('v')Birdie's Territory..

Friday, September 16, 2005

Bighead was all hot today. Recieved an unknown call on my mobile today and heard Bighead's voice. There he went, "Sister, i got fever, can come and fetch me home?" Next voice i heard was Mrs Tu, his teacher, before i could even answer Bighead.

Reached my ex-primary school, Shuqun Primary. Woo it's so much nicer now, full of changes everywhere. Had to pick him up at the General Office but i couldn't even remember where it was till someone in a concierge lookalike office waved at me, beckoned me to enter. I still have no idea who that lady was, but she seemed amiable. She called Bevan a name that sounded like Melvan, so i don't assume she's Mrs Tu. Well, she finally called Bighead outta the hidden room aka Sickbay. He looked like another zombie, so frail and lack of zeal.

His bag was like my luggage, so bulky and heavy! i'm amazed at the no. of books kids at such tender age have to contain in their bags. Does that account for their intelligence too? i might have to agree, Bighead's intelligence seems to be overtaking mine.

Oh well, took him home and I continued studying again. Interesting day.

~BloGGyBirdie~(('v')) @ 1:19 AM | smile!

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Bonsoir! That's french for Good evenin'=) How's your Thursday treatin' ya? Well, mine's kinda monotonous...hehe so i guess i won't elaborate. In case you are wondering why i blog so much nowadays, lemme tell ya, i'm actually online a lot. Hey but don't get me wrong, i'm not online surfin' the Net but STUDYING k. So whenever i've studied for hrs and wanna take a breather, i come to blogger.com! Hmm but being online, no one knows, cos' i'm using my Dell computer----courtesy of WP! (pls don't ask me what that is) The CPU has just been repaired and i can even go online now, so yeah...it's like a new comp w/o stuff like MSN, lazy to d/l in this busy period also lah=P

As each day passes, i know that i'm nearing the end of my examination, and only those who dislike being a studyin' zombie would understand my euphoria. Oh upon looking at the bottom left of my screen, i discovered it's already 15 Sept! See, time really flies like no bird's business, i'm like only 3 days away from FLYING OFF! You see, the last time i flew on a plane was about 12 years ago, and understandably you wouldn't even hafta think why i don't remember that floating-on-cloud experience, RIGHT?

I'm so excited and apprehensive about this whole trip. Of cos' everyone would say, "Goin France leh, what's there to be scared about?" Maybe it'd be easier to put yourself in my feathers huh. I'm not as afraid to stay in the family's house as to take the train or bus ALONE, to the ESC University where all of us have to gather. Thought of it makes my frail birdy heart jump, thank God my heart's bigger than my brain.

Anyhow i won't be video-ing the whole solitary process down though most of you out there have requested-----HAHA, i know, u all wanna see how toopid and lost i will be right? Dun think i dunno. Aiya the actual reason is safety lah, i dun want anybirdy to snatch my digicam away u noe...oh, and also, i'm afraid i can't multi-task=P ooops.
Just pictures will do lah.

Do you know that everybirdy told me to buy something back for them? Like EVERYbirdy....ho ho ho, i'm sorry i might have to disappoint some, if not all=P Dun even noe if 200euros can buy much. See first lah k, u ppl not thoughtful sia~ hehehe

Yeah...gotta go continue my routine liao. Pray for my last paper, OM, on friday okie. Here's a thank you in advance=) MUACKS

~BloGGyBirdie~(('v')) @ 5:22 PM | smile!

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Oh man, i can't sleep. I dunno why. Cos' i'm stressed, no, doesn't feel like. Maybe my brain is too tired, having worked so much for the past couple of weeks. Even till this morning, i felt like givin' up, but i know i have to persevere. Don't worry, i will. Just a remaining of 2 days.

Had my worst subject today, accounts. I tried so hard to study for this module last week, and last night too. But try as i might, i just couldn't get any calculations and accounting entries right. Felt a lil' useless actually, but i noe that if i believe i can do it, God will help me. Frankly, upon attempting the first question, a surge of bad feelin' came upon me, t'was so uncomfortable. In fact i've never for once felt comfortable during an accounts paper. So much like being a tiny baby fish in the vast ocean, not knowing how or where to go, what to do next. Really, really, really need God to help me pass this module.
Ribena was complaining about leavin' many blanks and was so very worried about failin' the paper. Many people, like those who come under the category of not understandin' any accounting stuff at all, would have felt this way too, be it like Ribena, or deep in their hearts. Haiz, why can't i just find accounts like logic?

Forget it, it's over. I mean not my "fate" but my paper, what can i say. I thought i did my best, but then again maybe not. Can't blame anyone. Will work harder for the next paper, FIT.

No matter what, must pray for me k, thanks=) Don't worry, i'm not despondent. Really i'm not.
This is a blog, remember? I was just typin' whatever i was feeling today.

~BloGGyBirdie~(('v')) @ 2:27 AM | smile!

Sunday, September 11, 2005

"hey, make sure u'll only blog for 5mins!"
Yeah that was ME talking' to myself...no unholy trinity okay.

What a pity i can't join the zone for City Hunt today, got paper 2mr! Sigh, if i were to go, i'd be worryin' about my paper, and if i don't, i' d think about how much fun and excitement i'm gonna miss. It's obvious that i've chosen the latter right? Hmm, at least i'm not alone, peeps like those taking their Prelims and final year examinations have joined me too. K lor, guess all we can do is to look at the photos taken to gain the slightest idea of what the game is like.

Today's service was "PRESENCEFUL!!!" Once again, God showed up during service, especially nearing the end, and He filled me with so much LOVE that i could do nothing but TEAR and TEAR! Great message on the "Heart of Worship" preached by my favourite PASTOR KONG! =P really missed him so much when he was away, but also good lah, at least got Pastor Tan, hor? Hmmm back to PK, his shirt was so cool, in fact ALL of them are! Hehe so honoured to even have our senior pastor in the NEWPAPER article ytd, being "crowned" one of the best-dressed dudes! HAHA...

U know something?????

No lah, nothing lah...i'm just dead bored again, havin' to continue mugging and mugging. All i can look forward to now is at least packing my luggage for FRANCE! Though the process of packing certainly doesn't mean fun, i'll have to rack my brain again leh! Still gotta think what and what not to bring. I remember reading the itinerary and the so-called preparation guide, 2 words that became like a revelation to me were===> TRAVEL LIGHT! Oh no, i was like "What? How on earth am i expected to minimise and bring so little stuff for a 12-day trip?" For a moment i prayed i could be Doraemon...haven't u ever thought of that?

Well, then again, if i were to bring all my da bao xiao bao, it's gonna turn into an OOC situation for me. Hmm don't want lah, think travel light better. Haha..anyway, heard from Clara(not the e316er) that i'm staying with the family that's second furthest from meeting place. Challenging u noe...hope i won't be like the guy who lost his way last year and ended up 3hours late. Must rely on HS!

Oops, i spent way more than 5mins blogging. Man, i broke my promise to myself.

~BloGGyBirdie~(('v')) @ 5:29 PM | smile!

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Birdie!!!

Yo! U can call me Bird, Birdie or simply my actuali name Bernice=) Oh but i've got a new nickname now, it's Sotong...mainly due to my blurness=P I'm a happy birdie who lives for Jesus Christ! SO being part of CHC, i love my spiritual family a lot! Apart from being a church-goer, i love SLEEEEPING, chatting over the phone, watching movies, playing pool and learning french too! Oh anyway, welcome to my blog=)