be possible that some people might unfortunately fall into the latter category? If so, how sad would this be. No matter what, we gotta guard our heart and occasionally do some self-reflection to see where we stand in the line of our own expectation and individual test. Sometimes I think of taking up Psychology in order to understand homosapiens, on the whole, in a better perspective. People can be so hard to understand, even more complicated than the most sophisticated machine ever made. Haha, i even start amusing myself with weird behaviours, thoughts and actions at times. Maybe i gotta learn to understand myself more too!

Oh..we frenchsters hafta get started on our France Trip presentation. Heee i'm kinda excited about the coming Monday. Wonder how the whole thing's gonna turn out like. Oh yeah, i totally can't wait to watch the vid too. Just hoping that i won't see too many of my toopid actions. Yay, Monday's coming. No blues once again!

2005-11-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

oooooooooooh yeah im blogging again!

i did actually blog a few days ago but due to the crazy keyboard which suddenly "disconnects" itself from the comp, i couldn't finish my entry. Too bad for me, and U too! *bleah*

Hey, Mondays nowadays are so fun, no blues at all! I'm beggining to love French class so much, though it ends at 8pm...with the company of crazy ones like the frenchsters and a few more frens whom i've yet to make, in addition to having my entrepreneur creation & development class in the day makes mi wanna go to skool! What's more, Jean doesn't give us any homework to do!!! That in itself makes mi CHIRP! *chirp chirp*

Seems like my dream might really be coming to pass...hmmmmm~
U noe, ppl, if u've got dreams that seem too big or impossible to achieve that u think u must be daydreaming, think again....would u rather just forget about it and let it fade away, or give it a try and fail at ur first attempt but in no time able to realise ur dream, this time succeeding? Life is short, i'm being no naggy granny or ah ma here, but lemme tell u the moment when u see ur dream come true, all ur time, painstaking efforts are gonna be so worth the while man! A myth about a creative person is that he's only a doer and not a thinker. Well, u noe what, we gotta be both DOERS and THINKERS!!! These 2 are so definitely inseparable....
I used to be so afraid of dreaming cos' i didn't wanna see myself fail, lest getting disappointed and upset with myself. But i've realised that it's so true about quitters who don't win and WINNERS who don't quit...so what if i ever fail, just try again lah! won't die what...have perseverance, my fren! =) stick it all out till the end and i noe i'll live not to regret it...

Frens of mine, stop mi from eating too much ya? i'm getting outta hand though my size isn't...think i was mad today, bought $10 worth of titbits to munch just cos' i didn't have cash and min. for NETS is 10=P Haha, we better not do this again...right? Kokonut and Ribena? Heeee...

2005-10-25T01:33:00.000+08:00

Having a splitting headache now, right from the time we left the pool place, even through the prayer meeting, till now. Dunno what's up the sleeves of SA.Tan>:( God, U gotta remove the ache, i'm not gonna sleep with it! By Your stripes I will be healed, Amen!

Prayer meeting today was awesome and a time full of revelation and tarrying in the presence of God. It's so far one of the best group prayer meetings i've had and indeed it's one nobirdy should find any excuses to miss...It was kinda relieving to see that the group consisted of a few different faces, thank God elmo could make it, JJ and DogGie were there too=)

Though we rushed by cab to Lu's place and once again found Bro Tan not there, the $5 paid was worthwhile! We spent a lotta time worshipping God, not so much of praise today. But it was really good, and what Bro Tan told us about how the devil is trying ways and means to attack us in every area reminded me to really be on guard. Indeed, the time when we feel the safest is then which is the most dangerous. We should never a moment lose our guard or be complacent, be it spiritually or when it comes to being evangelistic. The last thing we would want is to let the devil catch hold of us when we're the most vulnerable and weak. Like what PK said on Sunday, we gotta admit that we're weak and ask God to fill us with more strength, so much so that we can become as strong as a pillar, not prone to collapsing or affected by the slightest blow. Friends, begin to rely on God for strength, He's our fortress so impregnable and strong. Apart from God, there's nothing we can do. All you have to do is to take a step closer to Him, and He'll take thousand steps closer to you. It's that simple, isn't it?=)

2005-10-24T13:36:00.000+08:00

October is coming to an end and so are holidays! Haha i'm happy and sad at the same time, wanna sleep more but i sorta miss schooling already....hmmm nevertheless, time will have to pass and school WILL start in a week's time=) I, Birdie, shall be a diligent worker striving hard to do well this sem!

Oh anyway this is my all-time fave.

We took this while lying down on the elongated endless field at the Castle of Versailles in Paris=) Hehe envious? Well, U can go to Paris and experience for yourself the relaxation of lying on such green green grass without having to worry about all the insects and creepy crawlies....Muahahaha...

OKiE, i've gotta go bathe, will be meeting my Cell members for a game of POOL!!!! then it'll be Prayer Meeting after that, haha what an exciting day! *excited me*

Off i fly...............

2005-10-20T16:50:00.000+08:00

Yay, Sun is finally back in Singapore! We miss her so much! =D

Woh anyway, my original intended plan for now was once again to take a NAP=P Haha, ya, like what's new right? Yup yup...i was actually trying to sleep when Ribena called me up, reminding me to rank her IS module for her as she's right now at her office, having attachment. Oh man, i think she took note of her time wrongly, it was supposed to be 4pm, not 430pm! So unfortunately, she couldn't get her first choice. Haha, but i'm happy cos' her next best choice is my first, which is entrepreneurship! =) Yay, gonna be in the same class for IS, after so long....

Woke up earli today...also to choose my IS module cos' my timeslot was so earli in the morning, well 10am is really early to me...i'm usually still in dreamland at that hour. Then at 12 noon, i went for the long-awaited yet reluctant-to-go FACIAL~! Haha it was long-awaited not for me but for the beauticians i was under. They exclaimed that i'd gone to France and forgotten about facial. Yeahhh if only i could avoid it. Seems so inevitable whenever my mum remembers i haven't been there for long. Sigh, she never forgets my appointment. Never.

Oh well, just because my last appt was about 2 mths ago, they need not torture me like mad right????? It was so very very very excruciating and skin-wrenching today! They really love making me tear non-stop...
MY whole time there seemed like eternity, i'd wanted so much to go to heaven immediately. Hmmmm nevermind, i believe there's always a reason for everything. Even the pain we get from facial appts. And what's that? A smoother skin which will anytime soon be affected by the humidity in Singapore and cause the cycle of breakouts again.

MOTHER, can i stop??!!

Yay! My fone's alive once again....

2005-10-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

SO happie that my handphone's once again back to life. I've been handicapped for 2 days and i felt rather lonely having a phone and yet wasn't able to use it. Hmmm this is kinda weird but when i went to the starhub shop today, the guy told me that my sim card's rejected. He said maybe it's due to not keying in the correct pin no. or that i changed the settings of my fone. But i didn't even have any pin no. all along, not even changing the no. cos' it just happened all of a sudden that my fone rejected it! This is really very mysterious, will never be able to find out why. Worst thing was, everything in my previous sim card was wiped out....urgh, so aggravating!

HUMP!
Well, guess all of us just face problems each day, sometimes reallie weird ones. Not gonna dwell on it, guess moving on would be a better idea.

I was once again awoken by someone today. Haha and it wasn't my grandpa this time. Bro tan instead! ANd it was already 2pm!...Did the songsheets and called some ppl, b4 i went to meet Elmo at Orchard once again! Haha, seems like i've been goin' to orchard a lot these few days. Hmmm we were discussing and rattling our brains over a certain topic today, and Elmo really shocked me with that certain fact that she shared with me. Well, due to some reasons, i'm unable to blog that out. Just that i was left flabbergasted.

Anyway, it was a rushy rushy day. Elmo and i only had 2 hrs at orchard and we started walking from taka to pacific plaza and then all the way to PS at dhoby ghaut. That walk to dhoby ghaut surprisingly took us 1/2 an hour and got us so tired and lack of breath. I immediately went to Starhub, where I got my sim card replaced. Then after a bit of shopping, we realised we were getting late for prayer mtg at Lu's place. We reached clementi at 7pm and had to photostat the songsheet and prayer list, but to our dismay the shop wasn't opened today!!! Ah wad a trial!

The uncle said, "there's a shop opp. BLK 328!"

Oh cool, so the 3 of us briskwalked and crossed the bridge to blk 328 and got a revelation that the shop was located opp. the bridge, which was actually so near where we actually were!
"Oh no! We're left with 10mins!"
Found the shop! Yes!!!

Haha then with our quick-witted method, we got a cab but the taxi driver was so old and slow! Was thinking in my mind, "Uncle, ke yi jia quai yi dian ma?"
But he was so cute, scolding and cursing at the other drivers who blocked his way! Not that cursing is good, but u gotta hear the way he did it, so cute! Haha, he made me and Elmo laugh so much =P We just didn't have the heart to tell him to speed up.

When we reached Lu's place, guess wad? Bro tan hasn't reach..........................

Thought of the day:
Why would some people choose to live behind a facade of entirely falseness and build their lives on things that seem so blatantly wrong and aren't true even to a small extent? What's the point in flaunting your "riches" if u ain't rich in the first place. And even if u are, there isn't a need to flaunt whatever riches you have cos' it's essentially what kinda person u are and not what you have that matters. Hmmm i dunno lah, wouldn't be able to comprehend what some ppl are thinking or wanting to achieve from all the fake details given, only God truly knows what's going on. If you're a person who might be living such a life, i do hope you'd sit down for a while and really give it some thought. You should ask yourself if that will earn you more respect or a higher status among ppl u're with. The consequence of getting exposed certainly ain't beneficial to yourself. May God bless U...

P.S: try not to ask me who i was referring to.

2005-10-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

My ridiculous handphone totally played me out today, oh wait it's not my handphone but my sim card. So frustrating to have a sim card which the handphone can't detect at all, and it happened so suddenly. Was still okay in the morning but when i woke up later intending to sms some ppl, that irritating ïnsert sim card icon never failed to appear each time i tried to on my fone. URGH! bla bla bla

Went for 6pm BS today. Think i might have to go for all the 6 o'clock ones in future if our call conference is changed to Wednesday night. That's both good news and bad too. Anyway today's BS was very short, only 40mins! Pst Audrey preached about Faith Toward God.

It is so true that without going through the door of repentance, we can never step into the living room of faith. You know how important faith is?

Faith is needed to PLEASE God.
It is the only way to SUSTAIN you life.
It is the CURRENCY of the Kingdom.

Truly, God is not moved by our needs but by our FAITH! SO let's all move and operate by faith, for it says in the Bible that without faith, it is impossible to please Him and that whatever not from faith is of sin! Friends, do not doubt today..Just trust Him and don't stop having faith in Him.=)

2005-10-11T00:58:00.000+08:00

All i can say to all of u thoughtful and bird-lovin' ones:

"Thank U so much for the bird-day wishes yesterday(10.10.05)! I'm touched and overwhelmed by the number of sms-es and calls i received, though some numbers aren't familiar, i'm stilll really grateful for ur effort taken to sms me=) Also gotta apologise if i failed to reply ya..."

Weee time really flies and it's already an hour and four minutes past my bird-day. Haha no worries, for i believe the next one will arrive in no time too.

Oh anyway, i slept till 1plus this afternoon, of course waking up sometime earlier in the morning for breakfast and went back to sleep...haha, dun call me weird!=P Was actually awoken by dearest Pinky who called from her office, and it was then i realised i've received a lotta sms-es too! Haha, full of love today=]

P.S even if i expected ya to call but u didn't, dun feel bad k, i didn't take it to heart....haha, u noe who u are=P

Heh found out that Dolphin skipped school today, apparently, her reason for skipping was my birthday, hmmmmmm...okay, i'm touched! Haha anyway, she asked mi not to continue sleeping anymore so i got outta my bed and decided to go meet her earlier.

Was 1/2 an hour late=P haha, my time management these day's getting worse. ought to get shot i noe. So then we walked and shopped and walked and shopped till Ball and Pinky finished their school and work. Yay, then it was the highlight of the day! Dinner @ Fish&Co.!!!!!!!! and the reunion of Dearies=)

Romantic ambience there was at the Park Mall outlet. very dark though, couldnt see the 3 of them clearly. Ball looked even more tanned, in addition to her chao-ta-ness. Haha they seemed a lil' secretive and mysterious now and then, but i was used to it..haha, birthday always liddat one=P

We ordered seafood platter, salmon and prawns! Haha a very fishy dinner indeed! ANd u noe wad, i'm beginning to like mussels more and more, ahhhh dun suan me, but YES, i can't blog this entry w/o mentioning the SOTONGS, veri delicious tooooooo... well, it was my first time at Fish&Co. but it didn't disappoint me!

Hey Dearies, thanks so much for the PRESENTS that came along with surprises here and there, not forgetting how much LOVE and Suanings i received....hehe thanks ah!

BALL: didn't expect ya to buy accordin' to what i told ya i wanted. Thanks for the POOH! haha dun worry i will remember u when i peee and pooo okie...u asked for it!=D

PINKY:U wanted me to remember U too, haha EEYORE! haha it's cute and resembles U a lot! Yummy ice-cream too..

DOLPHIN: Thanks for the adidas tote. Ya lah, i owe u much...dun say i'm mean k. i've been really nice to u as much as i can.

Okie dokie, wad a love-filled day i had. Upcoming bdaes are Kokonut's, NuNu's, MooMoo's, Dolphin's, KuKu Jaz and all the other October babies...here's an advanced HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U ALL!!! God bless U always...

2005-10-07T13:42:00.000+08:00

Hey, why do all of us keep wanting to sleep???!!!

U noe what, ever since i came back, i having been really awake for a day! All i've been doin' practically every day is to sleep, sleep and sleep! Oh man, this is bad, i feel so unproductive. But if i dun go out, i just cant help it lahhhh...my bed always calls out to me=/ This is so freaky, i actually slept the whole day yesterday, minus a bit of computer time and takin' of meals.

Frenchsters, wake up! and wake me up tooooooo.....

Hmm, lemme think of sth productive i can do other than slp.....got it! byeee

2005-10-06T20:36:00.000+08:00

Was awoken by grandpa who asked me what i wanted for breakfast. Then it struck my mind that it was already 9plus, which means MY RESULTS ARE OUT! Without hesitation, i grabbed my handphone beside my pillow as i felt my heart beating like never before. Then i started praying like nobirdy's business. Haha, u noe what...it seems like i'm doin'dis every end of semester but somehow, just can't stand receivin' results by SMS but yet like the feeling of the suspension just b4 i read it.A bit sadistic, hehe. Okay, back to my results. I didn't score well, but thank God i passed my AAA(accounts), so i still have no idea if i'm happie or not. But it wud have been worst if i failed my AAA, hmmm guess i'd choose to be happy=)

I shall have to be more diligent next semester in order to not always attain this line of results. Way to go, birdie! U will do better the next round!

Hey anyway, most of my France photos are out, won't post them here but u can view them at http://icybirdy.multiply.com/photos/ and http://bloggybirdie.multiply.com/photos/ okie? Hehe but some of the photos are not posted in chronological order, cos i "stole" them from some of the frenchsters. Anything u dun understand just come and ask mi k.

2005-10-04T00:07:00.000+08:00

HEy i'm still amazed at how everybirdy is related to everybirdy in this très très petite Singapour! Never did i expect Kuku Jaz to meet Kuku Cass at Heeren after the Frenchies or Frenchsters dispersed. Uhhh très petite eh!

We frenchies had a gathering today at noon. Haha as UNusual, i was late cos i went back to slp after grandpèrè bought petite déjeurnér for moi. So i finally decided to pull moiself outta the irritatin'bed which was calling moi back to dormie.

Reached the Picinic foodcourt at 130pm and with a little aid, found them clustered at the table next to the HK Cuisine. Haiyah and once again, they must be thinking i'm so sotong lah, ritez???
After a while, Noodle came together with Trisha aka the Accessory Gal and all 9 Frenchsters went to Scotts CoffeeBean to slack encore! Haha we're forever talkin' nonsense and somehow the conversation seems to die without the mention of CGs even in Singapour huh, thanks to SHAMELESS! well, we were tokin' abt how much all 9 of us miss France so much. ANd hey i'm not the only one havin' jet lag, so happie when i heard the rest of them still slp at odd hrs too. Most imptly, all of us have started to slp a lot once we come back from Françe. Yay i've succeeded influencing and passin' all sotongism. Oui!

Oh la la! After that was Coffee Club, haha it's only now when i blog that i realise we've been eating and slacking almost the whole day. Kuku and i had my favourite MMP-Muddy Mud Pie! Haha and u forever can't finish everything u eat except mussels lah. Wad a heavenly pie=) Oh guess where we sat? At the BIRD CAGE! We peeped into the cage initially and saw the curvy stretch of seat empty, though there wasn't any table. So shamelessly, we went in and sat down like we're in some MRT..haha, think my skin has become thicker too, avec that whole crazy grp.

Next, we walked round the trés boring wisma and proceeded to borders where kuku wanted to go to Birkenstock. I didn't know that there were shops inside wheelock place u noe. So cool, but trés cher lah. okay okay sori for the usage of french verbs. But that means expensive and trés means very.

I'm lookin' forward to Mr. Jean's treat 2mr! free food, who wouldn't wanna turn up? haha, no la, but it'd be a time of crapping again. Hope we won't end up havin' too much luffing gas man, and that i'll wake up earlier too=P haha

2005-09-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

HEY YO! I"M BACK IN SINGAPORE!!!
WHoosh goes 12 days and here i am back in Singapore, missing everyone so dearly especially my family, friends(esp DEARIES), E316 and so many more. Hee i'm kinda experiencing jet lag, time lag, meal lag and all sorts of lag due to the difference in time in France. Hey, but the trip to France was so rewarding! I got to learn so much more French and became more independent=) Hmm will summarise the whole trip a little...so here goes . . .

We took a 12-hour flight(SIA airline) to Paris, which was our first transit place to the intended destination, Rouen(pronounced as Ru-On). Well, i was initially rather scared of taking the plane cos' i didn't exactly remember how it feels like, or whether it would turn out as scary as that in the movie Red Eye. Oooh, the take-off made my heart palpitate more, but thank God for Auntie Nellie, who constantly showed and taught me how to blow air outta my ears b4 the trip. It was effective! Haha U know what, about more than 3/4 of my flight to Paris, i was sleeping like nobirdy's business=P heee, ask my frens and they can tell u how soundly asleep i was! Even the turbulence couldn't wake me up...hmmm is that why i'm nicknamed Sotong? Can't be right...

Due to my sound sleep, we seemed to have reached Paris in only 5hours, cool huh...so now u know, sleeping really shortens ur flight! Okay, so then it was, only after we collected our respective luggages when we realised why Mr. Jean(john) asked us to TRAVEL LIGHT! U know, we practically went everywhere in high speed, dragging our big and heavy luggages and carrying them up and down the stairs. Anyone from our group would have agreed that it was so torturous, countless flights of stairs we unfortunately suffered on. Well at least we're undoubtedly more muscular now..heee! Anyway thanks Monica aka Monster for always exchanging luggages with me whenever we encounter the stairs, U're really a strong monster. I take my hat off u.

When we lethargically reached Paris, it took a 1hour15mins-long trainride before we finally stopped at ROUEN. Haha first thing we typical Singaporeans did was to head to the restaurant for LUNCH!!! First meal there felt good and yet took a long time cos' we couldn't understand the french menu which looked so alien to us. And guess wad i ate, my fave SALMON pasta. YUMMY!~ Then came our "nightmare" when we saw our hosts families, one by one, coming in to pick us up. When the first one came, all of us sorta lost our appetite cos' we were worried if our individual hosts were nice or most importantly, if they PARLEZ ANGLAIS----speak english!
Hmm so in a while, there came a woman, rather sophisticated in dressing. She wore a brown leather coat and had short hair combed back----typical ang moh lah. After a little discussion with Mr Jean, she shouted out, "Koo," which is my surname. Oh then i knew she was gonna be the one i would enjoy my 7 days with.

"Yes, that's me."
The sophisticated lady, known as Mdm Duhamel, smiled at me amicably and asked me a question which i didn't understand at all. Man! French ppl speak real fast u noe, so much so that even Pinky can't beat them. Hey so i was like, "pardon?"
And even after repeated times more slowed down now, i still caught no ball. Then came the sentence i wanted so much to hear.
"I speak a little english!"

After that lunch it was meant to be spending the rest of the day with our "family". So she brought me to her house, taking the train, aka Metro(pronounced Meh-to). I tell ya, my heart literally sank a lil' when i realised the little english she knew was really little. Every conversation seemed so tough to be conveyed to one another, with the 2 pathetic us speaking broken french and english respectively. Haha, u wouldn't believe it but i'd wanted to fly back to Singapore at that moment. It was really nice of her though, to carry my approximately 17kg luggage all the way to my "bedroom."

Not gonna describe everything that happened but on the whole, my first day was disastrous. Thank God she had a french-english dictionary, and me, an english-french one. U definitely wouldn't wanna imagine how many at-the-moment conjured up bodily actions we did to define practically everything we wanted to "talk" about. Hmm somehow she realised i'm a Christian and wanted to bring me to a church. Haha i think my command of French then was so PTT i didn't even know how to say church in french. Sigh, lemme warn u first, if u wanna go to France, must learn French!

Yup so the 2nd day, she was so kind to teach me the right direction of train that goes and leaves her apartment. In addition, she accompanied me to the station to meet the rest of my frens there the next morning. So nice to me that i wanted to express how thankful i was but all i could say was "merci beaucoup" which means thanks a lot. Aiyoh, pathetic sia.

It was the the 2nd day, on Tuesday evening when i had to travel home alone after our day's interesting lesson at the int'l university and sightseeing. Oh man, i was really afraid to travel alone cos i felt so unbelonged and blur la, as usual. But at least i didnt take the wrong direction=P

Next few days' journey in the train alone was chicken feet, haha thank God for removing my fear of travelling alone. With many days of movin' around by train, i discovered that Rouen ppl are really friendly and polite. In extreme i mean. Even anyone sitting opp. u would strike a conversation and ask me where i'm from and everything. If only SG was like that. Yeah, if only.

SO we've been studying for about 4 days in the uni and we came across many CUTE GUYS, whom we call CG=P hehe, CHIOU BU is CB. Ya lah, then of cos, in our group we've got some who were more thick-skinned la, who shamelessly went up to CGs to take pics with them. Oh well, it's good that they don't do that in SG huh. heeeheee shamelessly shameless. CMI la u gals. At least i only took photos discreetly.....eh eh, u didn't read that. Okay, next. Apart from the CGs we saw, some of the french lessons we had were interesting. It's kinda fun having so many students from all over the globe coming together to form classes. There was this Cultural Management class where we had so many ppl they'd to join 2 classrooms. Haha guess the 6 of us took up more space for that day. Quite pai seh. But the lesson was cool, talkin' bout the different cultures and traditions in different countries, with different nationalities sharing their different practices. Hmm sadly, where there's an interesting, there's a boring. Some lessons like intro to EU was a bit too draggy and monotonous that we tried hard battling with our heavy eyelids. Not forgetting the full meals we always had before class.

After classes we always looked forward to sightseeing! We went to countless places, with Mr Jean leading us like a bullet train. Attractions in Rouen we went to were the Cathedrale de Notre Dame, where i went for masse on Sunday, Jeanne D'Arc(another church), a renowned beach called Fecamp, seaport called Honfleur and the D.O.M factory. We sampled some flavours of the Benedictine, and as i wasn't used to alcohol, i didn't exactly like the taste of it though mine's Peach flavour.

Bla bla bla, a week past and it was time for us to bid our host families goodbye and off to Paris we go. Well it was kinda a disappointment for most of us, if not all. Maybe cos' our expectations and hopes we pinned on Paris were really high, only to get there feelin' disappointed with some who were rather unfriendly and snobbish. We even got scolded and cursed at for no reason.

All i enjoyed on the last 2 days was our visit to the Castle of Versailles, which is another town a little off Paris. It was like some fantasy or fable with the nice illustrations of castles and palaces. Once we went in, Mr Jean gave us an hr and a half to roam around and 4 of us decided to walked all the way to the end of the whole field which was so enormously wide. Half hour of briskwalking got us to less than 3/4 of the field. And as we were tres tres fatigue(treh treh fa-ti-geh), when means very tired, we just dropped ourselves on the lustrously green grass and faced up to the blue blue winnie-the-pooh sky. So cool man, that was the only moment when i didn't wanna leave Paris.

Alrightey, i've already made the whole 12-day trip summary as summarised as possible. Think the photos would mean more words than all these right. Will show ya what i have so far for now, rest are with my fren.

This is the city of Rouen, with many houses that look like that. Can shop a lot too.

Look at the flowers in Rouen, so nice right. Situated beside the Jeanne D'Arc.

The Jeanne D'Arc, where a famous lady, named Jeanne of Arc, was burnt.

2005-09-16T01:19:00.000+08:00

Bighead was all hot today. Recieved an unknown call on my mobile today and heard Bighead's voice. There he went, "Sister, i got fever, can come and fetch me home?" Next voice i heard was Mrs Tu, his teacher, before i could even answer Bighead.

Reached my ex-primary school, Shuqun Primary. Woo it's so much nicer now, full of changes everywhere. Had to pick him up at the General Office but i couldn't even remember where it was till someone in a concierge lookalike office waved at me, beckoned me to enter. I still have no idea who that lady was, but she seemed amiable. She called Bevan a name that sounded like Melvan, so i don't assume she's Mrs Tu. Well, she finally called Bighead outta the hidden room aka Sickbay. He looked like another zombie, so frail and lack of zeal.

His bag was like my luggage, so bulky and heavy! i'm amazed at the no. of books kids at such tender age have to contain in their bags. Does that account for their intelligence too? i might have to agree, Bighead's intelligence seems to be overtaking mine.

Oh well, took him home and I continued studying again. Interesting day.

2005-09-15T17:22:00.000+08:00

Bonsoir! That's french for Good evenin'=) How's your Thursday treatin' ya? Well, mine's kinda monotonous...hehe so i guess i won't elaborate. In case you are wondering why i blog so much nowadays, lemme tell ya, i'm actually online a lot. Hey but don't get me wrong, i'm not online surfin' the Net but STUDYING k. So whenever i've studied for hrs and wanna take a breather, i come to blogger.com! Hmm but being online, no one knows, cos' i'm using my Dell computer----courtesy of WP! (pls don't ask me what that is) The CPU has just been repaired and i can even go online now, so yeah...it's like a new comp w/o stuff like MSN, lazy to d/l in this busy period also lah=P

As each day passes, i know that i'm nearing the end of my examination, and only those who dislike being a studyin' zombie would understand my euphoria. Oh upon looking at the bottom left of my screen, i discovered it's already 15 Sept! See, time really flies like no bird's business, i'm like only 3 days away from FLYING OFF! You see, the last time i flew on a plane was about 12 years ago, and understandably you wouldn't even hafta think why i don't remember that floating-on-cloud experience, RIGHT?

I'm so excited and apprehensive about this whole trip. Of cos' everyone would say, "Goin France leh, what's there to be scared about?" Maybe it'd be easier to put yourself in my feathers huh. I'm not as afraid to stay in the family's house as to take the train or bus ALONE, to the ESC University where all of us have to gather. Thought of it makes my frail birdy heart jump, thank God my heart's bigger than my brain.

Anyhow i won't be video-ing the whole solitary process down though most of you out there have requested-----HAHA, i know, u all wanna see how toopid and lost i will be right? Dun think i dunno. Aiya the actual reason is safety lah, i dun want anybirdy to snatch my digicam away u noe...oh, and also, i'm afraid i can't multi-task=P ooops.
Just pictures will do lah.

Do you know that everybirdy told me to buy something back for them? Like EVERYbirdy....ho ho ho, i'm sorry i might have to disappoint some, if not all=P Dun even noe if 200euros can buy much. See first lah k, u ppl not thoughtful sia~ hehehe

Yeah...gotta go continue my routine liao. Pray for my last paper, OM, on friday okie. Here's a thank you in advance=) MUACKS

2005-09-14T02:27:00.000+08:00

Oh man, i can't sleep. I dunno why. Cos' i'm stressed, no, doesn't feel like. Maybe my brain is too tired, having worked so much for the past couple of weeks. Even till this morning, i felt like givin' up, but i know i have to persevere. Don't worry, i will. Just a remaining of 2 days.

Had my worst subject today, accounts. I tried so hard to study for this module last week, and last night too. But try as i might, i just couldn't get any calculations and accounting entries right. Felt a lil' useless actually, but i noe that if i believe i can do it, God will help me. Frankly, upon attempting the first question, a surge of bad feelin' came upon me, t'was so uncomfortable. In fact i've never for once felt comfortable during an accounts paper. So much like being a tiny baby fish in the vast ocean, not knowing how or where to go, what to do next. Really, really, really need God to help me pass this module.
Ribena was complaining about leavin' many blanks and was so very worried about failin' the paper. Many people, like those who come under the category of not understandin' any accounting stuff at all, would have felt this way too, be it like Ribena, or deep in their hearts. Haiz, why can't i just find accounts like logic?

Forget it, it's over. I mean not my "fate" but my paper, what can i say. I thought i did my best, but then again maybe not. Can't blame anyone. Will work harder for the next paper, FIT.

No matter what, must pray for me k, thanks=) Don't worry, i'm not despondent. Really i'm not.
This is a blog, remember? I was just typin' whatever i was feeling today.

2005-09-11T17:29:00.000+08:00

"hey, make sure u'll only blog for 5mins!"
Yeah that was ME talking' to myself...no unholy trinity okay.

What a pity i can't join the zone for City Hunt today, got paper 2mr! Sigh, if i were to go, i'd be worryin' about my paper, and if i don't, i' d think about how much fun and excitement i'm gonna miss. It's obvious that i've chosen the latter right? Hmm, at least i'm not alone, peeps like those taking their Prelims and final year examinations have joined me too. K lor, guess all we can do is to look at the photos taken to gain the slightest idea of what the game is like.

Today's service was "PRESENCEFUL!!!" Once again, God showed up during service, especially nearing the end, and He filled me with so much LOVE that i could do nothing but TEAR and TEAR! Great message on the "Heart of Worship" preached by my favourite PASTOR KONG! =P really missed him so much when he was away, but also good lah, at least got Pastor Tan, hor? Hmmm back to PK, his shirt was so cool, in fact ALL of them are! Hehe so honoured to even have our senior pastor in the NEWPAPER article ytd, being "crowned" one of the best-dressed dudes! HAHA...

U know something?????

No lah, nothing lah...i'm just dead bored again, havin' to continue mugging and mugging. All i can look forward to now is at least packing my luggage for FRANCE! Though the process of packing certainly doesn't mean fun, i'll have to rack my brain again leh! Still gotta think what and what not to bring. I remember reading the itinerary and the so-called preparation guide, 2 words that became like a revelation to me were===> TRAVEL LIGHT! Oh no, i was like "What? How on earth am i expected to minimise and bring so little stuff for a 12-day trip?" For a moment i prayed i could be Doraemon...haven't u ever thought of that?

Well, then again, if i were to bring all my da bao xiao bao, it's gonna turn into an OOC situation for me. Hmm don't want lah, think travel light better. Haha..anyway, heard from Clara(not the e316er) that i'm staying with the family that's second furthest from meeting place. Challenging u noe...hope i won't be like the guy who lost his way last year and ended up 3hours late. Must rely on HS!

Oops, i spent way more than 5mins blogging. Man, i broke my promise to myself.

2005-09-07T01:32:00.000+08:00

Alritey this is gonna be a short blurt cos' i'm dead beat.

Today(TUESDAY) is the second day of STUDY WEEK. Though i'm bored as can be studying almost non-stop, i thank God for giving me perseverance to always continue looking at those superbly lively notes of mine no matter how sick of them i got. Today's module i covered was E-Commerce. Hmm not that bad afterall. Kinda interesting but too draggy and long-winded. Well, at least it was another productive day of the week.

Was asked by Bro Tan to attend today's prayer meeting in church. Didn't know the purpose of it initially until i reached the Auditorium. How hilarious to find out that it was actually for Service 1&2. Well, kinda felt happy that i didn't miss it though it wasn't one for our service. Before the PM, i was contemplating so much if i should turn up or not. Maybe cos' i just didn't feel confident enough for my examination preparation, i've got no spare time to study. However, i decided not to let God down. I know that as I put Him first, He'll honour me with good results. May FAITH arise more greatly in me especially in this period of examinations. Yeah, i wanna be no nominal Christian!!! =)

Haha come to think of it, i was rather blur today once again. Left home at 615pm and saw bus 99 reaching the bus stop. So i ran for the bus like how one would actually run to save a drowning cat. EEE weird analogy. Oh well, and U know what, after about 25mins on board my bus, i found out that i was on bus 98 instead! Yeah that's how blur i can get...But but but, i remembered seeing '99' so vividly! It's ok, once bitten, twice shy....i hope! =P

Dear me, U better stop bloggin'...it's high time for QT with Him.

2005-09-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

Awww we're all gonna miss EAGLE again. As what i always say, time really flies, just at the battle of an eyelid. It seemed like only yesterday when he flew back to Singapore. Well, what to do? We've totally no control of time...ahhh speaking of time, can't wait for eternity to come. Hahaha but still hard to imagine having no concept of time in Heaven at all, INTERESTING! See, i'm so influenced by Jason the interesting guy of e316.

Wooo today's message was preached by AHEM, Pinky's dear Pastor Tan! She must have been so overwhelmed when she saw him come out after worship. Haha she should know what i mean=P Hehe frankly speaking i can understand how excited she was lah..just like me whenever i see SUN, ahhhhh so HAPPY! hehe, u see...SUN really brightens my gloomy day=)
Anyway 'pastor-idolizing' aside, the message was really life-transforming. I really felt the need to put more trust in God and let Him lead my path since my life's plan is already in His hands. Why should i worry then? I believe all trials, disappointments and obstacles are just inevitable parts of our life...and since they can't be avoided, i'm gonna promise myself that all walls wouldn't have any right to take me by surprise.

I wish i could blog more but Bighead is waiting to use the comp. Bye.

2005-08-31T03:35:00.000+08:00

Lemme just spend a lil' of my precious time blogging before catching my routine forty winks. Kinda sad when i heard news from Ronald about the demise of Bro Tan's dad on sunday=( It's really indescribable and the thought of passing bad news down to more members certainly wasn't entertaining, had no choice though. Hmm come to think of it, God has a reason for everything and that includes ceasing a fragile ongoing life on earth. It's hard to accept the fact that we even visited his dad in hospital 2weeks ago. His dad was trying to show us the thumbs up sign, meaning he felt good. Sigh, can't believe it. Let's put it behind us lah, if Bro Tan can move on, I can too.

Went to Mr. Prata with Joseph after the wake just now. Initially i only aimed for the loo while Joseph complained that he wasn't full yet. So upon seeing the shophouses and the ever-tempting signboard under block 320, we decided to go in for a PRATAful dinner! Hee, felt so bad to have him treat me but i didn't bring my cash along. Hmm birdie, YOU gotta remember the kindness of others okie???!!!!

Guess what we ate? Of cos PRATA lah! I had a BANANA&CHEESE prata while he ordered STRAWBERRY prata....yuMMMMyyyyy~~~ are you drooling yet? hey the strawberry one shocked me cos' it was so red, first impression came to me as 'tomato-filled,' haha i'd no idea why too. We decided to halve each piece and exchanged. Haha cool to have the best of both worlds! =P Between the 2 pratas i can't bring myself to choose either, they're just so delicious!!! I need to have more 2mr, no bargain! Definitely not gonna settle for second best this time....
Oh think i'm the one who can't stop drooling *sluRp*

U noe what? My mum's bdae's on the 23rd of September and i'm not gonna be in SG on that day. Hmm sorta regretted not having it planned out whether i'd any event on that would clash with the trip. Well, guess all i can do is to have a bouquet of flowers or sth sent to my nest on the day itself. At least there's an element of surprise. Any more constructive and meaningful ideas to make her smile? if any, just tag it down in the chirpy box okie...

2005-08-22T10:32:00.000+08:00

I've just finished my e-commerce presentation! OnE more load off my feathers, haha i'm so light now. Hey but seriously i lost about 2kg after my 3-day fast and suffering from what i call "skool-stress!" All my zits are popping out too! Guess i need at least a day for relaxation soon.

e316 has finished our first round of GARAGE SALE and i'm thankful the time and effort spent on the banner and a lil' on pricing didn't go down the drain. Though i didn't manage to be there at Lu's place when it was goin' on, i believe it was kinda successful, judging that we earned about $240 so far. Hope the next one at Eagle's place will help us soar higher. Yea, it's the first time we've ever had a garage sale and never did we know that the preparation for one could be so tedious and laborious. But then again, to remember that all the "proceeds" go to BF, think it's sufficient to cover all the hardwork. =)

Can't wait to go eat now cos' our stomachs are rumbling non-stop...heh heh heh..i wanna eat PRATA! ---->>>

2005-08-15T17:06:00.000+08:00

I'm kinda a "zombic creature" now who cares not for any image to uphold, am currently sitting near the stairway of the basement of my school's convention centre. For your additional information, I'm clad in thick formal black suit for my FIT presentation which came to a disastrous end 2hours ago. Pathetic and blank, totally blank in our minds as we weren't in the least in the know of anything goin' on in the alienated presentation on some foreign stuff we absolutely had no idea about. Call us "suay" or what, we were the last group and the tutor had so much to comment about that we were left dumbfounded, trying our utmost to answer her bombardings with more intelligence. Yet, due to certain negligence on the preparation on our part, we failed to find out more information on the module itself. Sigh, it's over. Don't even know if i should heave a sigh of relief or exasperation - We've yet to finish all presentations, skipped the first one today cos' all of us weren't ready at all. Once again, EC the killer. My fren called it a devilish subject, that i can't agree. We won't even be able to survive w/o technology. It's all the aggravating stuff like coding and database. Feel so imbecilic.

Anyhow there were interesting portions of the day too. Phototaking! Show ya all some fotos soon. GTG!

2005-08-14T23:29:00.000+08:00

E-commerce eTutorial for lecture 7

My Reflections:
E-commerce has all along not been one of my favourite module and I've to admit it doesn't excite me at all. However I'm thankful for the stuff about Microsoft Access that I've picked up, and also how to create a web site and etc. It was kinda fun trying ways and means to create new pages, especially when I had to have hyperlinks----cos whenever I see the different connections it just seems so amazing how complicated codes can serve so much convenience to others. I will try to like e-commerce the best I know how. I really need to in order to score well. Anyway I don't like the thing about having so many e-commerce assignments and tutorials to do this semester. It's killing all of us and before we can catch our breath, there comes the next assignment. I really did not expect blogging to be one of them but thank God I already own a blog. Another thing about e-commerce, I don't see the need to make us stay in school to do any assignments just because we need NPSTD in order to "flow," if we don't things will not work out fine. Why is that so? Isn't that causing so much inconvenience to those who wanna do their EC stuff and at the same time can't spend too much time in school cos' they stay so far away? Ah i really dunno, hope the school will give it some thought. Thanks.

2005-08-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

Hee! I feel so loved today.

Had a rather long day in school just now and we were all so tied up with all our pending assignments, projects and presentation that are yet to pounce on us! Seems kinda scary to me whenever i think how much more is piling up in front of us but i just try so hard not to focus on the "mountain" but do my best in every single one i'm working on. Seriously it ain't easy, but with God, all things are still possible!!!

While i was finishing up some of my e-tutorial due today, i received news that OPM was canceled! Hmm, dunno whether i was happie or not cos i just had so many things undone...and furthermore tonight's 9pm show was the last epi, oh no...why have i reverted back to my old self once again----TV freak!

Oh so i went for dinner at MOS after a seemingly long and torturous day of fasting till 6pm. Never did i feel so faintable before, maybe was due to not fasting for quite some time liao. Anyway, BALL BALL is getting real nice and though i've no idea why, it's good news!!! haha, oops...i dunno if u're gonna see this but THANKS LOTS for the Gingerbread Man and LPB. U're such a nice ball=) Hee..i feel loved but dun pour out too much k, i'd feel very very bad ya noe...
Yep yep, just wanna tell ya all that frens are precious! Don't miss out on their goodness nor take them for granted. For all u noe, they might just pass ya by...it's true! So peeps, gotta BE NICE to everyBIRDIE k=P Realise those in bold seems so close to my name? Haha goes to show how NICE i am right?

Hehe i sense that those who're reading this would feel like shooting me now=P
Ooooh it's already 11.57pm, high time for me to sleeeep cos gotta go Changi AP send Polar Bear off at 7am. Oh man, gotta wakie at 5.25, but for u fren, we'll all sacrifice k....remember that we're NICE brothers and sisters who're so NICE u'll never forget our NICEness yeah?

Polar Bear. BON VOYAGE!!! We'll all miss ur growling=D See ya in 2mths!

2005-08-12T00:38:00.000+08:00

Singapore's birthday two days ago wasn't very enjoyable for mi=( I had wanted so much to go out and was already planning to the night before. Sigh, don't understand why NP has to schedule a test the day after National day, accounts test some more...how fun! totally spoiled a supposingly fun-filled day. Wanna know what i did------wake up, studied, slept, watched tv, study. So monotonous ya? argh don't wanna talk about it, shouldn't keep comparing with the previous years. Anyway I'm proud to be a Singaporean. It's only when i watch NDP i feel so much a part of S'pore, very belonged, full of love=) Love the song, Reach Out For The Skies by Rui En and Taufik. Oh i really don't know why but somehow all SINGAPORE songs have a particular kinda tune, like so fun yet united and patriotic. Haha no matter what, Singapore ROCKS right? heee...

Ever since the BF(not boyfren lah!) started, I've been trying my best to come home for dinner straight after school. So far still okay but compared to the past, things are really different for mi now cos' i used to eat so much in school----every break was meal time for me=P booohoo, now i reduce myself to a Mee Rebus eater, alternating between Lontong and Prata too---all my $1 plates! Hmmmm, it's okay lah, all this sacrifice is worth it, though i've no idea how i'm gonna last thru' all 6months, at least it's not a 6mth fast=) May my blessings come soon!!!

Oh..to the one who wore 'slice it up' that day, i really have no clue if u know my bloggy or not. But give up la k, i truly hope ur msn nick isn't what i'm expecting to be. Just BUG ME NOT, thanks. That i will appreciate. Don't make mi wanna slice u up=<

2005-08-09T00:02:00.000+08:00

Yay i'm so HAPPIEEEEE!!! went to my school's Business Admin Office to check on the approval of deferment of ITP(Industrial Training Programme) and it was approved!!! haha, u noe wad that means? i'm 99% confirmed going to France and i just can't stop looking forward to packing my bag...haha, oops=P For those who're closer to me would noe that i actuali spent a lotta time deciding whether or not to go---firstly becos' i would have to defer my attachment and do it next semester instead, secondly the cost of the trip and thirdly i was thinking if France is gonna get bombed...haha, i noe this is no joking matter but i just can't think too much about the bombings now that the cheque's been submitted and everything's been goin' well so far. You might wonder why there's still a remaining 1% of chance that i won't go, well, could be becos' everything's still subject to changes and i won't wanna enable myself to get too disappointed if i pinned too high hopes only to know that they're not gonna be coming to pass for any particular reason...hehe...think as long as i understand wad i mean, it'd be okay.

Oh, ribena just messaged me...tata, gtg!

2005-08-04T18:47:00.000+08:00

Just testing...hehe, ooh dun ask me wad kinda bird i am, i really dunno. Think i represent all kinds except the noisy crow and the extinct dodo. Me no dodo! Ooh i'm so very proud of myself. Ribena, my good fren cum project mate had lesson from 1-5pm today, while mine started at 8 and ended at 12pm. After lesson i was kinda lost as i was too frozen to think---the air-con in the classroom was as low as 15degrees, not mentioning it was raining cats and dogs just now...BRRR!!!! Then i felt lack, only temporarily cos i couldn't reach so mani others---think they were all slping in the bus on their way to sch...wahaha everyone's a FISHer of man! But i gotta thank God for letting RIBENA alight at the bus stop i was taking shelter in---think it was God's plan to give me LOVE.."i feel loved, oh i feel so loved. YEAH~" haha, see i'm crazy again...oh yesh, from 1pm till now, 7plus, i've been in the library doing my project....i can't believe it, i was actuali alone for such a long time!!! birdie is learning how to be independent!!! yeeeee-haaaaaa=D okie, it's kinda late now...gotta go home for dinner...CHEERIOS!

2005-08-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

Alrite alrite here I am, just to blog cos' u kept pestering me to. U noe who u are..heh heh heh. My mind's really blank now and just so lack of inspiration u noe. The keys under my fingers don't seem familiar to me, typing speed's really reduced. The Internet's like another planet, one which has no birds in it. I don't even remember when the last time I came online just to surf this foreign planet...my oh my, things are really changing. But isn't that good? Rev. Mike Connell said that in order to move on, there are some things which we just have to let go of. Hmm and i guess for me, it's the Internet...of course, my blog's included. This has been the reason why my blog has been abandoned ever since my last entry.

I'm feeling so odd being online at this time of the day. Hmm, not my usual habit nowadays. Believe it or not, after typing so much i still dunno wad i'm driving at. Ahhh i seem to have changed my typing style too. U see lah, bear...my blog should be abandoned lah...i really dunno wad to say.

Okay maybe about wad's been happening recently. Can't reveal too much lah..u noe u noe..some things are just meant to be shared among just a few ppl, hehe kinda confidential..muahaha. Anyway dun worry, everything's alrite. Life's been good and fulfilling...at least i dun get the time to slack and kiao kah. I'm beginning to love reading my daily devotions much much more...really encouraging and teaches me how to treat different matters, especially emotional ones.

One thing that I've learned lately. We should never judge anyone at all, in all aspects. Ppl behave and do everything for a certain reason. Even if it seems that they're wrong, who are we to judge? Have we not committed any sins before? And when it comes to judging one by his/her
first impression or physical appearance, I realised that although a person's character and personality can determine the outward appearance, it is more of the heart the matters. Let's all learn to be like God, not looking at the outward appearance but at the heart, for that's what truly matters.

2005-06-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

Wow! I'm surprised by the bird, aka myself---haven't been blogging for one month! Am i dreAming or wad? And why am i online outta a sudden? ohhhh, it took mi a while to realise that i'm actuali here to log on to my school webbie so that i can download the lecture notes for revision. Haha goes to show also that my STM is getting worse---dun even remember wad i'm doing when i'm doing something...weird!

Actually blogging quite fun la, just that the Doggie aka Stanley keeps complaining that i complain too much about school stuff whenever i blog...so i shall not do it in this entry..okie? See how obedient i am..not rebellious at all...haha! siao=P

Hmm thought for the month...or maybe these couple of months=) :
I've begun to learn more about HUMANS/PEOPLE/HOMOSAPIENS and what they actually do in trying to achieve their goals. Many a times, when we wanna achieve something so much, we tend to "hu lue" or neglect ppl, things, events that happen along the way. Because of that we unconsciously focus too much on the end result and not the process at all...to me, that's really pitiable cos' the journey in itself is just so interesting and of meaningful value to anyone trying to achieve his/her goal in life, irregardless of the importance....and of cos, disappointments tend to set in too, sad to say---sometimes leading to positive results like having a better aftermath, and other times negative cos' sometimes things will never be the same again...
Well, essentially i still believe that committing mistakes now and then along the way is perfectly alright. Who doesn't err? It's more about piecing it altogether and taking another route to avoid those errors. Sth Ps. Kong said ytd really left a deep thought in me(not quoted but the idea is there)---when u encounter failure, just take a u-turn and change ur direction! As long as we're willing to take a new route, even if it might still be wrong, at least we've already ruled out the possibility of the wrong one(leading to lower % of committing a mistake). Really, it became more obvious to me n0w that failure IS NOT fatal. Like the saying goes, "winners don't quit, quitters don't win"...from this day on, i'll never say die in any situation i go thru..firstly, i noe that as long as i believe i can do it, i will do it! Secondly, i'll never forget that God is with me, and since He's with me, i shan't worry about any problems cos He's a God so much BIGGER than all our problems!

2005-05-27T00:51:00.000+08:00

Holiday's over in a battle of an eyelid and it is my 3rd day of school today! time is passing so fast i hardly get a chance to catch my breath *pant pant!* woke up at 1030am today and the bad thing was, my grandpa bought food for mi! oh no, realli a bad start for a day in which i'm supposed to fast..HUMP! i was thinking if it's possible to hide the tau-huay in the fridge and throw the chee cheong fun away, but too bad, my grandpa would kill mi if he sees mi doing that. so well, i broke fast right at that moment and started gobbling up those 2 filling thingies like some glutton. gonna compensate tomorrow...God, i'm sorry~

Had my first IS(interdisciplinary studies) module today, my subject i'm taking is French! cool huh? hehe definitely to me cos' i've been wanting to learn french like so mani yrs ago and finalli my time has come...and u noe wad, i dun have to pay any extra sum of money to learn cos' it's part of my syllabus! woohoo, nice!

The lesson lasted 4 long hours but i must say it's reali reali fruitful! we learnt mani new words. wow...french is just so intersting i found out..and do u noe, most words from our english language was actuali derived from french...and that oso means, they're a whole lot similar! hehe, i can't wait to be able to speak fluently in french...who noes, i might just be granted a trip to France once again....weeeee, that's my goal for this yr!

School starts at 9am tomorrow and i need to slp now...bye!

2005-05-07T00:12:00.000+08:00

WHOoooOSH!!! That's literally how my holiday has been passing by and it's simply overwhelming! Kinda got tuned in already but once i'm able to freeze time and try thinking about it, i discovered my hols are actuali gonna end in a few weeks! How amazing that is, i haven't even pampered myself since the start of it...urgh! Has really been a kerazee time with such a busy schedule. Wooo POS practice is really very shiong=/ Outta this, my entire body has been aching all over, every ounce of energy i have is used up and i just feel so jelly all over. However, thank GOD Bro Tan strongly encouraged all of us to join POS=) now i understand the importance of being involved in this life-transforming event..it's really not about winning top 3 but how we, as np elites, can come together as one and give our part in sparking off a revival in NP! hmm seems like i should stop being so self-centered from now on...we should always look at the bigger picture and do everything we can, which means even if we personally have any grudge against it, to do something that glorifies His name. well it's really about seeking first His Kingdom=) i wanna have more of Jesus in me!

2005-05-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

hey there, birdie has come to ur rescue if u are thinking why the blog has been sorta abandoned. heh heh think that doesn't make sense. I'm right now possibly rotting my time away, think i'm gonna slp soon...coming online has become so boring even though i come onli once in a while nowadays..why ah? i can't figure out..hmmm

Had a rather long and tiring day. We had OPM right from 1130pm last night till this morning, 5am! hehe this is my second time going for OPM and ever since the very 1st time i went(which was on the 8th-9th of april) i must say i haven't regretted sacrificing my time and effort at all!=) Although the duration of it seems realli LONG, i realised that when u're there it doesn't feel so. Even for the first session, like wad Pst Derek said, I felt like we practically just started the ball rolling..wooh amazing how time can fly that fast man...

Hmm it's quite hard to describe how it really feels to pray so intensively for so many hours, but unless u try it out and experience urself, u can never noe how it can turn out so possible and exciting! The presence of God was really tangible and somehow my mind was like drifting away when it reached 4am i tink..but nevertheless we continued strong and overcame our unwilling flesh..woohoo! t'was definitely a time of having stretch ourselves spiritually and i must say it's a great from of "exercise!" Those who havent gone for OPM, go for the next one k...it's gonna change ur life man=)

We took a cab home in the end. I reached at 550plus and by 6 i was already on my pillow...haha, that's realli fast wash-up=P oh and guess wad time i woke up? 130pm! haha just to take my breakfast( i noe it's a lil' weird but that's just mi la) and by 2pm i was aslp again..was reali too tired to go out with my parents before CGM..so i slept till 430 and went to get ready for CGM..wad a fufilling time of snoozing...hehe

CGM was rather small today but i wouldn't say weak lah...once again we had a time of "stepping out in faith" session...in which we have to pray for our "randomly" assigned neighbours, flowing by the Spirit..well, was fun though a lil' scary..hehe..then fellowship time was fulfilling, in terms of refreshment we had today! hehe, by the time we finished, it was ice-cream time! thanks to Karen's mum=) felt a lil' guilty eating ice-cream cos' i knew i shouldn't..well, just to flow lah..

Hmm gotta slp soon..

2005-04-08T02:39:00.000+08:00

Birdie is back! Hmm actually i sorta wanted to abandon this blog already but somehow just decided to blog a little since i can't realli get to sleep right now. No idea why too, maybe insomnia. I'm a lil' bored, in fact VERY BORED! Actually i haven't came online for like a couple of weeks already, just wanted myself not to get immuned to MSN cos it wud really be unhealthy if that were to happen. Hmm and wad have i derived from this 'MSN-fast?' Well i've come to realise that nothing is impossible! Even though i always thought that not coming online seems so impossible, i've actually done it and proven myself wrong! woohoo..Praise the Lord!

Oh cool...so much has happened and i really couldn't find time and was so lazy to blog. Exams are over and i'm a lil' apprehensive cos' the papers weren't easy to scrape thru. Accounts was rather screwed but nevertheless, i'm trusting in God for a pass and even better for Business Management and Macro. Though i might not emerge the "head", but i still believe that God has been there for me whenever i needed strength to continue studying. Furthermore i wouldn't deny that i studied hard, so God, u do the rest since i've done my best k=) i'm gonna DOG--Depend On God! heee...

This week was rather fulfilling so far, oh Monday wasn't exactly fulfilling, the rest i mean. Guess i won't blog about Monday lah=P K Toosdae was very productive in terms of exercising. Ball and i went to ECP to cycle and though it was rather "sore" and tiring, i'm looking forward to more of this..hehe come tell mi if u're interested to join us some other time k=) On Wednesday, the lethargic residue was rather apparent and i just couldn't help but feel so painful all over due to the previous day's cycling thingy=P I met up with Pinky and Cass and we watched the last 4 episodes of "You are the One"..nice nice, after that to bugis, PS with Cass, then to Bible House for BS.

BS was realli realli GOOD! at first i was realli reluctant to go, in fact had somehow decided not to go for that lesson cos it was raining and i had no one to go with mi...see Alien, u abandon mi! haha no lah...not ur fault. Hmm but thank God i told myself that it's gotta be a sacrifice, no matter how unwilling i was to go, i had to cos i wanna put God first in all that i do=) PTL that my natural flesh didn't prevail alas. Well Pst Lilian taught us more about healing and the importance of it in our lives, how we should make praying for the healing of others our lifestyle and so on. It was realli interesting as she moved on to share her personal story and i was realli impacted and amazed how God can actuali heal someone of baldness...oops=P Okay anyway, she also prayed for every single one of us and sorta prophesied a little too...hmm really thank God i went. Smurf was there too, so i wasn't lonely..hehe=P no nid to sing that song liao...hehe!

Okie..more blogging another time..i wanna go do QT. bye!

2005-03-15T02:33:00.000+08:00

I dunno where my last post disappeared to...maybe God doesn't want it to be seen lah...if it's realli not meant to be seen, it would even be automatically erased too. So, just too bad for u! =P if u realli wanna noe, it's for mi to noe and for ya to find out lor, i'm not gonna waste effort typing everything over again...

Anyway, i hope my lappy will be okay soon..i dunno when or how but just believing in God's power..hehe, oh ya Ball Ball, no matter wad i'm still gonna think trojan is a horse okay=P so may this toopid horse be cast out and far far away in Jesus' mighty name..bye bye horse!

2005-03-15T01:55:00.000+08:00

2005-03-14T02:05:00.000+08:00

THIS IS CRAZY!!!!

dun ask mi to relac..i'm not angry or anything but i simply can't take it! i'm so irritated with the tooooopid virus that has infected my lappy and i'm like rite now on MSN-fast >=( worse still, i can't even gain access to Symantec antivirus program...is this fun or wad? wanna scan lappy oso cannot. Who was the one who started the whole virus thingy?? For God's sake, u're realli good at torturing others u noe...

Anyway it's instilled a veri odd mindset in me...that is=>i now have the phobia of even opening my lappy...and apparently, life cannot go on as normal w/o NP webbie for sch stuff, MSN for chatting and antiviral programs for cleaning up. U noe wad, whenever i'm signed in to MSN messenger, "i" would automatically send files to everybody who's online, and when anyone receives it, he/she will get the virus and send it to everyone too. Crazy rite? yeah, that's wad i'm feeling now. SIAO!

Ahh i noe it's realli bad of me to be so dependent on MSN but i just feel so weird not being able to be connected to the "outside world"...is SMS-ing the onli other alternative then? Aiyo...hun shen bu zi zai..

Anyway i've been rather busy lately...went to SIS on friday for Ps Benny Hinn's healing crusade. Haiz, the sad thing was after mani hours of q-ing, we still couldn't get into the stadium due to the overwhelming crowd! although i wasn't pissed off, many things happened during the q-ing that made mi a lil' irritated..mainly ppl lah, but i'm not gonna mention names...just pondering over the fact that some ppl are just so childish and insensitive, that's all *shrugs*..So a grp of us went to Suntec's fountain terrace food court to fill all of us famished ones...

Saturday was a long day, with the quite last-minute notice of the 4pm service added on to the 7pm one. I reached SIS at 3 to serve. Initially i wasn't able to go for both svcs as i was told to saty out till everything ends, which will be abt 11plus...but PTL they weren't that strict afterall...so CASS, Pinky and I went for the 7pm one. It was powerful and i reali mean POWER! Definitely the first time i experienced this kinda crusade that is so earth-shaking, the presence of God was so strong and though the svc lasted abt 4hrs, it was realli worth it to stay to witness such miraculous healings of God! many fell and wept in God's presence and i just felt so freeeeee...*if i had wings i would fly* Indeed, God is Jehovah Rapha, our HEALER! Praise Him!=)

Hmm i've got no time to blog already, seriously lacked of precious slping time...will come back veri soon to blog since i can't go MSN...

Well all i wanna say now is...God! Heal my lappy...it's so sinful!

2005-03-10T00:37:00.000+08:00

Weird...why is it so that whenever we do not want or intend to see somebirdy/something, it will always pop out in front of us???? i'm always pondering over this and i can never come to a conclusion or reason why it happens...haha, u noe wad triggered that? so mani times in school or even in the bus, some particular onion wud just appear outta nowhere and that reali irks mi....esp when i'm in a foul mood..argh, is that some holy and divine appointment or wad??? eeeew im utterly turned off...hmmm but if it's deliberately, i've got nth to say...

*if somehow u happen to noe this blog addy too, pls noe ur position and dun go too far hor(not referring to distance from mi)...i'm allergic to onions k...* if u realli wanna make my day, just keep ur hands to urself lah...thanks a lot...

oh anyway if any of u do not understand wad i'm typing, then forget it k...all just thoughts that suddenli came to mind...
It's reali time i sood catch some slp..

2005-03-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hmm down with the stress of projects and datelines to meet, but now...exams are approaching, seems to me sometimes that there are just so mani expectations to meet, not onli mine but those of others too...truly, i still believe in God, my Provider...He will make mi the head and not tail...

Passed up our Business Management Proposal today....hopefully, we were the first grp in our class to submit and it totally feels cool, knowing that mani days of hard work put into all these projects finali paid off, in terms of completion itself i tink we deserve a clap *clap clap* =) in the midst of printing and touching up, had so mani sms-es which made mi so irritated..worse still, the printer even pulled a long face and gave us so much problems...kokonut, u ought to thank us ah! haha kidding la, a treat from u will be good enuff to repay our kindness=D

b4 that we had our onli tutorial of the day, but unthankfully it was the one our class dreaded most to attend every single week...even the thought of waking up to see that Dolly turned mi off...but wad to do, NP cannot tolerate absenteeism for tutorials wad...well at least one thing to celebrate about is that we'll not see Dolly again!!!! Hehe cos exams are coming and today's was the last tutorial=D yippee, seems like we reali gotta pay a price for sth we desire=P

Hmm anyway i went for the 6pm BS today...it was good! Bro Joseph taught us on Spiritual Warfare and i realised that it's not as simple as pitting ourselves against the devil, which is wad most of us wud tink of when we tink of spiritual warfare(at least for mi lah)..so we learnt how to get ourselves armed and prepared for it and key point is, the toopid devil is already defeated! so, we've long won the battle=D haha isn't that alone worth praising God for??? and if u wanna noe more, dun hesitate to go for VL...hehe

oh it's 12am already...tink i wanna slp earli and get myself mentally prepared for the BCA quiz 2mr...reali have no idea wad and how it's gonna be like..but nevertheless i'm gonna put my trust in Him and let Him give mi wisdom=P okie...all the best to myself..

Nitey all....

2005-03-08T00:46:00.000+08:00

ah! i can't take it anymore..my stomach is reali so crampy now that i can't even sit straight...oh no, did i take too much ice-cream???? wad a mistake, shldnt have binged on it...why why why? why does it have to be so painful..boohoo =(

hmmm i'm happie yet sad...cos firstly, me and my grp's sorta done with projects already....onli left with the printing out of the BMGT proposal and TADA...we're done...but but but, exams are nearing, realli veri near...aiyo, realli gotta trust God man, noeing that i dun reali have much time to study too....haiz
As for why i'm sad, i oso dunno, maybe due to PMS or wad lah, im not sure too...but maybe i'm a bit affected by my mum..cos she's a lil' sad and disappointed with political stuff that happened in her office today, the whole thing is a lil' complicated lah...in summary, her some of her colleagues are just too selfish and dun wanna help her when she can't cope with some of the work she's given....even her good fren cum superior is treating her a lil' differently nowadays...haiz, work work work....maybe she shld quit, i dunno!!!

okok gotta slp in order to forget all this cramps and unhappiness..bye!

2005-03-01T12:52:00.000+08:00

Sitting alone at the bench of lecture block 45 is a BIRDIE who isn't lonely=P my frens have all gone to eat their lunch and as im fasting, haha u continue urself lah..hmm i ain't feeling at the top of the world now(though we have to climb so many steps right from the bottom of the "hill"). Why? cos NKT just returned us our POA test paper and i failed=( haiz, dunno wad to say lah, when so mani of them scored like 70 plus to 90...though i'm not discouraged, the feeling is just isn't nice lah, u noe u noe..

Plus, that "cat" keeps disturbing me lor, kept toking abt food to tempt me deliberately...yaaaa i love salmon udon, but it's realli not fun food-telling lah...well, that may be the devil lah...i can't totally blame her. Hmm pray that God will be with me at this moment as we're gonna do project together....*shut her gap plsssss*=P shooooo, food isn't nice at all!!!!

Hmm realised i havent been blogging...tink it was due to 1/3 laziness and 2/3 busyness..i'm just so caught up with projects and assignments..not feeling that stressed up yet...just that we're so sian of it already, in addition to the fact that some grp mates are just so "nice" to work with....
well, guess these are all part and parcel of life...w/o unhappiness, discrepancies and disappointments, we're bound to take things for granted and not do anything to alter the course...Yup..so i really gotta do sth about my POA. God, gimme wisdom and "accounderstanding" !!! =)

Okie time for mi to slp a little bit b4 they come back from munching...
Oh and i can't wait for 2mr's BS...

*hope u didn't slp while reading. God bless*

2005-02-22T14:44:00.000+08:00

Aiyo! we just had macro revision tutorial and the tutor was so demeaning. >={ there was this graph question which was exceptionally chim and no matter how he explained, nobirdy understood...xiaoyun even got scolded later on for being rude cos she was a bit too direct when she put it across, that i can't disagree. But...in fact, wad she said was indefinitely frm the bottom of our hearts, just that we didn't say anything..yup yup so this urgh-ritating guy said "guess i overestimated u guys"....so sickening!!! and he didnt even tell us wad question he was on...how to flow? siao lah...

Haiz nvm. We're at KAP's McDonalds' right now trying to do project=P all piling up like nobirdy's business...but i believe we'll be able to conquer all these toopid giants in our life! HUMP...shooo shooo shooo, in Jesus' name!

Still thinking if i sood go later...hmmmmm
ahhh well, i gotta cont our toopid assignments, driving us nuts! bye!

2005-02-18T03:22:00.000+08:00

i'm totally stressed up, exasperated and just CTI now lah...really, i can't express in words, simply indescribable..

it's been a bad day for mi..and sometimes i really ponder a lot, so much so that i dun even feel that i noe myself..i feel so weird, maybe i'm just a weirdo lah....
Hmm i'm just lost for words today. Will end here.

2005-02-16T01:02:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling rather bewildered now, such to the extent that i dun even noe if bewildered is the right word...on one hand, i'm like so pissed with myself for being so dumb and weird sometimes..and apart from that, i can't stand one of my tutors too...she's totally pissing almost my whole class off >=[ She just doesn't tell us wad to do and expect us to come up with sth up to her standard, i mean how possible is that when we can't read her mind. Also she keeps criticising our class' work and emphasised on bad points. Initally i wasn't as pissed but now that i realised not knowing wad to do actuali affects my grades in my tests and exams, i'm beginning to unveil the fact that not liking a tutor can actuali help us not like that particular module he/she is teaching...

*You cannot blame us for being late for ur lesson if u keep condemning us* cat told mi that if we dun evaluate her well, we'd automatically be graded poor..so hypocritical=( can't even speak frm the bottom of our heart...

Okay okay i was just pouring my woes lah...i feel that being stressed over such academic stuff is so unnecessary yet important...i've got no idea wad i'm thinking oso lah..maybe PMS...my fault la...

i feel so lack now...just had yu sheng, and u noe wad? i had it alone! who can be lacker than mi man, lou oso must lou alone*LOL sia*...reached home and they asked mi to eat yu sheng, but so sad lah..dun even have any Gong Xi Fa Cai mood eating it in the dim kitchen. *lacknesssss*

Nvm, my dear God will give me love and help mi love my toopid tutor too...
Better go slp, b4 my mental case gets worse
Full stop

2005-02-12T00:09:00.000+08:00

okay i'm bored stiff now..tink i wanna slp veri soon *yawnzzzz*

hmm it's been a farely(or shld it be fairly...urgh) boring day..nth much to blog about actuali...siannnnnn~ maybe it's becos my parents were at home and i felt no freedom! was so pissed off in the morning when the whole family tried to wake mi up by shouting "Girl, wake up!", "Sister, dun sleep already", "it's 10 o'clock already"...so urgh rite! and guess wad, it was onli 9am lah....aiyo, why wake mi up so earli just becos u all are up...

Okay nvm about that, just can't stand it when i cant sleep a while more when they're all not outta the house...
I had school today, HUMP~ and it was onli required for us to attend our CATS lesson...imagine gg to school for onli 2 hrs for some creative thinking lesson...thats as 'urgh' as being deprived of precious slp u noe...oh well, the lesson was better than i thot lah..so at least i didnt totally feel like i was at the wrong place at the wrong time=P My teacher, Willie hsu, was realli funny today. He knew that all of us were not in the mood to go to school , much less attend lesson...haha he said he was as sian as us. so nice! hmmm onli half the class was present, like wad he said, "many decided to extend their own new yr's holiday" haha!
We learnt about the "6 thinking hats" today!!! realli triggered mani brain cells which sorta rendered inactive for the past wk..haha and for our previous project..our grp members were all awarded B+!!! haha, PTL....cos onli God wud understand how hard and stressful it was to come up with that product of ours=P

hmm, my eyelids are getting heavy....buaizzz

2005-02-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

It's Thursday already i can't believe it----so fast 2nd day of CNY and gonna be 3rd in a few mins' time! Well these two days of mine have been quite interesting, at least much better than last yr's CNY though ang bao collection a bit, errrm pathetic lah=P

Woke up quite earli ytd cos' auntie lynn and family would always come to our house on the first day=) they reached at 9plus and stayed around for a while to eat and eat..aiyo but then Uncle Andrae ate too much till he had stomach wind..hope he's alrite now=) they left after 1-half hr then i went to slp cos i didnt see anything better to do=P

Went to Gong Gong's house at 2plus and i had no idea why Daddy wants to go there so earli too...in the end, onli Gong Gong was at home so after greeting him and receiving my red packet, i went to slp again!
Everybirdy onli came after 4pm...and i was so happie to see Auntie Nellie, Uncle Jimmy and Janice Zeh Zeh! haha the rest oso lah...oh yaya Gong Gong passed mi the Newpaper and i saw Janice Zeh Zeh's face on one of the articles! haha, t'was a realli big one though, reminded mi of the goldfish times=P

We had our 2nd reunion dinner and most of us ate a lot! even as im typing for ytd, i wont forget my fullness-----i ate lotsa rice(with dishes of cos), pineapple tarts, love letters, fruits and ICE-CREAM!!! wahhh felt like i was in FULLerton...oops, getting too lame...

haha wad's different this year's that we crapped and played a lot..i'm glad janice zeh zeh didn't show any signs of stress ytd----kept teasing mi too...well bernard gor-gor, janice zeh zeh, eleanor aka elephant and i were in elephant's room chatting and slacking around=D haha so t'was like a COUSINS' Gathering! tink it's like the first time in decades we've ever done this..right, elephant?
Auntie nellie joined us in a while and we were all reminiscing the past(haha so pinky)....like how i used to cry whenever i had to part with Grandma, plus my cuteness when i was younger, not now though=P

all in all, i had a great and FULL time! PTL for that=)

as for today, we didn't go to any of daddy's sec sch fren's house unlike previous years...instead, daddy moody BIG HEAD and i went to watch movie!!! haha i realli missed watching movies, the last time was like so mani mths ago hor, ball?
Hmm..we ended up watching I Do, I Do after much discussion...haha and i tell ya, i wasn't disappointed at all! it was so lame and funny...has lotsa singaporean words and "slangs"...a show singaporeans shouldnt miss i should say..
Amazing thing was.........i saw Sharon Au after the movie, she was walking past mi and that reali shocked mi...haha, guess she went to watch her movie, together with her frens i tink....

Then went to take dinner and was so full once again....

Okie i wanna shoo...MGBU!

2005-02-09T01:31:00.000+08:00

Yo everybirdy! Here's wishing U all a Happy, happy CNY!!! May God crown u this whole year round with His goodness, Amen? =D hehe i dunno why but i just feel so refreshed and renewed eversince we counted down to CNY..it's definitely not becos luck's coming my way cos' i dun believe in it, hmm lemme see...........uh ha! i know! it's becos' i'm gonna receive lotsa ang baos in like less than 10 hours' time-----wooooo dripping with abundance, can u feel it???

haha tink i'm so maddie mad now, just feel so high man!

Ball, Pinky Pie and I met up for a few hours at noon..supposed to include Dolphin too, but she somehow abandoned us lah=( so lack rite, haha...
We went to MW's TCC to slack and later walked around Suntec City----S'pore's largest SC! But that's like so hard to believe la=P dun u agree? it's like big but no "content", wad for? and the world's largest fountain? haha some things are really hard to believe ya noe=P

well i was like super super tensed up just now, cos i was supposed to reach my aunt's place for RD(reunion dinner) by 5-530pm---according to my parents' instructions....but at City Hall, the Q for cab was just so long, even couldnt get thru while trying to dial-a-cab! thru-out the whole time i was like, God can u pls slow down time, dun let it flyyyyyy~
So after so long, the Q wasn't any shorter so i decided to take the train to Clementi and take cab from there...

Well the cab-wait at Clementi wasn't that short either, but PTL i didn't reach my aunt's condo after 6pm...if not, my head's gonna roll for sure~ But i was super OOC and almost got lost at the condo...it's like i saw the block and the unit but couldn't find my way there...haha, so helpless!

The RD started 5mins after i came, that's like so "phewwww!~' though my dad and TPN's faces were a bit black, i thank God they didn't give mi a dressing down, if nt i'd really feel so so bad!
Hmm this year's RD got more food----but i realised when u have too many choices, it's hard to choose, so in the end, i didn't cover the whole table's food lah...esp the abalone, cos i couldn't reach and didnt dare to ask TPN to take for mi=P haiz, so near yet so far......

Hmm i found out that my whole family's like so quiet and lack of communication. Only me, Moody, Claudine(my cuzzie), Big Head and my aunt(auntie Lynn) were chattering like usual..and at the living room, the rest just kept quiet and watched TV..can u actuali do that, for one whole night not saying a thing at all? aiyo so weird lor, to be doin' that every year...

We couldn't understand why they dun engage themselves in any conversation, so the 5 of us decided to go down to the Poolside to chill out-----it was really chilly..Brrrr~
Haha wad a boring way to spend RD, it's like the quietest Reunion ever....yeah, so that's how we and how they spent their RD every year-----longing for sth diff next year, maybe go Kbox-cum-RD..but will that be possible when none of them sing????? hmmmm...

okie that will be all fer now..
2mr will be auntie lynn's turn to come visit us, yippee can't wait! *for ang baos lah...wad else?*
haha no lah, also can't wait to go to Gong Gong's house and have a happy gathering.
Hmm....may God BLESS us abundantly 2mr, and forever more!=P

2005-02-04T01:18:00.000+08:00

woo not early now but somehow dun feel slpy, so i decided to leave a lil' birdprint once again. See, told ya i'd be blogging again soon!

Had my last test for this semester, BCA, this morning..hmm t'was okay la. Cos i didnt exactly study much----i hadn't the slightest idea wad they wanted to test us about, not that i was lazy lah. So you can guess as much, i didn't take the paper in a prepared state. yup so u can say i was onli banking on God's help for this...well i gotta say the paper wasn't as alien/foreign to me as i'd expected it to be=) some of it i crapped my way thru, but thank God i managed to finish the paper and left b4 it ended, haha just the trend in NP lah...

hmm saw onion once again, dunno why the person whom u try to avoid keeps popping out in front of u at anytime of the day/week: moral of the story: just hope u'll see him/her! sigh, overwhelming, in fact i'm overwhelmed ald...why why why, TMW!

Was so happie(well, a bit lah) after my BCA paper...we were thinking of gg somewhere but as usual, didn't noe where to go to cos s'pore is just so boring. In the end, all followed Ribena to Chinatown! haha i was at first apprehensive cos i didn't want history to repeat itself, really had phobia liao(as some of u might noe...) hmm but i still relented, anyway still have to go Chinatown one day one lah...cannot avoid u noe=P we went to fill our hungry stomachs with hokkien meeee! awww i feel like eating that now..hehe!
After eating was all walking and touring round Chinatown...hmm it was onli today that i felt so "un-chinese"=P aiyo how do i say it, somehow i felt like the whole place and ppl we saw were just not part of my life lah. So i felt like a foreigner gg down to Chinatown to see-see-look-look...

After Chinatown we realised it was onli 2 to 3plus so Cat and Baby sorta influenced me to go to Orchard too. ya lor, orchard again! hmm baby took bus home and cat and i went to far east. Ball then came to join me while Cat went to find AMG...

Today was a lil' different frm usual cos' i was "preyed on"...haha almost similar to the Chinatown phobia, i got "pickpocketed!" well it wasn't exactly crowded at far east level one, but this pickpocketer(who wasn't professional at all) was walking behind me and decided to do her thing la...but the "tug" was so obvious even a blur birdie like me would notice. OOO and guess wad she took--------my Matriculation card! Siao rite, might as well have taken my empty tissue packet too...aiyo but seriously i can't stand this kinda sudden "attacks" one, so history actuali repeated itself lah, in a not so serious manner...

Amazingly we saw a few policemen behind us(who seemed to be patrolling there) and decided to report what happened. haha i really wonder how cum they can be there right after it took place. So after taking down my name and no. they tried to help mi find the culprits. hmm they were quite friendly, but kept asking me to describe their exact clothings and features, was quite a mean feat lah..
So half of the time after it took place, ball and i were sorta looking out for the pickpocketers but to no avail..the police couldnt find them too. Sadly, they got away scot-free=( hmm it was thrilling though, in that we wanted to find them so that they can face their music in front of us...how fun would that be man! if only u were arrested, see if next time still dare to itchy-hand anot...HUMP! hey but next time be more pro lah, take things dun make it so obvious leh, suo oso take so long to suo...undergo some training b4 starting out la!

oops...got too carried away. Hmm to all peeps out there, just be more careful of ur belongings k, not worth it falling prey to these kinda people..dun give them any chance!

*realli thank God they didnt take my wallet or mp3 player* PTL!

2005-02-01T02:02:00.000+08:00

Hmm today's POA test was in my opinion, seriously twisted. haiz, woke up with an excruciating pain in my abdominal area and found out that i had diarrhoea. Naturally, first thought that came to my mind was, "GOD, why today of all days?" Though i'm rather used to having stomach cramps, this one was just so uncontrollable. I dunno why but my mental block just came too, couldn't differentiate between assets, liabilities and equity. =( well regardless of what happened, i'm gonna put my trust in God and believe that i'll pass this paper!!! In the meantime, i shall just continue to mug diligently for my next 2 papers....Thursday will come soon, and in no time, CNY! Argh i don't care, i just can't continue to finish every paper feeling discouraged and hopeless. God, i want to be the head!!! Macro and BCA, here i come!

Had a good day lah, ver different frm usual..cos went for lunch at Ministry of Environment with Cat and AMG, then went to the library to study for a while b4 mtg Ballie...we went to Millenia Walk's TCC and saw Aidil, Xin Li, Da Li and pinky's ex-manager(tink his name is Christopher) haha and once again, we had 20% discount!!! so cool=D

alritey, let this be a short blog la...dun wanna have the habit of being so long-winded...
NITEZ=)

2005-01-30T01:32:00.000+08:00

Feeling very sian now, gonna slp in about 10minutes...hmm, woke up at 11am today and reluctantly switched on my lappy in preparation for my BCA(business and com applications) module...hmm it was realli boring goin' through all the Excel worksheets and doin' them all over again, haiz, but do i have a choice? hmm at least i managed to force myself to do it, i'm veri sure veri few students would even bother to take out the THICK textbk to read.. *applauding for myself, haha* clap-clap!

Reached Clementi a lil' earlier today to buy food...ahhhh and we actually had so much for refreshment today, i'm stil so FULL, after eating nasi lemak(courtesy of Lulu's new maid=) and the noodles and fried rice we bought...phew, tink i'm really progressing well towards the 5-meal- per-day-diet Bro Edmund wants me to have=) So from now on, i'm gonna eat and eat and eat! so everybirdy out there, dun prevent mi from eating hor....other than Sundays lah, hehe until now i still don't noe why i dun have appetite every Sunday. Bad thing is Clara aka rabbit is becoming like mi tooo....aiyo, wrong influence la....

Anyway, in my opinion, today's CGM was better than last week's! well, i wouldn't say much better but at least we're moving from strength to strength...AMEN! hehe started off by playing a game Bro Tan created(if i didn't rem wrongly)...yup, it's called SHAPES and SIZES! haha we had to separate ourselves into 2 teams, then Bro tan had to shout out a thing(be it an animal or sth visible) as for us, in our own teams, we had to form that animal/thing...haha, our esplanade was cool man!!!! that's the creativity we possess! haha, no la...the other team was great too=D

Oh ya we've got a new CG member called Selena! tink she's frm Sis Jun'er's cell grp, aiyo today got STM..cant seem to rem a lotta things ppl told mi...she brought jacklyn along too, oohhh both of them were a lil' shy but began to open up after cgm=) hehe Jacklyn aka Cat even told mi she wants to come to NP....hey, u're veri welcome! well, we've added to our "animal kingdom" lotsa new animals too, and due to my STMism i cant remember them at the moment...

well, it's time for me to slp....
*i feel bad but i realli dun wish to call Onion at all* shoooooooo....
i wanna shoo too...bye!

2005-01-27T13:33:00.000+08:00

Miss my birdprint? hehe, guess i blog really little these few weeks..uhh and talking about "miss", i really really really miss PINKY already(though she onli left ytd)...though i want ya to come back quick, still hope u'll enjoy urself fully there!

hmm this week's my study week and i'm getting sick of studying...veri sian u noe. Nevertheless thank God we're onli being tested on three modules so dun have to mug too much. Hmm PTL too, that i'm beginning to grasp the veri basic of POA when i decided to just learn it myself w/o asking anyone if possible, and i'm so happy i got it!!! haha, remember wanting to tell Alien that i felt so useless that time at Delifrance...weeee, i dun have to anymore=) yup, but i won't be complacent, cos i might still need help for the last 2 units...

well, how did i spend the week so far? what else can i do other than study and slack a bit(a bit onli hor...) hmm, and i just realised almost every day, i'm at OL...with alien there to study and acc. me, haha sound so lack..actually, i'm still thinking if i should go down today *to go or not to go...* My spirit is once again willing to study, but must travel all the way there, feeling rather reluctant to do so.

Okay okay, i've decided to go! anyway my productivity in studying is much higher there..at least i wont go online and sleep too much at OL..

well, lemme blog about tooosdae first! i had a great time with ball and pinky...we went to eat SUSHI!!!! that took so long to come to pass but i'm still happy it did! hehe, i had lupping and smiling gas and 3 of us were just rather kerazee that day...haha, i was so OOC till i spilled my glass of green tea=P and pinky's "pen" oso leaked and everything was just so Blue(u have to note that she's PINKY) oh i like the seaweed udon, seldom take vege but this one is just so delicious! heee...

As for ytd, went to OL to study with Diana and Alien, whom u can oso call Aiping or Apple...u noe why? cos she AI eating PING Guo so much! haha, i better not say the full name that i've given her, lest her face gets applish once again=P hehe, then after studying till about 5pm we went to meet Lamer and Meow Meow b4 going down to Bible House together...
BS was great though i was a lil' "fishy" already...hehe thank God i managed not to fish at all..o ya and this is the first time i had BS in such a crowded room..but at least i noe quite a lot of them so i wont have to go to BH alone again like before! yay! =D

After BS went to PS for dinner with Doggie and Meow Meow. Though the combi seems a lil' weird, we really had a crazy nite lupping at crazy things...haha and i realised Doggie ate much slower than mi *hmm, i wonder why..* After tagging meow meow to shop around and try on clothes, it was 10! wow, i was surprised to know how long she could take=P oh well, it's just like that when u're indecisive...just like mi! hehe

okay, time to eat! yeye bought food for mi...
*will try to blog again veri soon* MGBU

2005-01-22T01:46:00.000+08:00

PTL that i'm able to blog again..dunno wassup with my Internet mannnn, keeps givin' me problems nowadays. I'm onli able to sign into msn and go to NP webbie so i've got no idea how this miracle happened..hehe!

hmm had a fulfilling day today...started off with the celebration of my grandpa's bdae at J8's Crystal Jade=) Becos my family and relatives arranged to have tim sum together, we met there at 11am...so that means waking up at 9! sigh, i really gotta change my bad habit of slping so late.. *new year resolution!* well, back to the topic...hehe, the celebration was okay la, not as interesting as i anticipated=S hmm, everybirdy seemed a lil' tired and there weren't as many conversations as usual...haiz, and Janice Zeh Zeh just looked so pale and stressed out=( tried helping her relieve stress by crapping a lil' but to no avail...hmm i missed the times she crapped and joked along with mi, esp the "goldfish" pic we took together=) aiyo and Elephant(another cuzzie of mine) is so quiet and reserved nowadays, the onli time we reali chat is online and that's a bit ke xi...as for the rest, no diff la..just hoping that they'll all be more lively on CNY! i'm waiting for ANG BAOS!=D

After that my dad drove me(he just changed car, i oso dunno y...) to Orchard cos' my cell grp was there taking lunch and mainly to celebrate Lu's bday=) My family and i had the craving for ICE CREAM and since e316 was gonna go to Swensens, we decided to go for a cooooool treat! especially when it was so humid and sticky...woooo, the Sambal Fish is so deeelicious!!! *yummy yum yum* hmm im so hungry now...realised i havent taken dinner today =X

The rest of the cell grp made their way to Swensens after about 45mins...and not long after, my parents and "Big Head" left liao..

We had fun eating Earthquake but really veri er xin leh, now i noe why it's called earthquake...the giant one even looked like the after-effect of tsunami=P then Bro Tan was sssooo nice! though it's a lil' weird to be receiving our x'mas pressies onli now, he gave each and every one our gifts! haha and i was wishing everyone "Merry Christmas..." =X He got me a Fox jacket! thanks bro tan=) i thot u were jk when u said u bought a jacket for mi leh...

Oh my eyes are closing liao....

Hmm regarding Onion i really dunno how i shld feel or wad to do...just so eeeeee la, and in case this blog might not be seen by onli those whom i'd given, i better not say too much...u never noe wad some ppl are capable of doing=X alritey, i wanna go read bible liao...may God lead me away from the onion, haha=P

2005-01-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

heya! im so glad to be online once again..feels like i just had a 3-4 days MSN fast..so torturous man! tink i'm really dependable on the Internet and MSN, which is such a bad sign cos' we really shouldn't spend so much time online...

i'm right now using my lappy..miraculously connected to the modem after multiple unsuccessful attempts in the past...hehe PTL! but i seriously have no idea y my comp's Net is down, so abrupt..=( well, but i'm weird..cos after longing so much 2 come online, i feel like slping now that i'm online...hmm or maybe cos i'm SICK *cough cough, sniff sniff* ahhhh so itchy! oh but i realised so mani ppl are sick too..sigh, tink it's the weather la...hmm dunno if i sood go to sch 2mr leh...but even if i go see doc, it's once again gonna cost a BOMB(no way i'm gonna wait at the polyclinic) nvm, i believe God will HEAL meeeeeeeee! in Jesus' name, AMEN!
so sick of being sick liao.

PTL that my grp's already started with most of the projects, not so OOC liao=) just hafta endure a lil' longer, and we're done! woohoo, can't wait...

once again, i woke up late. Sigh, i feel so bad for always making ribena wait..hehe tink this makes another resolution for this yr man=P gotta adjust my waking up time to 730 and leaving house time to 810 the latest...hmmm, is that possible? i really cannot wake up earlier than that la.. haha, let's try!
hmm reached sch and we met wei teck and baby at the canteen...then("than") all of us reached class at 920=P and that would mean 20mins late..hehe, but at least better than last week's 40mins...an improvement!

Was such a sick-ening and fishable day...all the classes and lecture theatres were just so colddd..but thank God the "last" lecture ended at 12 plus...and all i was thinking of was my appointment with my dear bed at home, so immediately after buying some project stuff frm West Mall, i flew all the way to my nest! guess that was the fastest speed i flew this week=) and "than" i slept from 3 all the way to 7...haha, lazy bird i noe. i'm a sleepyhead wad...

oohh, perfect10 playing taufik's I DREAM now....ahhhhhhh, so nice, tink i've fallen in love with this song eversince the first time i heard it....haha, love at first erm, wad? hmmm, nvm brain not working...not important also la...

"I dream i can fly, like the bird in the sky, where my wings just want to give way"

alritey, i gotta go read bible...tata!

2005-01-05T01:06:00.000+08:00

birdie here seriously needs a BREATHER!!! From the start of week 4 till now, i haven't exactly slacked or should i say relax...aiyo why so many projects, assignments, tutorials, meetings and anything that u can think of! why does time have to fly faster than me, i need ketchup manzz..Oh ya, in case any of u think poly is relaxing, lemme tell ya it's not relaxing at all~ although it's true that u dun get all that stressed up, U'll be thrown at with all sorts of projects to do...so, like my current MSN nick...all i feel now is BUSY BUSY and just so BUSY!!! and rite at this moment, my MSN part of my com is so laggy, in fact hanging so i dun get to chat with anybirdy...see, so lack!

arghhhhh, i still have got Written Comm, Business Management, CATS, IAC and many many many more to do! not that they're very tough, but the thot of them just makes my teeny-weeny bird brain wanna explode...they're just like time bombs ticking away every minute and in no time...as i BLINK again, BOMB! time to hand in! urgh...just something the typical OOCian won't be able to cheng shou~

Kk enuff of my busyness which has made my not so busy lifestyle become so busy that i just feel as busy as a beeeeee......buzzz buzz buzz..."argh! dun sting me!"

As usual i woke up quite late again, wonder when i'll stop finding snoozing a pleasure..hehe, but thank God i wasn't that late so didn't waste any $ on cab fare..PTL! Reached class at 920, followed by blur blur, cat then claudia. Hmm one thing about this WCOM tutor, she's like 4ever in her own world toking about her own stuff...simply so hard to flow in the same river u noe...hmm but at least we tried hard to stay afloat, and by God's grace, we seem to finish all assignments on time so far and her impression 2wds my grp is good! Well class ended at 11 and we had Macroecons tutorial next...sigh, so hungry yet no time once again....

The next room was so cold..this Macro tutor is called Mr Ng...and he's just like the male version of the WCOM one...dunno wassup with this sem's tutors manzzz...WEIRDOs! and u noe what, he's our advisor and that's bad news..imagine asking him for help and not being able to flow with him to get solutions...sian1/2 =S Hmm at least i did my Macro tut and got most of them correct..PTL again! =)

Alritey, so the rest of the day was just normal and routine..hey, but i ate a LOT today...yummy! more to come 2mr...looking 4wd to my Salmon Udon and Cup Corn=) heeee...

Oh ya on my way home, outside Shuqun Pri Sch(my previous sch) i saw my pri 5/6 chinese teacher called Zhong Lao Shi aka Mdm Cheong!!! was initially thinking if i sood call her cos' she most prob wouldn't recognise mi after 5yrs..but dunno y, i just called her..said in mandarin, "Wo shi Xian Hui, ni ji de wo ma?"

and her funny response was, "orrrhhh ji de ji de, wahhh zhe me da le ah!" "Eh? shen me hui?" (what hui?)Haha so diaoz...veri Adadis...it's like oh bernice ah, u are?
hehe, just hope she does, but even if she doesn't, im still happy to see her! she's a reali cute and teaseable 'cher=P realli miss the toot and memorable pri skool daes.....

Okie time 2 fish....buai, MGBU!

2005-01-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

Hey everybirdy, HAPPY 2005 to ya!!! Hmm though i'm seriously lagging in terms of coming back to reality to believe that it's already 2005, i still hope and pray that this year will be a tremendous and greater one than 2004=)

Yippee, i've sorta written down many new year resolutions for 2005 ytd...hope i'll have the discipline to fulfill them. Okay, lemme list some:
1)Be less messy!
2)Complete my school tutorials....heee=P
3)Not to be so BLUR=S
4)Read the Bible from the start! *disciplineeeeeee*
5)Do more sitties...

and bla bla bla...not gonna list all, if not i'll feel pressurised if u guys noe everything and not seeing me do much to fulfill them...haha! ooops...
Hmm well for me, i tink one of the greatest thing i gotta overcome is to be less lazy and messy. Simply cos' this birdie here is super lazy and i just hate packing my stuff..haha, it's time for a CHANGE!

Hmm i won't exactly say that 2004 has been a great year for mi lah, but it certainly wasn't wasted nor disappointing...well, 2004 was the year i got to poly, got to make more frens, realise what FREEDOM reali is, done lotsa stupid and dumb stuff, say lotsa words wrongly, doen everything OOCly even though i try hard not to, gain BLURness and realise i'm even blurrer than i thot, joined Bookstore ministry, realise the importance and meaning of true friendship(how nice my Dearies are to meeeee...) the list just goes on and can never end...yea, i must say that from '03 to '04, i've become a more optimistic, cheerful, amiable, crazy, extraverted and even more 'I' person...hmmm, so i hope that i'll grow from strength to strength, glory to glory frm '04 to '05! God, i'd need YOUR help in this...=)

Oh and one thing....our dear AARON has flown away to Canada =( well, we sent him off just this morning and onli then did i realise he's been in the same CG as mi eversince i came to church...Aaron aka Eagle has been a great and wonderful brother to all of us...rite from the first time i saw him, he's been so niceeee, and caring...and i dun remember seeing him lose his temper or behave crudely b4...though Eagle was realli quiet in those times when we were in w20, he's realli grown and changed so much, in terms of looks, size and spirituality....Hehe, all i can say is...WE ARE GONNA MISS U!!! we reali hope u'll come back to s'pore soooooon.....

Apart from Eagle, my classmate wormy will oso be leaving s'pore for perth to study...awww im so envious yet so sad cos' i got so mani mani ppl to miss...even Cat is tinking of going to Finland to study...just dun like the feeling of parting with frens...Hmm though i'm really tempted to study overseas sometimes, i noe i just can't...partly due to the life i'm suited to in SG, and mainly due to my dear FRIENDS and FAMILY and of cos, CHURCH! well, SG isn't that bad afterall, at least i feel rather safe, protected and quite loved here...hehe! hmm, i just hope not so mani fwens will fly away...just stay here with birdie k=) cos' it's certainly not that fun to keep missing one another leh...

Hmm i'm getting a lil' "sleeeepish" already...tink all of us reali nid more rest...so far now, tata! MGBU

*well, if u realise that the font is different, it's becos it's already 2005..so, new font for new year!* AMEN? haha....

2004-12-26T11:16:00.000+08:00

wow i just realised i haven't been blogging for quite a long while...time just flies and it's been a beeeeezy beeeeezy weeeeek for many of us! Hmmm so busy till i dun even remember lotsa things or noe where 2 start...

ooh ya, it's been a week of writing CHRISTMAS cards and buying gifts for everyone...sadly, i'm not even done with them yet...and i haven't gotten any pressie for myself too, aiyo so lack..ehem! anybirdy who sees this, u noe what to do hor?
ohhh how bad of mi to rush into details, i've yet to wish everybirdy a MERRY MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope this season of blessing, celebrating and givin' will be an extremely enjoyable and fun-filled one for ya=) well, at least for mi, it's definitely better than last year! simply cos i dun remember getting so into the christmassy mood by buying and receiving so mani pressies....ahhhhhh, birdie feeeeeeels so loved! finali, i'm not LOL!

Hmm today is BOXING day, anybirdy wants a BOX from me? Ball, u wanted one rite? why haven't u cum to mi for it? quiiiick, ASK and u will RECEIVE! haha, im such a meanie nowadays..but thank God not to all, so there's still some "niceness" in me la, cos my name is berNICE mah...
i'm done with opening my x'mas pressies already, so kinda defeats the boxing day purpose for mi....hmmm, rite now still thinking where i sood go first b4 mtg the rest of them. Oh nvm, let's tok about CHRISTMAS SPECTACULAR 2004! it was held at the Singapore Indoor Stadium=) initially i onli had 1 fren, alan=X then on the eve itself, he msged mi and told me he'll be bringing 3 frens! PTL for that!!!! well, i thoroughly enjoyed the service though it was realli packed..and i hope my frens enjoyed it too! aiyo, but of all times they left during altar call=X nvm, next time then....well, i really liked the drama, dance and EVERYTHING else! just so SOLID!!! then that nite we made our way down to orchard road and it was simply so packed...t'was so hard that even jostling thru the crowd was a mean feat....well, didn't exactly enjoy that but at least we experienced the X'mas atmosphere...i reached home at 2 and was writing cards till 4 w/o even realising it!!!! then i got so OOC cos i had to reach SIS the next day, which means to wake up at 6!!! haha, so that simply means 2hours of sleeeeep....nvm, thank God for strength and energy cos the next day i managed to reach SIS by 750! reali PTL....even i cant believe that, everything was so "FLAST!" the train came when i reached the station, and the bus 11 came when i reached the bus stop! woohoo, so fun...hope every day can be liddat=P haha!

aiyo i gotta go bathe now la...cya!

2004-12-18T01:16:00.000+08:00

Feeling rather exhausted now, hope i can sleep earlier tonite though it's a friday and there's no nid to. Hmm actually i feel like exhausting now, tink i took too much chocolate and noodles...ahhh~, chocolates! i'd just finished eating my Merci chocolates both Ball and i bought from Watsons...so many yet finished so fast...now craving once again for more chocolates and muddy mud pie!!!!!

Well, it was indeed a reali chocolatey day! School started at 1pm today and it was Willie Hsu's(one of my fave teacher) lesson! Hmm but today we were kinda mischievous, in the sense that we didn't reali keep quiet and pay attention to him talk when we had to...Hehe but he was weirdly nice. Said, "okay just let bygones be bygones, forget that i just threw my temper okay"...then he put on a smile and started being his crazy usual self ald. Hee, u noe y i like him? cos his lessons aren't boring(unlike most others) and he sorts of releases stress by making it less "one-way communication" as possible...in this way, all of us interact more and feel no restrain to speak wadever we want=) it sorts of brings out the "extrovert" part of mi and that's really good i sood say! Ooh, and thru today's lesson, i found out that i use both sides of my brain almost equally!!!! so, even though it's onli as small as a peabrain, i'm not toopid k! Dun triffle with mi....eh? correct spelling anot *ponder* =S like triffle, or is it trifle? ahhh, wadever la! simply it means "dun pray pray ah!"

Lesson ended at 249pm and i went down with Baby to Orchard by bus, realise NP is actuali quite near orchard leh! okay, maybe i took quite long to notice that, but at least i found out=P reached far east plaza at 3plus and ball was already at the bus stop waiting for mi! Hehe so at that time it was the power of 3Bs! Baby Bird Ball! basically all of us were there cos they wanted to get new fones! urgh, too bad my fone is stil too new to change...it's reali not so fun to see everyone changing fone while u are still stuck to ur fone =( Haha well...that toopid crack on my screen is making mi wanna change even more~!!!! Hmm in the end, onli Baby got her fone...her sleeeek x500! hehe feel so blessed for her, and her sis got a 7260! =X Ball, u didn't see this okie=)
In a while, Ribena(my classmate) came tooo! She oso didnt get a hp in the end and 3 of us went to BK 2 eat instead.....but onli 2/3 of us ate cos i was fasting! hmmm PERSEVERE!!! thank God i did~

Then in no time, Ball and i parted with ribena and baby...cos we realised we havent bought the gifts for Christmas Gift Exhange tmr! So OOCly(once again), we went to get them...ahhhh all i can say is...TEMPTING! Haha, then straight after that we made or way to the train station..i had to go for PM at lulu's place and ball went for service=) seee, at least u weren't lack so i dun feel so bad=P

Yup the PM was GOOD! though there were onli Bro Tan, Ronald, Joseph, Jereline and I, the presence of God could be felt tangibly and i felt even more compeled this time to reach out to more and more FRENS! we must go to the highways and the byways..AMEN?

yea yea so after that we went to take dinner at clementi hawker centre..weeee, the 3 of us were reali hungry as we fasted 2dae..Haha, i ate Fried Vermicelli but there were so much TAUGAY that i spent more time removing then eating...well, it just tastes better the more effort we put in to eat! Haha...then Ronald and i took the train back, with him gg back to church and mi gg back to my NEST!

Alritey, time 2 rest my wings....so tired liaoz, till next time....cya! MGBU too!

2004-12-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

chip chip! i'm feeling so exhausted now, after a long day at school climbing up and down the hill, moving from one lecture hall to another...super tiring! how i wish i can exercise in another way...can't they refrain from putting the tutorial building and lect hall so far apart??? Zzzzz, seems like the time we spend walking far exceeds the time we take to absorb relevant facts...in fact, all the walking makes mi so exhausted that i just fish in the lect hall! ahhh...reali defeats the purpose manzzz...

Hehe, felt so "fishy" todae cos i literally was like a walking zombie after i left my house...met wormie at the traffic light and we went to school together...that gave mi even more reason to be fishy cos her eyes were also veri small, could anytime fit the bill of being my fishing partner:P by the time we reached the clementi bus stop it was already 845..haiz, this is considered earli, but we certainly made the wrong decision of not taking the shuttle bus from the other bus stop instead...cos this bus stop was SO SO SO very packed...in the end, we waited till so mani packed buses passed b4 we could finali go up one...it was already 9am! so earli yet so late! eeerieee-tating sia!

reached class late....haha, wad module ah? ohhhhh, business management! hmmm we had to interview our partners regarding previous jobs we'd taken on and our views...after that had to write story plot on dunno wad phua chu kang story...haha, so LAMB! immediately after this tut was business management lecture...hmmm the lecturer was so significantly SIGNIFICANT! not that im prejudiced or biased against indian people, but her accent was so strong i couldnt reali decipher wad she was saying...bleah! so then we intended to go off during the break, which was 1 hour after it started, but she was too smart, cos she used our attendance to threaten us....in the end, we had to stay thru the whole lecture....and of cos, i was at it again, my specialty----FISHING la!!!!!

bla bla bla bla bla bla......

okie, then Cat and i decided to go down to orchard, cos she wanted to develop some "fitos" for AMG at far east plaza, and i had BS at 6....
We started off by finding the cheapest price to develop the fitos at far east, then we went over to Lido, and back to far east again cos the rest let us down...haha, then after that walked and walked all the way to AMG's house to put the fitos into her letterbox(coool ah, can't imagine staying at orchard huh?) Hehe, then we continued our journey and finali reached paragon cos we wanted to get some drinks...and from para we moved on to PS, cos Ball was there already=) Hmm t'was such a "walkathon day"!!!!! well, exercising in the form of walking is quite good actuali..so i would consider it a PRODUCTIVE day!

Cat and i then walked into starbucks at PS cos i just sensed ball's presence there..haha, i oso dunno y=S after much talking and slacking, cat and i went off...leaving ball to slack alone(but not lonely i noe) haha thanks for waiting!

i reached BH a lil' late...oooops! and i was so OOC again, cos the preacher wasn;t bro MH and i got flustered...haha, weirdly, everyone isnside also didnt look familiar. Thank God i managed to see the title on the page of the person in front of mi...it matched mine! So, wad does this mean????? i'm in the correct class la! okay, i'm being tumb again=P Hehe, today's lesson focused on MISSIONS!!! and i reali spurred mi on to reach out to more ppl out there, that we hafta make disciples of ALL the nations! well, the onli thing i felt bad about was being "fishy" once again, guess im just not accustomed to waking up earli in the morning...hope i can adjust in no time!

Hmm BS ended at 710 and i walked all the way back to PS again(see, walk walk walk!) ball was still at starbucks! haha, then OOCly, we went to Mac to eat! well, even before ordering we were so OOC, can u believe it? haiyo, y ah???? haha k...lemme fill u in...the ez-link machine "hanged" on us when we were deciding wad to eat! haha, it's like my finger was pointing and out of a sudden, the screen turned white!!! then all the error messages appeared and bla bla bla...just so OOC lah, that machine! yup yup yup, so we ate and drank and was merry!

okie okie, ball is shoooooing mi off now...not that she's mean but she ought to! byeeeee...MGBU!

2004-12-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

OKAY carrot, here i am! after so much complaining and pestering from u, i'll blog for ur sake...happie? hmm it's been so mani days since i typed out my feelings and analogy on wad happened every day. I really have no idea how i should start=S aiya tink i'll just summarise everything lah...

School started on the 6th of December..and to be frank, there wasn't even a feather of mi looking forward to this day. I was rather apprehensive when this "fateful" day just seemed to be drawing closer and closer with the blink of an eye..furthermore, i was reali stressed up about the zone camp too. Not that i didn't like it, but it was like from the 7th to 10th, which starts on the second day after school reopens...i didn't noe whether or not to pon school---just a week full of dilemma b4 the camp lah...thank God it's all over now. Phew!

Hmm the first day of school was rather dull lah, sad to say...i reached school a little late, thankfully xiaoyun and angela were in the same bus as mi..so together we went to vince to meet my "gang"..haha something happened when we just left the canteen---xiaoyun didn't walk properly and "sprained" her ankle...oh man, haha wad a thing to happen on the first day of school, furthermore we haven't climbed up the "hill"! Hehe, notice sprained is in inverted commas? Yeah, reali hafta thank God for this, cos after groaning and screaming in pain, her ankle was suddenly alright already...haha PTL! then we continued our journey up the hill..erm i mean, lecture theatre=P Hmm lecture was so BORING lor...wad a letdown! not that i wanna blame the teacher lah, but i reali dislike that kinda teaching style..and in addition to my sleepy and ready-to-fish state, i started to fish in no time=) Hehe then i realised all my other frens couldn't exactly concentrate too, so NOF lah!

Okie! then toosday was the first day of our veri much talked about CAMP FISSION! actuali to mi it came a lil' too fast, or maybe it's just that it's one day after my school starts so it feels like the wrong timing...well, regardless of that, i wasn't feeling excited leh...oso dunno y...anyway, thank God for those who accompanied mi on the fone when all of us were packing our bags.....

Hmm so after calculating the costs and so mani days of "libran-ic" decision, i finally decided to pon school for the full 3 days of the camp, cos if i didn't i would have to spend so much time, effort and money(reali a LOT) just to be able to appear at the camp for just a while----hmm reminds mi of wad i learnt in business----OC! haha...so OOC=P

Camp Fission.....
1st day...well, i've to admit i was reali veri tired and listless, not in the camp mood at all..but somehow i began to "wake up" after we reached there...hmm dun feel like typing down everything. All i can remember is that the first day was quite interesting, cos we got to noe the ppl who're in our teams and brainstormed a lot...haha, that reali helped mi use my already rusty bird brain--must maximise POTENTIAL u noe! ya and the mani preaching sessions by the leaders were reali awesome! i managed to learn so much more than usual, more about how 2 become a leader and so on...yep, but i fished a little too=p haha, feel so bad!
2nd day...hmm got STM now...all i remember was the end time game called Mission to China or sth. Haha, i felt so tumb! cos jean, sandy and i actuali hid under a covering for mani packs of cement for 2 hrs!!! throughout the whole 2 hrs we were whispering to one another, trying to find a comfortable position and sleeeeping! (i fissed=P) Aiyo...but then again, we're not that tumb lah, cos the game did end much earlier than it actuali shld due to some injuries and vehicles that were around. Bleah....but i feel so bad making so mani ppl worried about us(esp. ball, dolphin and all the leaders, SORRY SORRY~) but reali PTL that nth happened to us...well, we were praying thru'out la...so God protected us!=)
3rd day...Hmm o ya my fishing rate was by then reali high, but after the preaching session bro tay laid hands on most of us(i had the priviledge of getting 4 times=) hehe and God's presence was SO strong that so mani of us were weeping and moaning veri OOCly..well that's GOOD! i reali enjoyed His presence! hope we can be lost in it 4ever~ then at noon we were rehearsing for our skit and cheer...well, all of us reali gave our best shot and presented our 2 and a half day's "work" on thurs evening. Haha most of the skits were so comical and we reali enjoyed watching each and every one done by the different teams...thru this, i found out the power of creativity of God and us too! yep yep..and at nite..awwwww wad can i said...all of us just teared and teared continuously. Okie finali im able to say the reason now. Actuali i tink almost everyone teared becos of the song and touching moment..and for mi, it's mainly becos of our cg mulitiplication...awww~ happie yet sad...
Hmm some of us left on thursday nite as we had 2 go to school the next day...

yup so overall, CAMP FISSION was great!!!!! i came as a sleepy and exhausted person...and left as a more exhausted person, but so much more on fire for GOD!!! PTL! thank God i didnt miss this yr's camp again for toopid reasons=) hmmm, no regrets at all!!!!

Okie now SATURDAY! went out with NoNo, pinky and ball....cant rem wad happened but i tink we were all so crappy..oh ya, we went to the TCC at millenia walk to slack and i saw my sec sch fren, aidil! haha he was working there...then after a while pinky saw her ex-manager...wad a small world sia! so in the end they gave us a 20% discount! so shiok..then after aidil knocked off, we fellowshipped with him and his gf, called zeela, zila...sth liddat=) after that, at around 7 plus we went to walk walk at suntec and pinky saw a pink OP jacket which was so her! since they had no more stocks there, we went over to Raffles City's Op to get it..woohoo! a productive day for pinky indeed!

SUNDAY! was awoken by ball at 845, but but but...i slept till 950=P haha, sori ball...that's wad u alwaes do to mi oso wad, so we're quits! hmm i reached church at 1050..
Service today felt different from usual...haha, maybe cos Pastor kept mentioning it's a large cell grp mtg and everything wasn't as formal. The ppl from our zone were oso quite tired and a few sick...hee thank God i didn't fish today, or i'd have let myself down man....
After service we went to 2nd best. Amber announced the multiplication of CG there and i believe those who have not heard it would have been so shocked to hear such a news...well, i already knew it a couple of weeks ago, yet i realise i've yet to come to terms with it..knowing that i have to leave so mani of them...esp BALL and PINKY!!!!!! awwww wad can i say, hmmm i dunno....all i noe is that im reali reali reali gonna miss u!!!!!
****ball! be strong k..u're not as weak as u tink la...and as u said, the story of ball and bird still continues! U're definitely not gonna see less of mi ya? Just "HAHA HAHA HAHA" ur way thru, and everything will be alrite =P Stay happie~

That's all...i gotta slp now...poof!

2004-12-01T23:21:00.000+08:00

Ah ha! finali i'm blogging again...wanted 2 blog last few days but was so distracted by all the msn PMs till i became lazy 2 blog. Alritey, wad should i say today? Hmmmmm...

i was awoken at about 1040 by my forever so persistent mooooody and that absolutely made me moody cos i was so lack of sleep! hehe, sometimes i really dun like her to be on leave, cos if she isn't, i'd be able to sleep like a pig..oink oink!

Arranged to meet ball at orchard at 1pm and she came so "earli"!!!! tink just "earlier" by one hour lah, nth much rite? haha=X i tink i reached at 110-15, so i went to FJ women then to my favourite Esprit to shop first...woohoo, so happie wisma oso got Esprit..and it's so big some more...cool huh? any Esprit fans around? can shop 4 new year clothes with me...haha!

After ball finali reached, we were trying 2 decide where sood go to eat since we were famished...food court, no...fast food, no...slow food, wads that actuali? hmmm so in the end...TCC, alrite,, let's go!!!! Haha, actuali had the intention of saving $$, but since it's ald the last week for mi 2 enjoy my hols, i decided that we sood pamper ourselves! furthermore, eating and slacking is our forte so we gotta find a good place with good food...and there u go, TCC at cine! the coffee connoiseur...hee, stil cant reali pronounce that word correctly, what's the right pronunciation anyway? =P Ahh anyway, we were toking toking toking+ eating + slacking...hmm not gonna go into details=P hehe, ball ate her erm..dunno wad chicken breast with potato wedges and mine was mamma mia! but veri gelak..cos so cheesy~ well, in the midst of munching we realised we dun have much $$$ even when combined...so after we called for the bill, true enuff, we were short of a few dollars...haha, so the NICE ball went to draw $$$..thanx ah! thank God u didnt run away with my card=X

Then we went to heeren for a while...actuali wasnt our intended place...onli got there cos ball saw her fren near the traffic light and was toking to her mah, so in the end tok until all cross 2gether to heeren lor....haha so after that we crossed back and waited somewhere outside the big Esprit for Henry to come=)

The 3 of us went to Coffee Club to eat...haha cos somehow ball and i had more $$$ deposited into our accounts from our mooodies, and had the craving for MUDDY MUD PIE tooo!!! ya, so it's reali hard 2 be thrifty when the power of 2 'B's is too strong=P Yep, so we slacked at Coffee Club and took our fave MMP...deeelicious! hmm after toking crap and eating...we slacked again and ball suddenli fell asleep(was so oblivious to the surroundings)...and as henry said, it was a time of FELLOWSLEEP! haha, new word of the day=) okie, then we left at abt nearlly 7 i tink....

Yup, that's all...then i went to Jean's house to pass them consent form...reached home at 820 and watched SI! woohoooo, i'm so so so so so happy taufik won!!!!! haha, TAUFIK u rockkkkkk~ sly did well too la...no matter wad, all have their own style and personality and of cos, FANS too! hmm most imptly, SI rocks! alritey..so slpy, im off to slp!

2004-11-30T02:05:00.000+08:00

Heya, long time no blog! sori 4 not updating ya, cos im reali reali lazy=P but u noe wad, it's time for me to sleep now..So, i'll blog another day perhaps! Okie that was an entry, BYE for now~

2004-11-25T01:32:00.000+08:00

Today has been much better than ytd, definitely. As i was telling Carrot, ytd just felt like a dream, and that's really good cos' it certainly feels great to tide over such an unhappy "dream". Frankly speaking, i was surprised to see my parents acting so normally, esp my mum, who gave mi a dressing down just last nite..
As my mum initially wasn't too happie about me putting church and frens b4 family, i decided to spend the nite out with them 2dae..thank God i made the right decision cos' if i were to not be with them and reach home late once again, i believe i'd have to face the music again. Yep, so we went 2 KBox and sang our hearts out, haha...as i was at orchard earlier, i onli reached at 8pm and they were ald in the room...thot they wud be angry with mi 4 reaching late, but PTL all were having fun..esp BigHead, and if u noe him and have heard him sing, ahhhhh u wud understand y my ears were hurting throughout the session manzzzz...What a squeeeak! haha, i tink this BigHead screams more than he sings, but 2 bad la, that's quite inevitable when gg 2 KBox with him...the onli difference 2dae was that i'd forgotten 2 prepare myself mentally 4 that squeaky voice=P haha oh...i'm being 'M' again! Hmm so as usual, onli BigHead, Daddy and me sang(mostly Jay Chou, SUN, Westlife, Britney and Stef Sun's songs). Dunno why but mummy will never dare embarrass herself even in front of us...*ponder....*

Hmm okay enuff of KBox...
We were supposed to have an outing with our cell frens 2dae but in the end seemed more like a members' or e316 gathering...haha tink the onli fren we had 2dae was Douglas...nvm at least better than none. So we met at 1 at Orchard...in the end onli Pinky, Yiu Loong, Kelvin, Douglas and i went(sigh, a bit pathetic)..yup, so we went first to Mos Burger(my 1st/2nd time there) and i ate SALMON RICE BURGER!!! haha, dunno y i ate so slowly 2dae. I noe u must be thinking i alwaes eat so slowly, but i was even slower than slow..haha, maybe becos never eaten that b4=P Then we went to Giordano, pinky and i bought a top each, and YL jeans! Then as we cont walking we ran into Alien and Meow-meow!! haha i didnt noe orchard is that small. Yepx, so they joined us and we went up and out to OJ&DQ for ice-cream...yippee, as expected, i ate BROWNIE TEMPTATION and the more i eat, the more i lurrrve it...yummy~ Then we headed to HMV and while crossing the road we saw Dolphin and Alex...woooohooo, so amazing to meet so mani ppl man=) Hmm but that dolphin wanted 2 watch Shutter so both of them went off...

At HMV it was all about walking, walking and walking...hehe, guess the guys felt quite bored tagging along...but there reali wasnt anything esle to do except shop for pressies for the bdae ppl, and when u shop, u definitely have to WALK rite? haha 2 bad 4 them lor~

At around 545 Pinky and YL had 2 leave for conference and it was onli left with Doug Kel and i....we moved on to Cine then Orange and Eileen joined us..guess where we went..YOSHI!!!!! haha i ate SB! At 705 we left Cine, with doug and kel gg home, orange and "julie" gg 4 the Head Start thingy at Suntec, and mi 2 Lot 1's KBox=) Hehe oh yeah, Kel was so nice...took the long way just to acc mi cos he said he was very FREE anyway...oh well, "thank U!!"

Okie, time 4 birdie 2 shoo....buai!

2004-11-24T02:44:00.000+08:00

Hmm i dun exactly feel good now...that sentence my mum said just left a deep impression on my heart, a negative one indeed...guess wad she said, "Call yourself a Christian!" Oh man, it's like bam! an arrow pierced into my heart lor...i noe it's not her fault for worrying about mi, and i really feel bad for coming back so late every day, but this remark is a bit too harsh for mi...makes mi feel that i let God down too=( *sigh.....* Throughout the whole "reprimanding" i was so quiet...didnt want and didnt noe what to say at the same time...argh, furthermore still gotta worry about the outing 2mr...sian 1/2!!!
Okay what happened was that the seminar on "How shall we live" ended at around 11pm 2dae...and alice, veggie and mi decided to go take supper cos' we were all so hungry. So we went to the coffeeshop near my house after much thought...ate till 12plus and decided to eat ice-cream too! Hehe, mani funny moments at 7-11..haha, so tumb of us to take out all the ice-cream from the ice box and displaying them on top of it...thank God they didnt see us doing it, if not it would have been so pai seh for mi, esp when u gals ran off..leaving me alone 2 "keep" the ice-cream..
Yep so then after eating it was about 1plus ald..my mum called and was so angry with me...sigh~ then i immediately ran back home, urghzzzz, certainly didnt feel good man...
Haha, so u can imagine the MUSIC i faced when i reached home lah, and that sentence was the first thing she said..how saddening~ i mean once is like enuff lor, still repeated...=S

Ahhhh i dun wanna tink anymore lah...all i can do from now on is spend more time with them and dun come home so late every day lah...as if i got a choice..

Okie...certainly feeling better now, at least blogging provides mi with an outlet to thrust all thoughts, just like throwing trash away into a bin...yupz, i'm fine...peepz, dun worry ah...i can guarantee by the time u read this, i'll be cheerful and happie again=) okay slping time! MGBU..

2004-11-23T01:02:00.000+08:00

It's right now 1:41am and i just feel so reluctant to type my blog. But Clara, since u asked me to, and also cos' it's good to relive memories from the past next time when i review my entries, i thought i shld just sacrifice a lil'...must also step outta my "comfort zone"...haha, cos' if im not typing now, i'd have been in my cosy nest sleeping like a PIG(Pretty Intelligent Gal) haha....

Arhhzzz, had no monday blues todae...BUT i wouldnt consider it a good day, though fulfilling in the sense that i exercised quite a lot. In fact, it was like one of the most OOC days of my life so far..really CTI leh..
Hmm how sood i start ah, it's really hard but nvm i'll try. Must learn how to be more expressive oso mah..hehe

Went cycling with Pinky and Ball 2dae...aiya but 2 bad Elmo couldnt make it. Oh ya, before the OOC part..i just wanna say PINKY, congrats!!! You've gained ur cycling license...haha so happie 4 u, but of cos that cant hold a candle to ur degree of happiness..sense of satisfaction and fulfillment hor...all thanks 2 us coaches! i'm definitely not gonna eat humble pie 2 much when im blogging...too full also la...hehe!
Okie okie, OOC part...i took the train to city hall, then walked to the bus stop to take bus 16. O and to digress a lil', i was so shocked/surprise to see sharon au and a few other artistes in a high-class boutique when i turned around while waiting for the bus..haha that was so cool, tink they were trying on some clothes and costumes for some tv serial or sth. Yup so talking abt the bus, after about 20-30mins on it i realised i was at orchard road. But i stil didnt get down, maybe cos' i thot it would eventually turn to ECP or sth..haiz, is that tumb or wad? i dun realli noe, but now that i tink over, i tink i reali was lor..sad case la! yup okay, so by the time i finally relented to the fact that im actuali not on the rite bus, i was alreadi at tiong bahru~~~~ urgh! felt like a total toopid bird at that time...so tumb some more=(

I then ran over to the other side to take bus 16 and the journey was so long man..reali regretted ATM (at that moment) not having got down earlier in the other toopid bus=x i tooka piece of "bus guide" and realised a person like mi couldnt understanda paper like that..so i decided to ask the uncle, but being an introvert(in case u didnt noe) i didnt dare to cos the bus was so crowded, then veri pai seh=P After about 20mins, the bus abruptly jerked...and my water bottle which was seated beside me rolled to the ground then down to the door...haha, i could sense all eyes on me, all i could do was to ACT CALM, which was like such a contradiction to my alredi OOC state! *sigh, reali bad* Haha so after i went down to pick up my bottle i directly went to the bus uncle to ask about where to alight...and PTL the uncle was so nice, talked to mi a lil' and even told mi when it was time to get off...hehe i guess this was the onli gd thing that happened thru'out the toopid bus ride, felt like i was touring s'pore manz...oops, but i was like so pai seh, didn't dare look at anyone at all~

Yup so after reaching ECP went to Mac to find Ball and Pinky, who actuali waited for mi b4 cycling...haha were u all nice, or just waiting 4 time 2 pass so that ur food can digest? hmm u never noe~ =P okay so by the time we rented the bikes it was ald 2pm..then we went to the "footprint" lane and taught Pinky how 2 cycle...yippee, thank God u managed to grasp the art of cycling b4 4pm...that's the power of having faith in urself and not giving up...ya?=)

we left ECP at around 430pm...with me gg to meet alien to go sentosa, and ball and pinky gg 4 their TRP BBQ. Tried so hard 2 find the bus stop with bus 16 so in the end took a cab to city hall....u noe wad, while in the cab i saw a bus stop...and there was the no. 16 written there!!! urgh! exasperated sia~ ya...tink URGH is the onli word to describe my feelings la...

Alien and i reached sentosa at 545....then we saw our 4D sitting on the beach, looking so exhausted..hehe, come to tink of it, 545 is reali late. But i dun regret gg, cos' we managed to play quite a few games of Captain's Ball and it was really FUN, helped mi tink of our PE times during sec sch...awwWWwww! oh and that lack*lek teng) was so OOC(as usual lah) while playing CB that nunu moo alien and i couldnt stop lupping and teasing her...oops! i noe that's really mean of us but she's just so funny!!! hehe, so after playing moo nu alien and i played "circle"...then the sky became dark and all of us went to take a bath..

Yep then we went to Harbourfront Centre for dinner and made our way back..oh and i fell down on our way to the station...urgh! OOC lah, so many of them were behind mi..and i rem ernest telling mi "i didn't see anything"....and right after i fell, even b4 i got up, alien was like lupping so uncontrollably, then the rest sorta joined in....ahhhhh y so MEAN????
K lah, just to sum up everything...i really felt so OOC, furthermore i didnt list all of'em down...yep yep, now i noe wad more to pray 4 in my QT from now on...haha....im reali slpy now, bye!!!

2004-11-22T01:09:00.000+08:00

wooo finali im back!!! Has been such a long time since i got down to my blogging business. Why? Cos' i'm just simply as LAZY as a lazybone...haha, and BUSY as a bee! hehe okay quick one..i'll have to shoo at 140, so that we'll have enuff slp, then we'll be realli charged up 2 cycle 2mr!!! Heee im so excited but am not looking 4wd to the journey there...urgh! cos i'll be making my way down 2 east coast park ALONE(the rest stay in the east, saded sia)...u noe how lonely that is???=( booohoo..anybirdy wanna join mi? or rather join us? the more the merrier! oh well, actually another reason why im happie is becos' i havent been exercising in EEYORE years....weeee! so ball, pinky and elmo, let's go all out 2mr k!!!! wahahahaha, im really an excited bird now=D furthermore 2mr got 4D class outing....so after a long libran thought, i decided to be fair and go 4 both cycling and outing-----see, birdie has pea-sized brain but it isn't dysfunctional okie!

Oh toking abt pea-sized really reminds me of wad Pst Kong said during service 2dae....aiyo, i really felt that it "was for me"...haha! it was like such a direct shoot at me and my fellow birds, but at least he said "....even birds with pea-sized brain know it, what more...." Haha, i cant really remember the exacts words but at least birds noe something and that's goooood.

Anyway 2dae was a really Exhaustive day lor....found out that it's due to the steamboat that we had with e316 last nite...though we had a good time eating(esp Pinky and i who ate like gluttons) and fellowshipping, i tink the food was a teeny weeny bit contaminated...cos LaLa, Pinky, Nutella and i had tummyache 2dae...so it was like a competition of exhaustion. Haha, if u dun get wad i mean, it's okay, dun panic cos' it's just some "lamb" way of naming Big Business(dun ask mi wad that is...) Seeee, even Nutella who practically drank only the soup cud get tummyache, wad more us! Okay no matter what, we sood still thank God in everything ya? Pinky, not for everything k! Haha=P At least all of us had a fun time eating and playing the number game=)

Hmm actually i've got loads more things to say, but i feel really exhausted(it's really physically exhausting u noe...multiple attempts some more...urgh!) well, i wanna go slp liao...will continue 2mr~ MGBU!

2004-11-20T03:07:00.000+08:00

Time for me to UPDATE my blog yeah? but no, not now, birdie gotta go catch 40winks! tink i'll start my blogging business 2mr...i hope so~
MGB2mr's CG, ball game and steamboat! okie, cya!

2004-11-11T01:19:00.000+08:00

cHiRp!!!! i feel so restrained by the time todae cos' i'll have to sleep soon=( Hehe, gotta wake up at 515! omg, that's so earli compared to my usual waking time....hmm but still i dun intend to slp so earli cos we'll stil have plenty of time to sleep on the coach. Hope it's gonna be a luxurious one *crossing my feathers..* Actualli i'm not looking forward to this trip to KL, maybe if it's Australia or Switzerland i wud be, but somehow i've just got this thing against M'sia...haha, just indescribable in a negative way=P But ....but there's one thing i look forward to..and that's buying lotsa stuff like clothes and fooood! yeah FOOD, yummy food! oh yeah, and this time is different too, cos' my relatives will be coming along too. So that will mean more FUN! i luve travelling' with auntie nellie and uncle jimmy...haha, at least it wouldn't be as boring..*oops! hope my parents dun read this=P*

oh, come to think about it, i'll be receiving my results real soon...via SMS some more! and i've yet to tell my dad to subsribe to auto-roam..urgh! so OOC...or sood i just keep myself in suspense until i come back????? hmmmmmmm...

well, let the 12th worry about itself lah. For now i just can't be bothered....

Todae was an EMPTY dae...im referring to my poor stomach, haha! not that fasting is that torturous but i onli managed to get to eat at 745. yay! but i'm happie i scraped thru=)

i was woken up by nat 2dae at about 11 30 i tink, but i went back to slp...then at 12 orange called to ask mi 2 go down church 2 help out with counselling packs, and i had to reach by 1. By the time i finished packing my stuff for KL i realised it's 1230 ald and i got uptight! haha, as u noe, i can't bathe within 10mins....

Okay so i took a cab down onli to realise that they actuali postponed the starting time to 130-45...haha, nvm things liddat alwaes happen and i've gotta learn how to overcome OOCness hehe! So all of us(tink abt 100) fen gong he zuo until 4plus...yippee, this is the first time i feel as diligent and productive as the 7 Dwarfs! yeah TEAMWORK is powerful!

I then left church with Delphine cos both of us had to go for BS at Dhoby Ghaut=) haha but due to no food leading to no brain juice, i realise i couldnt think when toking to her..so everything i said was CRAP..hehe poor DEL=)

I reached PS at 515 i tink, then went straight to starbucks to find Ball. LW was there too. Oh ya u noe sth??? Haha although we dun come from apes or monkeys, this crazy BALL can actuali act like one INVOLUNTARILY! *ooh ooh, ahh ahh!!!* yeah, involuntary is the word..haha Ball, good job! i take my hat off u=) okie so after a while doggie stan came and i had to leave for BH ald.

ATM both ball and dog went to watch the movie, SHUTTER...and by the way they describe it, i tink it's reali one reali reali horrifying movie that will leave U in shudders *feathers stand* =S
Haha sood i watch? or sood i not? i don noe...hehe!

Yep, as my BS ended b4 their movie i went to Mac to eat free cheeeeeeseburger + apple pie + i cant rem wad..hehe, this is my first time dining alone but it was good fellowshipping with a cheeseburger, not lonely at all! furthermore my fren was at the other table and pauline at another..haha, so i was surrounded by ppl! ain't lack of LOVE...

After that went to Carrefour with ball and dog..i got myself 2 packs of SUSHI and chocolate MEWK! haha, cool..i wanna try the salmon puffs next time! okie okie then we went to our fave slack place at basement and slacked till 10plus..

At the DG station i felt so TUMB! cos ball and dog were praying somewhere under the escalator and i was standing beside oso praying a lil'....and becos' no one in their right mind wud stand beside the escalator, so mani ppl looked at mi like i'm some weirdo. Haha..moral of the story: dun stand beside an escalator looking tumb! unless u wanna feel like a tumbo! urgh...

oh ya...before we reached the station that toooopid ball made fun of mi...intentionally! remember that hamster stunt she did about a month ago, she played that on mi just now and i feel TUMB!!! cant believe i actuali listened to U..ahhhh, dun bully mi again k.....DUMBALL!

okay timmy quack wants mi 2 blog about him.....okay here it goes, TIMOTHY aka Uncle Duckie, i just mentioned ur name! no way am i gonna blog about that....hehe! it's ald 123 now, oh no late liao...

Will fly back in 3 days' time....dun miss mi!!!!

2004-11-09T23:05:00.000+08:00

aiyo CARROT, my previous font size really that small ah...k lah, i'll change it this time..for ur sake that is! hehe i'll be wating fer ya to finish ur Os okie...then we'll watch movie together. But by then won't The Forgotten be over ald? hehe, we'll see first ya? Haha...

I woke up earlier today, at 12 plus i tink..and i'm happie i'm improving----from 2plus to 1 plus to 12plus...and i believe in no time, i can wake up in the morning! haha sounds like an easy task, but it reali isn't to me cos' snoozing has become a recent hols habit....ooohhhhh, haha!

That KMF, as usual, kept asking me about wad i wanted to eat and bla bla bla...anything that has to do with FOOD he wud bring up. URGH! that's like the ultimate temptation..that's why i've been out every day lately, not wanting to create unnecessary trouble 4 myself too...

So i called Dolphin to ask her out...
Hehe, i was 20mins late 2dae*i feel bad=P* We decided to watch Doll Master at cineleisure..
The show started at 525pm and i was like deciding if i sood buy any food in so that i can immediately eat at 6pm..haha but in the end i decided to resist the temptation for a while longer.
Thank God Dolphin bought a packet of Doritos nachos..and when it was 6, my wings automatically was directed to that pack which was initially so near and yet so far. haha i've no idea wad this means but i was just so HUNGRY! Well, apart from that Doll Master was not bad i would say. Though it's not the typical kinda horror movie...it had a tinge of comical parts in the midst of the show..so it was overall a FUNNY and SCARY movie. haha we were like practically lupping like mad one moment and screaming the other. T'was cool though..worth watching la=)

Hehe after the movie we immediately went to eat..ooh, i just realised i didnt tink of eating Yoshi till now..guess wad we ate? hmm dun tink u're that smart lah. Haha we took Kobayashi *tink onli ball would noe wad i'm referring to..* i took the Swirled edd udon and dol ate chicken udon...after that our stomachs were still not full so we walked a bit and decided to go to Coffee Club! Haha there we ate the deeeeelicious CHOCOLATE TRUFFLE!!! *oh those who're fasting, u didn't see this!* i tell U, it's so heavenly though it wasn't one of the popular recommendations...so NICE i enjoyed every layer of the cake..especially the coffee part, just melts in ur mouth..tink that layer is coffee ice-cream or sth. Hehe i dun tink i'll be able to forget the taste of it...simply tintillating~
Haha we actualli stil wanted to order another cake but in the end resisted the temptation...partly cos' i was ald a lil' broke...

hmm so after that we took bus 190 back....

2004-11-09T01:34:00.000+08:00

hmm after deciding for quite a while i decided to return to my blogging business! hehetink i've been asking pinky for a couple of days if i sood blog..and i would alwaes end up not blogging due to laziness. u must be thinking im alwaes so LAZY! yeah, im not gonna deny this time. but blogging not easy leh...still hafta think and recall wad happened, then phrase it in a way that's readable. Hmm i feel weird...dunno y im blogging abt how difficult it is to blog...crazy rite =S

Hmm lemme recall....

On wednesday, ball came to stay over at my nest cos we wanted 2 bake a cake for Orange and Pinky's Bdae!!! Haha..the time when we were trying to keep it from orange and pinky wasn't easy, in fact it was so OOC that i felt it wasn't a surprise anymore...but we reali had a good time. I remember having the MSN conference with pinky, dolphin, alien. At that time ball and i were using the Polygamy and it was super OOC cos we werent supposed to let pinky noe that ball's at my house..so then we had so mani chat windows till i became so blur~ Oh ya plus dolphin's (*+*)!!! haha joke of the nite man....i noe it's veri mean of us but we were practically luffing so hard on my floor when she typed that! and until now i stil cant believe she actuali used that as her nick...haha....oops! Oh and y were we on the floor? actuali cant remember y...but was quite xin ku..had 2 keep typing and looking up.....neck veli suan~
Then in no time ball was asleep ald...weirdo! on the floor also can slp so easily...haha and i was wondering if i sood wake her up to go on the bed and slp, cos if my mum were 2 noe that she slept on the floor, she'd kill mi for torturing my fren=P Hehe but thank God ball outta a sudden woke up and went up to the bed...hmm but i still wonder y she doesnt remember gg up at all...was i actuali toking to a sleepwalker at that time? *freaky!* And then at 2 i went to slp...

That's not all...suddenli at 2plus AM i came down from my upper "deck" to off the radio and ball suddenli talked to mi..saying she cant slp and bla bla bla..but it was onli 2plus!!! haha, then after a while she was asleep again....WEIRDO sia!
Yep these are some "unheard footage" about this weird ball's sleeping habits! =P

We woke up at 11 the next morning..and started baking our cake. Oh, one impt thing to note...it was our first time, so we're AMATEURS! haha the whole process was quite cool lah, though i hafta admit i was lazy and left ball with most of the mixing job..it was overall quite fun, yet VERY VERY tempting cos we were fasting and couldn't even lick the chocolate sauce...so URGH! okie, if u wanna noe more about the cake, just go to ball's blog and see her Thursday's entry...

Hmm after baking and everything we went to watch movie with Ivan...then Amber along too! haha, but on our way there, at chinese garden, she suddenli called ball to ask about her whereabouts...then she heard the announcement of the stop "Chinese garden" and we were like "oh no!" cos there wasn't any reason for ball to be at CG since she stays at Bedok. So that in itself was fishy...Argh nevermind! Most imptly, they were still quite surprised and touched(i hope!) on saturday during the BBQ. Oh! and the cake was, to our surprise, quite NICE! haha, that may be a lil' thick-skinned of mi for saying that...but it's true wad, i reali loved it! =X

Haha so Saturdae was BBQ day and it turned out quite well..thank God we had mani frens=) hope all of'em enjoyed themselves and will come back next week!

Sunday was another tiring day cos' i had to wake up eali to serve..hehe, though Pinky didnt wake us up(hehe dun worry, it's not ur fault=P), i managed to not snooze for too long....and PTL, i reached church b4 730!!! was so proud of myself cos im seldom so earli..hehe
Service was SUPERB and i love the new praise song, ONE! yay, more and more CHC-compositions coming up..cool! cant wait for another CHC CD!

Hmm okie finali MONDAY! Hmm..i seem to have a new habit this holiday, which is to snooze for hours even after i'm "awake"..so i tink i was onli officially awake at 2plus today. Urgh! i feel so bad..especially when i'm fasting too! reali hafta pray that God will take away this SNOOZE SYNDROME in me frm now on!

Oh no, i dun feel like typing anymore....lemme summarize it....

i had to take GS quiz, and pinky CL..so went down to orchard to meet orange. I also persuaded ball to come down..hehe
When i reached Lido, clara VeGgie 10/10 bernadette orange pinky and ball were there! woo..first time so mani of us hanging out 2gether...
yep so after all the test, BS and slacking it was abt 7plus 8 ald....then shoot came! oh nono, sood be sister shoot..haha! oh ya we then crapped a lot..all sorts of funny and lamb stuff, like the SALU, how orange used to drink Ribena, nat's Refuge and pinky's neigh~ haha that lasted for abt 30mins to an hour i tink..then we decided to go walk around...

In the end we decided to slack at TCC again! i ate brownie with vanilla ice cream as topping, pinky took oreo cheesecake, ball and shoot took garlic bread...as for the rest i cant rem...
Then we slacked, crapped and took some POTOS...okie, im not gonna elaborate on all these, sood slp now...

Poof! MGBU! *oh this is a reali LONG entry.......*

2004-11-05T03:26:00.000+08:00

Yo peeps! havent been blogging in quite a while again...hmm have been rather busy lately due to the upcoming BBQ on saturdae. Yep but no matter how much effort we gotta put in, i'm sure they won't go down the drain=) birdie BIG that it's gonna be an enjoyable and fruitful one!

Orange, Ivan, Ball and i went to watch SHARK TALE todae! Weeee, i'm so happie that we watched it...cos that time when Finding Nemo was out i kept telling myself i sood watch, but in the end didn't come 2 pass...heard it was reali good! Well, at least i've not missed out on Shark Tale this time round.

We went to Cineleisure...Ball and i were a lil' late in mtg them, furthermore we were like 2 wet bird and ball by the time we reached Cine...it totally rained CATS and DOGS, and i tink my brolly had holes cos' it even rained from the inside of it. What a WET day...

Hmm we watched the 415pm show. This Shark Tale is a digital one, but i dun reali noe what the diff is actuali=D Hehe...but it was GOOD! So funnnnny..haha, i love Lenny the shark! hey, but i wouldnt say too much...if u've yet to watch, dun miss the hilarious movie k???? Haha...

I was like freezing in the midst of the show, thank God for Ivan's jumper..otherwise it would have been Brrr + Brrr=Brrrrr-er! Hmm after the show we immediately went to find food! Hehe, cos Amber, Ball and i were fasting 2dae, and it was onli minutes away frm 6...haha so we decided on PASTAMANIA!!! cool, we finally pampered ourselves=P Heee i got myself chicken bolognese and poor orange had to onli eat garlic bread and pizza cos' she was OBF. U must be wondering what that is right? haha, it's......On Bread Fast! Yeah though pizza seems reali tempting but when u're OBF, even pizza will become tasteless i tell ya=) Orange, jia you k!!!(oh i dun tink she'll read this)

After that Orange had to leave liao...so Ivan, Ball and i went over to HMV to walk around. Then as ball and i had the craving for CHOCOLATE CAKE, we decided to go back to Cine to eat at TCC! haha i ate Ole-oh-le, dun reali noe exactly what it contains but it was so yummy! i forgotten what ball's one is called...and ivan took American Cheeeeesecake, so Gelak! Hmm so the whole time we were slacking and crapping at TCC=) Once again, we did lame stuff but it was fun! Enjoyed every single moment there...

Hmm dun feel like being too detailed..it's already 357am now and i tink it's time to catch my 40 winks. Looking forward to watch The Princess Diaries 2=) Oh ya, feel free 2 treat me to a show if u want to k..i will be more than happie 2 accept that! Haha=P Byeee for now!

2004-11-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

oohh...just found out that the movie Shark Tale was initially known as Shark Slayer..was later changed to Shark Tale cos' they didn't wanna scare away families. Haha a bit -_- Aniwae i cant wait 2 watch this show, heard that it's not bad!

Yawnz! i'm feeling quite slpy ald...tink it's becos i ate 2 much..

Hmm, went to Luis' mum's wake last nite. Sigh, i feel really sad for him. It's like even when i dream of sth like that happening i can wake up crying, wad more in reality? And i tink he's the only child too, hmm poor luis=( However strong he appeared to be, i'm sure beneath this facade must be someone really miserable..so much so that it gets so indescribable='( Haiz, i wish i can empathise but it's reali hard to..just hope he won't take it too hard..

Yep...i cant reali think wad to type now...

Oh..ok i was out with VeGgie, Joycelyn(dunno which spelling) 2dae...we went to bugis and both of them shopped and shopped and shopped. haha, i cant hold a candle to u lah, VeGgie! eh, and u were SO VERY mean 2dae lor...ppl fasting leh, then u still keep looking at food...spite mi some more lah, next time u get it from mi! muahaha!

At around 4.30 we went to meet ball, who reached bugis at 4 i tink...hehe, then the 4 of us went to EDGE. At that time ball and i were reali hungry, but since it wasn't time yet...ball decided to write down the choices for food, so that we wouldnt nid to spend time thinking when the clock strikes 6!!!! haha, that's really lame(lamb) but at least we managed to kill time=)

haha, we then went to YOSHINOYA at 6! but i didnt eat SB 2dae...so dun freak out!(esp. pinky, i hope u dun puke yea?) hehe we ate quite fast 2dae..then we decided to go up to the movie place(carpet) 2 slack. haha then we ate our snacks which consisted mostly of chocolate. Hmm ball, with mi around u can't go on diet lah! so suan le ba! haha=P Food rules!

Alritey, im tired...off i go!

2004-11-01T01:41:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for the past few days due to laziness and i've decided to blog tonite, if not i might not even wanna continue in future.

Hmm these few days have been realli consecutive OOC days. But at least i was kept busy for a good cause, much better than slacking my way through this holiday. Well i dun feel like typing out the details, but in short, friday was like an "exercise" and video day..but i really learnt a lot lah, though hafta admit was feeling rather stressed over that. Hmm Saturday was as OOC but smoother(erm, is there such a word? cant tink!)..at least i ald grasp the basics, only thing was that the whole video programme was lagging(urgh!) so we spent about half the day just trying to add music clips to them. But PTL! we managed to finish just b4 CGM started...however, wasn't exactly happy cos' the purpose of this video is to give the 2 "exports" fond memories when they leave e316. Well, i'm gonna miss them...but no matter wad, it's definitely for a good cause and i'm really proud of'em!=)

Okie, now about Sunday, which is "today"! hehe, to me the most memorable thing that happened was service!!! Hmm the message really impacted me and t'was just so awesome to worship God...dunno y but His presence seemed much much stronger 2dae, so much so that everything was so uncontrollable(not in the OOC sense), it's been such a long time since i felt this way during worship...and it's just so nice 2 dwell in His presence! longing for more~

Well, i can blog more but i'm just too lazy and tired...Alritey, Pinky is waiting for mi, TATA!

2004-10-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 140 today, thank God the rain provided me with an excuse of not going for my morning jog..hehe, see i'm lazy again. This word DISCIPLINE is like so common and yet so hard to have it. Oh my, once again..my feathers are willing but my wings are weak. URGH! nevermind, i'll see first =X

Hmm, feeling really hungry now, got craving for cup noodle now but my nest is in lack 2dae...sigh, i want FOOD!

Was out with Lay Hwee aka dolphin aka dolbelle 2dae...supposed to meet her at 345 but i was late again...dunno wassup with me, tink it's my soaking duration(bathing time i mean)...hmm besides that ball also played a part in my lateness(not ur fault though, hehe), so i wasn't meant to be that late also la. Tink i reached Far East at about 430=P late rite? haha, but by that time that dolphin was ald done with quite a lotta shopping...so my lateness didnt affect at all!

We went to HMV and she shopped some more! wah, absolutely 'Shopping Queen!'....even though guilty still buy some more, haha i really take my hat off u! Okie so in no time, we had 2 leave ald cos i had to go for BS...hmm this is when the OOC moment started. we took bus 190 at about 540 i tink, with dolphin heading home, and mi to Bible House...then after abt 5-10mins she realised that the bus doesnt lead to dhoby ghaut area, furthermore she was so confident initially=P Haha, i even thot she was jk with mi...ahhh so OOC rite? so this crazy birdie literally ran over the bridge to the opp side to wait for 190 again....and the bus onli came in 10mins(it was ald 6pm ald!) URGH! u noe, how i wish i was a bird at that time! where were my wings when i needed them most? =(

Haha, okay i'm mad...tink i wanna go dig for food now..dun believe i cant find any worms....cya!