('v')Birdie's Territory..

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Today has been much better than ytd, definitely. As i was telling Carrot, ytd just felt like a dream, and that's really good cos' it certainly feels great to tide over such an unhappy "dream". Frankly speaking, i was surprised to see my parents acting so normally, esp my mum, who gave mi a dressing down just last nite..
As my mum initially wasn't too happie about me putting church and frens b4 family, i decided to spend the nite out with them 2dae..thank God i made the right decision cos' if i were to not be with them and reach home late once again, i believe i'd have to face the music again. Yep, so we went 2 KBox and sang our hearts out, haha...as i was at orchard earlier, i onli reached at 8pm and they were ald in the room...thot they wud be angry with mi 4 reaching late, but PTL all were having fun..esp BigHead, and if u noe him and have heard him sing, ahhhhh u wud understand y my ears were hurting throughout the session manzzzz...What a squeeeak! haha, i tink this BigHead screams more than he sings, but 2 bad la, that's quite inevitable when gg 2 KBox with him...the onli difference 2dae was that i'd forgotten 2 prepare myself mentally 4 that squeaky voice=P haha oh...i'm being 'M' again! Hmm so as usual, onli BigHead, Daddy and me sang(mostly Jay Chou, SUN, Westlife, Britney and Stef Sun's songs). Dunno why but mummy will never dare embarrass herself even in front of us...*ponder....*

Hmm okay enuff of KBox...
We were supposed to have an outing with our cell frens 2dae but in the end seemed more like a members' or e316 gathering...haha tink the onli fren we had 2dae was Douglas...nvm at least better than none. So we met at 1 at Orchard...in the end onli Pinky, Yiu Loong, Kelvin, Douglas and i went(sigh, a bit pathetic)..yup, so we went first to Mos Burger(my 1st/2nd time there) and i ate SALMON RICE BURGER!!! haha, dunno y i ate so slowly 2dae. I noe u must be thinking i alwaes eat so slowly, but i was even slower than slow..haha, maybe becos never eaten that b4=P Then we went to Giordano, pinky and i bought a top each, and YL jeans! Then as we cont walking we ran into Alien and Meow-meow!! haha i didnt noe orchard is that small. Yepx, so they joined us and we went up and out to OJ&DQ for ice-cream...yippee, as expected, i ate BROWNIE TEMPTATION and the more i eat, the more i lurrrve it...yummy~ Then we headed to HMV and while crossing the road we saw Dolphin and Alex...woooohooo, so amazing to meet so mani ppl man=) Hmm but that dolphin wanted 2 watch Shutter so both of them went off...

At HMV it was all about walking, walking and walking...hehe, guess the guys felt quite bored tagging along...but there reali wasnt anything esle to do except shop for pressies for the bdae ppl, and when u shop, u definitely have to WALK rite? haha 2 bad 4 them lor~

At around 545 Pinky and YL had 2 leave for conference and it was onli left with Doug Kel and i....we moved on to Cine then Orange and Eileen joined us..guess where we went..YOSHI!!!!! haha i ate SB! At 705 we left Cine, with doug and kel gg home, orange and "julie" gg 4 the Head Start thingy at Suntec, and mi 2 Lot 1's KBox=) Hehe oh yeah, Kel was so nice...took the long way just to acc mi cos he said he was very FREE anyway...oh well, "thank U!!"

Okie, time 4 birdie 2 shoo....buai!

~BloGGyBirdie~(('v')) @ 1:32 AM | smile!

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Hmm i dun exactly feel good now...that sentence my mum said just left a deep impression on my heart, a negative one indeed...guess wad she said, "Call yourself a Christian!" Oh man, it's like bam! an arrow pierced into my heart lor...i noe it's not her fault for worrying about mi, and i really feel bad for coming back so late every day, but this remark is a bit too harsh for mi...makes mi feel that i let God down too=( *sigh.....* Throughout the whole "reprimanding" i was so quiet...didnt want and didnt noe what to say at the same time...argh, furthermore still gotta worry about the outing 2mr...sian 1/2!!!
Okay what happened was that the seminar on "How shall we live" ended at around 11pm 2dae...and alice, veggie and mi decided to go take supper cos' we were all so hungry. So we went to the coffeeshop near my house after much thought...ate till 12plus and decided to eat ice-cream too! Hehe, mani funny moments at 7-11..haha, so tumb of us to take out all the ice-cream from the ice box and displaying them on top of it...thank God they didnt see us doing it, if not it would have been so pai seh for mi, esp when u gals ran off..leaving me alone 2 "keep" the ice-cream..
Yep so then after eating it was about 1plus ald..my mum called and was so angry with me...sigh~ then i immediately ran back home, urghzzzz, certainly didnt feel good man...
Haha, so u can imagine the MUSIC i faced when i reached home lah, and that sentence was the first thing she said..how saddening~ i mean once is like enuff lor, still repeated...=S

Ahhhh i dun wanna tink anymore lah...all i can do from now on is spend more time with them and dun come home so late every day lah...as if i got a choice..

Okie...certainly feeling better now, at least blogging provides mi with an outlet to thrust all thoughts, just like throwing trash away into a bin...yupz, i'm fine...peepz, dun worry ah...i can guarantee by the time u read this, i'll be cheerful and happie again=) okay slping time! MGBU..

~BloGGyBirdie~(('v')) @ 2:44 AM | smile!

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

It's right now 1:41am and i just feel so reluctant to type my blog. But Clara, since u asked me to, and also cos' it's good to relive memories from the past next time when i review my entries, i thought i shld just sacrifice a lil'...must also step outta my "comfort zone"...haha, cos' if im not typing now, i'd have been in my cosy nest sleeping like a PIG(Pretty Intelligent Gal) haha....

Arhhzzz, had no monday blues todae...BUT i wouldnt consider it a good day, though fulfilling in the sense that i exercised quite a lot. In fact, it was like one of the most OOC days of my life so far..really CTI leh..
Hmm how sood i start ah, it's really hard but nvm i'll try. Must learn how to be more expressive oso mah..hehe

Went cycling with Pinky and Ball 2dae...aiya but 2 bad Elmo couldnt make it. Oh ya, before the OOC part..i just wanna say PINKY, congrats!!! You've gained ur cycling license...haha so happie 4 u, but of cos that cant hold a candle to ur degree of happiness..sense of satisfaction and fulfillment hor...all thanks 2 us coaches! i'm definitely not gonna eat humble pie 2 much when im blogging...too full also la...hehe!
Okie okie, OOC part...i took the train to city hall, then walked to the bus stop to take bus 16. O and to digress a lil', i was so shocked/surprise to see sharon au and a few other artistes in a high-class boutique when i turned around while waiting for the bus..haha that was so cool, tink they were trying on some clothes and costumes for some tv serial or sth. Yup so talking abt the bus, after about 20-30mins on it i realised i was at orchard road. But i stil didnt get down, maybe cos' i thot it would eventually turn to ECP or sth..haiz, is that tumb or wad? i dun realli noe, but now that i tink over, i tink i reali was lor..sad case la! yup okay, so by the time i finally relented to the fact that im actuali not on the rite bus, i was alreadi at tiong bahru~~~~ urgh! felt like a total toopid bird at that time...so tumb some more=(

I then ran over to the other side to take bus 16 and the journey was so long man..reali regretted ATM (at that moment) not having got down earlier in the other toopid bus=x i tooka piece of "bus guide" and realised a person like mi couldnt understanda paper like that..so i decided to ask the uncle, but being an introvert(in case u didnt noe) i didnt dare to cos the bus was so crowded, then veri pai seh=P After about 20mins, the bus abruptly jerked...and my water bottle which was seated beside me rolled to the ground then down to the door...haha, i could sense all eyes on me, all i could do was to ACT CALM, which was like such a contradiction to my alredi OOC state! *sigh, reali bad* Haha so after i went down to pick up my bottle i directly went to the bus uncle to ask about where to alight...and PTL the uncle was so nice, talked to mi a lil' and even told mi when it was time to get off...hehe i guess this was the onli gd thing that happened thru'out the toopid bus ride, felt like i was touring s'pore manz...oops, but i was like so pai seh, didn't dare look at anyone at all~

Yup so after reaching ECP went to Mac to find Ball and Pinky, who actuali waited for mi b4 cycling...haha were u all nice, or just waiting 4 time 2 pass so that ur food can digest? hmm u never noe~ =P okay so by the time we rented the bikes it was ald 2pm..then we went to the "footprint" lane and taught Pinky how 2 cycle...yippee, thank God u managed to grasp the art of cycling b4 4pm...that's the power of having faith in urself and not giving up...ya?=)

we left ECP at around 430pm...with me gg to meet alien to go sentosa, and ball and pinky gg 4 their TRP BBQ. Tried so hard 2 find the bus stop with bus 16 so in the end took a cab to city hall....u noe wad, while in the cab i saw a bus stop...and there was the no. 16 written there!!! urgh! exasperated sia~ ya...tink URGH is the onli word to describe my feelings la...

Alien and i reached sentosa at 545....then we saw our 4D sitting on the beach, looking so exhausted..hehe, come to tink of it, 545 is reali late. But i dun regret gg, cos' we managed to play quite a few games of Captain's Ball and it was really FUN, helped mi tink of our PE times during sec sch...awwWWwww! oh and that lack*lek teng) was so OOC(as usual lah) while playing CB that nunu moo alien and i couldnt stop lupping and teasing her...oops! i noe that's really mean of us but she's just so funny!!! hehe, so after playing moo nu alien and i played "circle"...then the sky became dark and all of us went to take a bath..

Yep then we went to Harbourfront Centre for dinner and made our way back..oh and i fell down on our way to the station...urgh! OOC lah, so many of them were behind mi..and i rem ernest telling mi "i didn't see anything"....and right after i fell, even b4 i got up, alien was like lupping so uncontrollably, then the rest sorta joined in....ahhhhh y so MEAN????
K lah, just to sum up everything...i really felt so OOC, furthermore i didnt list all of'em down...yep yep, now i noe wad more to pray 4 in my QT from now on...haha....im reali slpy now, bye!!!

~BloGGyBirdie~(('v')) @ 1:02 AM | smile!

Monday, November 22, 2004

wooo finali im back!!! Has been such a long time since i got down to my blogging business. Why? Cos' i'm just simply as LAZY as a lazybone...haha, and BUSY as a bee! hehe okay quick one..i'll have to shoo at 140, so that we'll have enuff slp, then we'll be realli charged up 2 cycle 2mr!!! Heee im so excited but am not looking 4wd to the journey there...urgh! cos i'll be making my way down 2 east coast park ALONE(the rest stay in the east, saded sia)...u noe how lonely that is???=( booohoo..anybirdy wanna join mi? or rather join us? the more the merrier! oh well, actually another reason why im happie is becos' i havent been exercising in EEYORE years....weeee! so ball, pinky and elmo, let's go all out 2mr k!!!! wahahahaha, im really an excited bird now=D furthermore 2mr got 4D class outing....so after a long libran thought, i decided to be fair and go 4 both cycling and outing-----see, birdie has pea-sized brain but it isn't dysfunctional okie!

Oh toking abt pea-sized really reminds me of wad Pst Kong said during service 2dae....aiyo, i really felt that it "was for me"...haha! it was like such a direct shoot at me and my fellow birds, but at least he said "....even birds with pea-sized brain know it, what more...." Haha, i cant really remember the exacts words but at least birds noe something and that's goooood.

Anyway 2dae was a really Exhaustive day lor....found out that it's due to the steamboat that we had with e316 last nite...though we had a good time eating(esp Pinky and i who ate like gluttons) and fellowshipping, i tink the food was a teeny weeny bit contaminated...cos LaLa, Pinky, Nutella and i had tummyache 2dae...so it was like a competition of exhaustion. Haha, if u dun get wad i mean, it's okay, dun panic cos' it's just some "lamb" way of naming Big Business(dun ask mi wad that is...) Seeee, even Nutella who practically drank only the soup cud get tummyache, wad more us! Okay no matter what, we sood still thank God in everything ya? Pinky, not for everything k! Haha=P At least all of us had a fun time eating and playing the number game=)

Hmm actually i've got loads more things to say, but i feel really exhausted(it's really physically exhausting u noe...multiple attempts some more...urgh!) well, i wanna go slp liao...will continue 2mr~ MGBU!

~BloGGyBirdie~(('v')) @ 1:09 AM | smile!

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Yo! U can call me Bird, Birdie or simply my actuali name Bernice=) Oh but i've got a new nickname now, it's Sotong...mainly due to my blurness=P I'm a happy birdie who lives for Jesus Christ! SO being part of CHC, i love my spiritual family a lot! Apart from being a church-goer, i love SLEEEEPING, chatting over the phone, watching movies, playing pool and learning french too! Oh anyway, welcome to my blog=)