('v')Birdie's Territory..

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Feeling rather exhausted now, hope i can sleep earlier tonite though it's a friday and there's no nid to. Hmm actually i feel like exhausting now, tink i took too much chocolate and noodles...ahhh~, chocolates! i'd just finished eating my Merci chocolates both Ball and i bought from Watsons...so many yet finished so fast...now craving once again for more chocolates and muddy mud pie!!!!!

Well, it was indeed a reali chocolatey day! School started at 1pm today and it was Willie Hsu's(one of my fave teacher) lesson! Hmm but today we were kinda mischievous, in the sense that we didn't reali keep quiet and pay attention to him talk when we had to...Hehe but he was weirdly nice. Said, "okay just let bygones be bygones, forget that i just threw my temper okay"...then he put on a smile and started being his crazy usual self ald. Hee, u noe y i like him? cos his lessons aren't boring(unlike most others) and he sorts of releases stress by making it less "one-way communication" as possible...in this way, all of us interact more and feel no restrain to speak wadever we want=) it sorts of brings out the "extrovert" part of mi and that's really good i sood say! Ooh, and thru today's lesson, i found out that i use both sides of my brain almost equally!!!! so, even though it's onli as small as a peabrain, i'm not toopid k! Dun triffle with mi....eh? correct spelling anot *ponder* =S like triffle, or is it trifle? ahhh, wadever la! simply it means "dun pray pray ah!"

Lesson ended at 249pm and i went down with Baby to Orchard by bus, realise NP is actuali quite near orchard leh! okay, maybe i took quite long to notice that, but at least i found out=P reached far east plaza at 3plus and ball was already at the bus stop waiting for mi! Hehe so at that time it was the power of 3Bs! Baby Bird Ball! basically all of us were there cos they wanted to get new fones! urgh, too bad my fone is stil too new to change...it's reali not so fun to see everyone changing fone while u are still stuck to ur fone =( Haha well...that toopid crack on my screen is making mi wanna change even more~!!!! Hmm in the end, onli Baby got her fone...her sleeeek x500! hehe feel so blessed for her, and her sis got a 7260! =X Ball, u didn't see this okie=)
In a while, Ribena(my classmate) came tooo! She oso didnt get a hp in the end and 3 of us went to BK 2 eat instead.....but onli 2/3 of us ate cos i was fasting! hmmm PERSEVERE!!! thank God i did~

Then in no time, Ball and i parted with ribena and baby...cos we realised we havent bought the gifts for Christmas Gift Exhange tmr! So OOCly(once again), we went to get them...ahhhh all i can say is...TEMPTING! Haha, then straight after that we made or way to the train station..i had to go for PM at lulu's place and ball went for service=) seee, at least u weren't lack so i dun feel so bad=P

Yup the PM was GOOD! though there were onli Bro Tan, Ronald, Joseph, Jereline and I, the presence of God could be felt tangibly and i felt even more compeled this time to reach out to more and more FRENS! we must go to the highways and the byways..AMEN?

yea yea so after that we went to take dinner at clementi hawker centre..weeee, the 3 of us were reali hungry as we fasted 2dae..Haha, i ate Fried Vermicelli but there were so much TAUGAY that i spent more time removing then eating...well, it just tastes better the more effort we put in to eat! Haha...then Ronald and i took the train back, with him gg back to church and mi gg back to my NEST!

Alritey, time 2 rest my wings....so tired liaoz, till next time....cya! MGBU too!

~BloGGyBirdie~(('v')) @ 1:16 AM | smile!

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

chip chip! i'm feeling so exhausted now, after a long day at school climbing up and down the hill, moving from one lecture hall to another...super tiring! how i wish i can exercise in another way...can't they refrain from putting the tutorial building and lect hall so far apart??? Zzzzz, seems like the time we spend walking far exceeds the time we take to absorb relevant facts...in fact, all the walking makes mi so exhausted that i just fish in the lect hall! ahhh...reali defeats the purpose manzzz...

Hehe, felt so "fishy" todae cos i literally was like a walking zombie after i left my house...met wormie at the traffic light and we went to school together...that gave mi even more reason to be fishy cos her eyes were also veri small, could anytime fit the bill of being my fishing partner:P by the time we reached the clementi bus stop it was already 845..haiz, this is considered earli, but we certainly made the wrong decision of not taking the shuttle bus from the other bus stop instead...cos this bus stop was SO SO SO very packed...in the end, we waited till so mani packed buses passed b4 we could finali go up one...it was already 9am! so earli yet so late! eeerieee-tating sia!

reached class late....haha, wad module ah? ohhhhh, business management! hmmm we had to interview our partners regarding previous jobs we'd taken on and our views...after that had to write story plot on dunno wad phua chu kang story...haha, so LAMB! immediately after this tut was business management lecture...hmmm the lecturer was so significantly SIGNIFICANT! not that im prejudiced or biased against indian people, but her accent was so strong i couldnt reali decipher wad she was saying...bleah! so then we intended to go off during the break, which was 1 hour after it started, but she was too smart, cos she used our attendance to threaten us....in the end, we had to stay thru the whole lecture....and of cos, i was at it again, my specialty----FISHING la!!!!!

bla bla bla bla bla bla......

okie, then Cat and i decided to go down to orchard, cos she wanted to develop some "fitos" for AMG at far east plaza, and i had BS at 6....
We started off by finding the cheapest price to develop the fitos at far east, then we went over to Lido, and back to far east again cos the rest let us down...haha, then after that walked and walked all the way to AMG's house to put the fitos into her letterbox(coool ah, can't imagine staying at orchard huh?) Hehe, then we continued our journey and finali reached paragon cos we wanted to get some drinks...and from para we moved on to PS, cos Ball was there already=) Hmm t'was such a "walkathon day"!!!!! well, exercising in the form of walking is quite good actuali..so i would consider it a PRODUCTIVE day!

Cat and i then walked into starbucks at PS cos i just sensed ball's presence there..haha, i oso dunno y=S after much talking and slacking, cat and i went off...leaving ball to slack alone(but not lonely i noe) haha thanks for waiting!

i reached BH a lil' late...oooops! and i was so OOC again, cos the preacher wasn;t bro MH and i got flustered...haha, weirdly, everyone isnside also didnt look familiar. Thank God i managed to see the title on the page of the person in front of mi...it matched mine! So, wad does this mean????? i'm in the correct class la! okay, i'm being tumb again=P Hehe, today's lesson focused on MISSIONS!!! and i reali spurred mi on to reach out to more ppl out there, that we hafta make disciples of ALL the nations! well, the onli thing i felt bad about was being "fishy" once again, guess im just not accustomed to waking up earli in the morning...hope i can adjust in no time!

Hmm BS ended at 710 and i walked all the way back to PS again(see, walk walk walk!) ball was still at starbucks! haha, then OOCly, we went to Mac to eat! well, even before ordering we were so OOC, can u believe it? haiyo, y ah???? haha k...lemme fill u in...the ez-link machine "hanged" on us when we were deciding wad to eat! haha, it's like my finger was pointing and out of a sudden, the screen turned white!!! then all the error messages appeared and bla bla bla...just so OOC lah, that machine! yup yup yup, so we ate and drank and was merry!

okie okie, ball is shoooooing mi off now...not that she's mean but she ought to! byeeeee...MGBU!

~BloGGyBirdie~(('v')) @ 11:12 PM | smile!

Sunday, December 12, 2004

OKAY carrot, here i am! after so much complaining and pestering from u, i'll blog for ur sake...happie? hmm it's been so mani days since i typed out my feelings and analogy on wad happened every day. I really have no idea how i should start=S aiya tink i'll just summarise everything lah...

School started on the 6th of December..and to be frank, there wasn't even a feather of mi looking forward to this day. I was rather apprehensive when this "fateful" day just seemed to be drawing closer and closer with the blink of an eye..furthermore, i was reali stressed up about the zone camp too. Not that i didn't like it, but it was like from the 7th to 10th, which starts on the second day after school reopens...i didn't noe whether or not to pon school---just a week full of dilemma b4 the camp lah...thank God it's all over now. Phew!

Hmm the first day of school was rather dull lah, sad to say...i reached school a little late, thankfully xiaoyun and angela were in the same bus as mi..so together we went to vince to meet my "gang"..haha something happened when we just left the canteen---xiaoyun didn't walk properly and "sprained" her ankle...oh man, haha wad a thing to happen on the first day of school, furthermore we haven't climbed up the "hill"! Hehe, notice sprained is in inverted commas? Yeah, reali hafta thank God for this, cos after groaning and screaming in pain, her ankle was suddenly alright already...haha PTL! then we continued our journey up the hill..erm i mean, lecture theatre=P Hmm lecture was so BORING lor...wad a letdown! not that i wanna blame the teacher lah, but i reali dislike that kinda teaching style..and in addition to my sleepy and ready-to-fish state, i started to fish in no time=) Hehe then i realised all my other frens couldn't exactly concentrate too, so NOF lah!

Okie! then toosday was the first day of our veri much talked about CAMP FISSION! actuali to mi it came a lil' too fast, or maybe it's just that it's one day after my school starts so it feels like the wrong timing...well, regardless of that, i wasn't feeling excited leh...oso dunno y...anyway, thank God for those who accompanied mi on the fone when all of us were packing our bags.....

Hmm so after calculating the costs and so mani days of "libran-ic" decision, i finally decided to pon school for the full 3 days of the camp, cos if i didn't i would have to spend so much time, effort and money(reali a LOT) just to be able to appear at the camp for just a while----hmm reminds mi of wad i learnt in business----OC! haha...so OOC=P

Camp Fission.....
1st day...well, i've to admit i was reali veri tired and listless, not in the camp mood at all..but somehow i began to "wake up" after we reached there...hmm dun feel like typing down everything. All i can remember is that the first day was quite interesting, cos we got to noe the ppl who're in our teams and brainstormed a lot...haha, that reali helped mi use my already rusty bird brain--must maximise POTENTIAL u noe! ya and the mani preaching sessions by the leaders were reali awesome! i managed to learn so much more than usual, more about how 2 become a leader and so on...yep, but i fished a little too=p haha, feel so bad!
2nd day...hmm got STM now...all i remember was the end time game called Mission to China or sth. Haha, i felt so tumb! cos jean, sandy and i actuali hid under a covering for mani packs of cement for 2 hrs!!! throughout the whole 2 hrs we were whispering to one another, trying to find a comfortable position and sleeeeping! (i fissed=P) Aiyo...but then again, we're not that tumb lah, cos the game did end much earlier than it actuali shld due to some injuries and vehicles that were around. Bleah....but i feel so bad making so mani ppl worried about us(esp. ball, dolphin and all the leaders, SORRY SORRY~) but reali PTL that nth happened to us...well, we were praying thru'out la...so God protected us!=)
3rd day...Hmm o ya my fishing rate was by then reali high, but after the preaching session bro tay laid hands on most of us(i had the priviledge of getting 4 times=) hehe and God's presence was SO strong that so mani of us were weeping and moaning veri OOCly..well that's GOOD! i reali enjoyed His presence! hope we can be lost in it 4ever~ then at noon we were rehearsing for our skit and cheer...well, all of us reali gave our best shot and presented our 2 and a half day's "work" on thurs evening. Haha most of the skits were so comical and we reali enjoyed watching each and every one done by the different teams...thru this, i found out the power of creativity of God and us too! yep yep..and at nite..awwwww wad can i said...all of us just teared and teared continuously. Okie finali im able to say the reason now. Actuali i tink almost everyone teared becos of the song and touching moment..and for mi, it's mainly becos of our cg mulitiplication...awww~ happie yet sad...
Hmm some of us left on thursday nite as we had 2 go to school the next day...

yup so overall, CAMP FISSION was great!!!!! i came as a sleepy and exhausted person...and left as a more exhausted person, but so much more on fire for GOD!!! PTL! thank God i didnt miss this yr's camp again for toopid reasons=) hmmm, no regrets at all!!!!

Okie now SATURDAY! went out with NoNo, pinky and ball....cant rem wad happened but i tink we were all so crappy..oh ya, we went to the TCC at millenia walk to slack and i saw my sec sch fren, aidil! haha he was working there...then after a while pinky saw her ex-manager...wad a small world sia! so in the end they gave us a 20% discount! so shiok..then after aidil knocked off, we fellowshipped with him and his gf, called zeela, zila...sth liddat=) after that, at around 7 plus we went to walk walk at suntec and pinky saw a pink OP jacket which was so her! since they had no more stocks there, we went over to Raffles City's Op to get it..woohoo! a productive day for pinky indeed!

SUNDAY! was awoken by ball at 845, but but but...i slept till 950=P haha, sori ball...that's wad u alwaes do to mi oso wad, so we're quits! hmm i reached church at 1050..
Service today felt different from usual...haha, maybe cos Pastor kept mentioning it's a large cell grp mtg and everything wasn't as formal. The ppl from our zone were oso quite tired and a few sick...hee thank God i didn't fish today, or i'd have let myself down man....
After service we went to 2nd best. Amber announced the multiplication of CG there and i believe those who have not heard it would have been so shocked to hear such a news...well, i already knew it a couple of weeks ago, yet i realise i've yet to come to terms with it..knowing that i have to leave so mani of them...esp BALL and PINKY!!!!!! awwww wad can i say, hmmm i dunno....all i noe is that im reali reali reali gonna miss u!!!!!
****ball! be strong k..u're not as weak as u tink la...and as u said, the story of ball and bird still continues! U're definitely not gonna see less of mi ya? Just "HAHA HAHA HAHA" ur way thru, and everything will be alrite =P Stay happie~

That's all...i gotta slp now...poof!

~BloGGyBirdie~(('v')) @ 11:47 PM | smile!

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Yo! U can call me Bird, Birdie or simply my actuali name Bernice=) Oh but i've got a new nickname now, it's Sotong...mainly due to my blurness=P I'm a happy birdie who lives for Jesus Christ! SO being part of CHC, i love my spiritual family a lot! Apart from being a church-goer, i love SLEEEEPING, chatting over the phone, watching movies, playing pool and learning french too! Oh anyway, welcome to my blog=)